For Cendana DoTA players

There's a rumor that a DoTA competition will be held in Cendana ( HAIL the JPKC for their wise decision)

I, the dota-addict has formed a team but we still lack one person...

Our list is
me
elrex
dotaking
phoenix0510
-who knows, it might be you

Who wished to be the fifth player plz comment

WE WILL WIN AND WE MUST WIN. CUZ THIS IS THE SPIRIT OF DOTA

HAIL TO DOTA

The world is a concerto, no no no... Concierrrrrtttorrrrrr!!!!!!! Part 2

After successfully intrude into the hall (effortlessly), we find a seat, sit down and enjoy the show...

There' s a brochure of the synopsis of the drama. ( and I'm thinking it's more like spoilers, because it writes the exact content of the drama...)

After looking at the synopsis, I felt sth familiar... The title and the way how the story is written is SOOO familiar...hmmm... It seems that I know the author, ehhh

And I take a look again in the brochure and seek who the author of the story is...

Script writer: Chia Foong Yi

NO WONDER THE STORY IS SO DAMN FAMILIAR. the story is sooo "foongyisshhhh". (could not find the right adjective) btw.she is also the script writer for the ko-pln show in my group.

And i felt quite funny when i see the name of the main character, ACER( a computer brand obviously)and ALIAS ( a english series about a girl called Alias which is a double-side spy)

it reminds me of one scene in the show when ALIAS( alias foong yi) in the orphanage house

"I received the letter from ACER!!!
the next sentence will be best if sth like this continue

" I got a NEW laptop!!!" (just joking............REALLY!)

Actually, i was quite skeptical on whether the show is good or not (because it's so foongyishhh). but then again, i bite my own words (painfully) because it is goodddddd!!!!!

One thing about the show, There are so many flies in front that keep standing in the middle of the stage and record!!! they really block the views and spoilt the fun!!! grrr...U try to get rid of them and after short while, they will gather again

Thanks for Mr.Kamal because he get rid of those flies at the first time. But as I said before, they are flies and minutes later, they are back

Don't know how many times I go in front just to tell them to sit...I try to keep cool by saying excuse me.........IF NOT, i will just use pesticide and flies smacker to SMACK THEM!!!!!!

Since i was mentally old (and physically old), i can't remember the exact events in the show the world is a concieerrrtoooo . So I just write a few significant ones

-the bird dance- Quite nice with lots of variation especially the last part with wings open....but somehow the name of the dance reminds me of Joniaothan, why le?

-the choirs- actually there are a few choirs but it is always the same people, I would like to comment them as a whole

-the music ok
-the gestures ok
-the voice projection and clarity-hmmm... haiz....emmm... Yep, i could heard nothing but chanting voice.

For me the choirs are still avearge, but i recalled my friend comments on the choir

Anonymous: "the choir was a total failure."

Maybe. But it's still ok I guess

The hip hop, waltz or watsoever- Man, It is COOL. especially how ken and sam play the girls and chair around is especially magnificent......( but somehow Sam looks a little bit gay, ehhh?)

The break dance- OMG they are using niu zai hen mang as the background song which make me feel LOL more than cool. But the later part is so cool and ( rocks! ) Hail to Keong Keong in Honolulu!!!!

Pison: "Hey how about me"

"did I see you?" Just joking...it's nice. the overall show is nice so you too are nice...(what
a cincai answer)

the step dance- what can i say. It's cool. The coordination and synchronization is nice! ( and for the first time I know Pui Yin is so talented! ( The way she play cs and how she freaked out when she see the enemy...maybe I had to think twice...)

The ausmat live band-the music is nice but the singer should emmm......have some training before singing in front of stage.

The German band- Somehow I feel that the German band is much better than the live band and the choir. The way how they sing and postures is cool. Their show is spontaneous, yet you can feel their unity spirit within them

Their lecturer (mr. brown), yep it's cool.

The Chinese ribbon dance- Ok le, i guess (because I see other shows which is much better than that and maybe because of this I was not that excited )

The Drama---Earlier in my post I say the drama might be boring but now I ate back my own words. The drama is nice and perhaps the NICEST among the shows.

1. The story is so romantic-(eve people like me that is aloof with romance have to admit it...)especially the ending when Alias lied in Acer back is touching...(Somehow I prefer the old happily ever after ending). It's so melancholic.....well maybe the scriptwriter is good after all....
2. The acts in the stage i so real. I would like to give credits to three actor- the father, alias and acer.

-I know Cheng Kuan a little bit since we come from Ipoh but I never know he can be that romantic and manly. He is the complete different cheng kuan I used to know (first impression can be deceiving) and I AM NOT THE ONLY ONE THAT IS SHOCKED. I interviewed few person

1. 1402 Dotaking: Is this the Cheng Kuan that same room with me? Maybe when he is sleeping I should take a magnifying glass and scrutinize him
2. Roommate B: I can't believe it is cheng Kuan!
3. Roommate C: btw Acer is using compaq....

For alias her show is good because she was the usual innocent-looking girl, so the role should be easy for her. One thing, she almost really cry in one scene.

The father should be given credit also because the stern voice and how he acted out his heart attack is nice. Eh Bien (french)!!!

Also the doctor(which studies engineering), the servant, the waiter and others should be applauded for their show.

Still, I founded out some lol and weird stuff in the drama...just give you a reminder in case you forget

1. First of all, the audience reaction(exclude me) are weird. They always laughed at a wrong time. Laughing when Alias' mother was diagnosed to brain cancer, laughed when the servant tell Acer to go, laughed when Acer was diagnosed with Cancer and etc. Well they sometimes just laughed at a wrong time...
2. You know why Alias' mother died? FYI it is because the doctor studies engineering( I am just joking so don't get mad)
3. The car really broke during the accident.......
   
4. Notice one thing? the waiter and Makiyo's father is the same person. So you might conclude that waiter is a spy...

Overall the whole show is NICE. I will give a 3.50 CGPA grade for the whole night show

P.S. : I'm sorry if some of you are offended by my comment.

The world is a concerto, no no no... Concierrrrrtttorrrrrr!!!!!!! Part 1

I didn't join most of the International indulgence week activities because I'm too busy with stuff-(and also too lazy)

I missed the world Idol-(even though my roommates and classmatesare in the show X.X) - Recommended I'm a flirt by Brader's flirt..haha-(though I love T.Pain I'm a flirt better)

The cherry blossom festivals- to admit...I'm a little bit disappointed...especially when a couple sing First Love by Utada Hikaru...It shucks!!!.

Well, at least I win a candy from Japan after completing a sudoku maze( cannot show the candy because my stomach already dissolve it). Still I have no chance to try sushi and Soba noodles....

At least I didn't miss this one-THE WORLD CONCERTO(no, it is concierrrrrrttttttttooooo...!!!)(cough......too high pitch...)

Luckily I buy the tickets 2 week before the show because I know that it will be a superb show with high quality. hahaha.. I'm have a good taste, right? ( duhhh, the main reason I wanted to go is just I wan to c my classmate, Keongx2-having his breaking bone dance)

Well, at least now I'm not regret of attending the show because it's sssooooooo NICCCEEEE!!!!!

And I hate to say, my KO-PLN show can be tossed into rubbish dump if compared to this concerto show

Let me describe the chronological order of the show, shall I??

Friday-28 March 2008- 2 o'clock
-I was trying to persuade Dotaking to attend the show with us and he keep saying "I wan KOF", I don't want to go...At the same time, I had a hard time to find for the tickets (for Master B and dotaking...)

Friday-28 March 2008- 7.30 o'clock
-I reached INTEC with two friends that still haven't get the ticket for the show. The "secret" source of the tickets has not arrived yet and people keep going inside to the hall.

-Shit! If things continue to happen like this I and my friends will not be able to get a good seat for the show. I don't want to go inside the hall alone, abandoning my two friends outside because I believed sth called 义气. It's either we go in together or go back together. (Jacky: is that kiyuri I know?)

Our ticket source is not coming and I know we have to force our way into this hall, by hook or by crook.

After applying critical thinking skills I found out several working tactic to go inside the hall...

1. Rush the way into the hall by brute force. (since sharon, yuin yi, and boon hui is quite small, it should be easy but considering our scholarship prospect, it's better not to use this method.)
2. Beg our way into the hall ( Nahhh, people in the entrance of hall is so COLD-HEARTED, MONEY-ORIENTED, and etc etc etc, it will not work for sure (JUZ JOKING GUYZ, don't get mad......)

Stop crapping! I will tell you the working methods and thou shall bow into my wisdom. Wakaka (coughing.....)

1. Did you guys notice me wandering in the entrance of hall and you think that I'm joking. No, actually it is part of my EVIL tactic. Since you guys know I got the ticket, you won't check for my ticket again if I walked into the hall again. That means, I could just give my tickets to my friend and walked into the hall without the ticket (since You guys know that i have ticket, you won't check me again) Wandering in the entrance is just a method to prove my assumption is correct.
2. A friend of Dotaking is working as a volunteer in the show. I could just go inside the hall, pass the ticket to Dotaking's friend and the friend will just come out and give the ticket to Dotaking( and he can come in, unblocked)
3. We also notice an alternate entrance to the hall which is unguarded... My friends can just slip in unnoticed...

See, there is a lot of flaw in your security and bear this in mind next time . wakakaka

But before I can urge my friends to use this tactics, they already get the tickets for the show (and it's free X.X). So we just go in (legally)

Looks like I crap a lot. It's better for me to open a new post

......

Easier to Run- Linkin Park

It's easier to run
Replacing this pain with something numb
It's so much easier to go
Than face all this pain here all alone

Something has been taken
From deep inside of me
A secret I’ve kept locked away
No one can ever see
Wounds so deep they never show
They never go away
Like moving pictures in my head
For years and years they've played

If I could change I would
Take back the pain I would
Retrace every wrong move that I made I would
If I could stand up and take the blame I would
If I could take all the shame to the grave I would
If I could change I would
Take back the pain I would
Retrace every wrong move that I made I would
If I could stand up and take the blame I would
I would take all my shame to the grave

It's easier to run
Replacing this pain with something numb
It's so much easier to go
Than face all this pain here all alone

Sometimes I remember
The darkness of my past
Bringing back these memories
I wish I didn’t have
Sometimes I think of letting go
And never looking back
And never moving forward so
There would never be a past

If I could change I would
Take back the pain I would
Retrace every wrong move that I made I would
If I could stand up and take the blame I would
If I could take all the shame to the grave I would
If I could change I would
Take back the pain I would
Retrace every wrong move that I made I would
If I could stand up and take the blame I would
I would take all my shame to the grave

Just washing it aside
All of the helplessness inside
Pretending I don't feel misplaced
Is so much simpler than change

It's easier to run
Replacing this pain with something numb
It's so much easier to go
Than face all this pain here all alone

It's easier to run
If I could change I would
Take back the pain I would
Retrace every wrong move that I made

It's so much easier to go
If I could change I would
Take back the pain I would
Retrace every wrong move that I made I would
If I could stand up and take the blame I would
I would take all my shame, to the grave

Every time I listen to this song, I become so emotional
Resonance.....I guess

Tuesday...X.X

There is no such thing as black Friday...in INTEC

So far I only encountered black Tuesday. And I encountered it every week!!!!! From this semester...

Events in Tuesday are different, yet they are the same actually. Every week in Tuesday, something like these will bound to happen every Tuesday

Monday night---Rush for PEN 120 assignment and sleep at 2

Tuesday Morning---Wake up at 7.15 (every Tuesday since this semester) because I was reluctant to wake up even though the bell is ringing...LOUDDD

Finally woke up and usually the bathroom will occupied...X.X (cuz my roommate are also sleepy head...)

7.45- Ready to depart to Restu but usually sth like this will happen...
-Forgot to bring Advanced Compo handout
-Forget to bring hard disc drive or laptop
-(Duh, just forget something la)

And the worst part is...I always remember I forget something when I reached the bus stop...tat means-RUSHING BACK FROM bus stop to my room and RUSH to the bus stop again...
(believe me, it only happen every tuesday...X.X)

And I will always see one guy when I rushed back to my room-the 1402 DoTA king. (In case you dunno who he is, he is one of Miss zulia "favorite" student in Glendale

7.58-8.00 Finally rushed to Restu Barakah (with that DoTA king )and the driver always reluctant to depart until 8.30


8.30- Reached INTEC and since I already late for half an hour, it might be OK if I late for few more minutes, so grab some chow in ADFP cafe..

During eating, I will be considering "is that a good idea to skip her class" but in the end I stepped in front of Honolulu, saying the old cliche "Sorry Miss I'm late (AGAIN)

And she will show her pissed-off look and the class continued...with a murderous glare looking at me with a constant basis

After this, Calculus class follows when arcane formulas and symbols will be dished to you until you can't digest it. Though someone "volunteered?" to sing Soprano to alleviate (?) our pain, it just getting worst instead...

Nothing bad happened after recess. Miss ( should be Mrs ) Ismail is good in teaching PCO...bla bla bla. but sometimes I had to rap like Jay Chow in front of class (euphemism for mumbling) and it was GRADED.

After a tiring day, I should have gone back at 444444 but WAIT there is engineering class. Haiz, that means some ZzZZ in Jackson (simple formula-tired body+engineering formula= ZZZ)


And this things happen at a routine basis every Tuesday and however there is no class from 8 to ten tomorrow, I was quite free at Tuesday night (maybe I can do sth such a washing cloth in washing machine and meanwhile while waiting for the clothes to ready, maybe blogging is a good option........)



Perhaps my research paper title will be- "why Jin Khang never come early to class at Tuesday?'
my points are below

-Advanced Composition assignment is hard and I had to sleep at 2 every monday to finish the assignment. SO it is not my fault.

-My room was too comfy and therefore I sleep like a pig-again not my fault

-I am unlucky. (Because my roommate leave 5 minutes earlier than me and he can always take the bus at the right time). I still remember a girl saying something like this" maybe you should have a good luck charm") again, it is not my fault, it's fate...

-maybe in terms of feng shui i am unlucky at tuesday-

Bla bla bla bla bla bla

(JUZ ADMIT THAT YOU LATE BECAUSE YOU ARE SLEEPY and NO SENSE OF TIME MANAGEMENT...WHY BLAMING SOMETHING ELSE????)

People sometimes can't accept cruel fact that they themselves are wrong , ehhhh?

Hope i can break the routine next week (not this week, because i late again today.....)

For your information

What's the best search engine ever?

Not yahoo and Windows live obviously......

Well, you might be thinking google is the best search engine, but nope, you are wrong.....

Actually, there is one websites that offers more than google which is www.metacrawler .com

Why this websites and who am I to do this claim actually?

Before I began my persuasive speech, I would like to greet...(STOP IT, just go into the topic, you're not making a speech...)

First of all metacrawler.com includes result from google, yahoo windows live and more

That means you're actually using 3 searching engines when you're using this websites because the result you find from there are results from google, yahoo and windows live...

So ergo more result

And they even cite where they get the result from such as "this result is found from google etc etc"

And some more it will filter "adult content" (if you wanted to filter it in the first place...)

So kick away google and use www.metacrawler.com (though i think this websites is stealing the efforts of Google and Yahoo search engine)

Duhhh...blogging...

I get really pissed up today as I am writing this post...All because ( or maybe not )because of the blog of mine

As usual(?) I late to my Calculus class. I had a hard time on figuring how things works because I missed Miss Zulia's explanation. I was trying to figure out what Miss Zulia taught today when....

"Hey, E** W**, you know that's one new blog?, it is call t*******k******and one thing special about the post is....(XXXXXXXXXX)

STAY COOL!!! I told myself. I still need to concentrate on my "slicing", if not I will not able to understand the topic and sliced myself instead...let that soprano singer continues his prattle

"Ummm, I don't remember his URL already, let me check my handphone.

GOSH!!! that guy used a projector and project my blog on the screen AND he recorded the whole process on handphone.

No...stay cool, who cares. My blog is known anyway...Continue with slicing...

"Hey G******, let you see this particular post. Read it, G*****"

"I am a rational.............."

STOP IT, U WRECKED SOPRANO SINGER!!!!!! Stop giving my blog URL around!!! I am not Kate and I don't wish the whole ADFP to know my blog. It's only for my friends.....

" Why can't you just stop it? I missed my class today and I had a hard time figuring my calculus." I yelled at him...

Guess I just asked Miss Zulia about the course today...And that's all.


Not yet......


Should I delete, privatizes my blog or just continue writing?

The dilemma I met this morning, is that my own fault because of writing something private?

Actually, the real reason I write blog is to release my stress( and it did helpful), until it started to give me stress instead...I like writing and since I'm not good in talking, it's better for me to convey my feelings by writing. I thought blog is sort of like diary but I don't write diary because I prefer typing

And my blog is discovered...Well, it's not big deal actually, because (I admit) I enjoy reading Yuin Yi, CJ and Pison's comment ( and their blog too). Except I can't write something sensitive...but I admit, I enjoyed writing blog partly because of them (even though I keep saying the otherwise in front of them...)

However, things became worse because I write sth private, perhaps too private...I did not notice sth going on until I noticed some weird behavior of people around me...

Now, my whole classmate knows I have a blog and they even discuss what I post...(in front of me or under my nose.)People kept spreading the news I got blog and duhhh, even people that I don't really recognize knows I got a blog.

Perhaps , It's naive to think that blog is second diary

Perhaps, it's naive to even consider blog as a right place to express your fuss......

Perhaps, if this continues to happen, i will be another copykate.blogspot.com. one silly mistake in blog and bye bye to scholarship....

And I believe that my friend, she is quite distressed because of me publishing something private in blog. I still values friendship between us and I don't wish to lose it. (maybe she didn't care but I do)

I'm in the state of total confusion...I still want to see some sarcastic comment from CJ, some constructive comment from others but I don't want any people to speak in front of me "hey he posted something new in his blog, let me show you.

After reading someone blog, it should be that's all, right....

So I hope people who read this blog please don't spread it around. I don't want to be another Kate

And to the soprano singer plzzz stop it, it's childish and irritating.




Ahhh I 'm totally blurred. what am i writing??????

FUSS...

"Class-research topic plzz submit ur questionnaire to me next week"
"Class, we will have our informative speech next week, plz submit ur outline next Monday..."
"We will have our calculus test next week...please prepare..."
"Please submit ur forum article next week...
"class...class...class...
"We will have our Ko-PLN next week in Great hall...
"JK, regarding the food stuff at Tuesday we will have bla bla bla

BLA BLA BLA BLA BLA!!!!!???????????---ntg but chattle and prattle, the different person, the same purpose......

This two weeks were the most suffocating ever-calculus quiz, test, all approcahing next week and I can't afford losing my calculus this time...and this is the things i had before calculus.

My two hours struggle to finish the article forum at midnight could be concluded into "JK, why don't you change your post and REDO ur stuff.......and submit me next monday---(do u think it is easy, dude)

"JK, lucky you, you can think ur own move for the dance.......(why don't u r the one that act like monkey in front of stage instead"

"JK, we will sell our stuff at tuesday in Carnival...u r under Mi, ------(like I care, juz tell me how much i had to pay for the homestay)

"Please send the outline at Monday and had the speech in tuesday...guys be cool, have fun, be urself (DUH, writing an outline in Monday and present it in following day...who can be cool and fun in this condition...

"Ahhh, that girl over there...(son of the b****, can't u just silent a little bit, so damn irritating)

"Why are u stealing my idea...(like I care, juz come out with sth else la ......

"I have seen ur latest blog, haha, u r try to imply--(watever, the blog is not meant to you anyway.)

"JK, the whole class was talking about you...(ya ya, like i am an alien, psycho, criminal la la, or clown, discuss as much as you can, but just shut up when u c me.)

"Baka"( so faithful of you, only a baka can greet me "baka" for one year.

DAMN EVERYTHING IS SO TENSED. PEOPLE AROUND ARE SO FUCK, ASSIGNMENT ARE SO DAMN HARD, LECTURER ARE SO DAMN STRICT AND PICKY.

watever,like people around me will change after looking this

cuz they are always free to comment about a joker, not a person.

ADFP= ALL DAY FUCKING PAIN= ALL DAY FATAL AND PARALYZED


"Not hard feelings ehhhh"

X.X me in KJ...

First of all, sorry to all of you that try that tasteless, not edible, fatal, etc etc mi of mine, and it is impressive for you guys not to complaint in front of me......( and actually you should complaint......Especially sorry to my first customer that try that "so called" wantan mee... IT REALLY SHUCKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

However, we learnt our silly mistakes after knowing the soup is tasteless...(I think the soup is ok, but everyone think otherwise, I wonder..........) We modified our soup the second time and by the time I corrected my mistakes, customers have flew away and I have to sell my mi at a low low price...IT WAS A TOTAL FAILURE!!!!!!!

I learn sth from this incident...Regardless in business and life, first impressions and reputation are important, and its influence to people 's perception towards you is greater than you can imagine.

In this case, 5 customers ate my mi and after knowing that it was tasteless, everyone flee like hell even though we modified the soup already...X.X. I believed that part of my failure is because of first impression

Human are indeed a lazy creature, I think. They usually determine a person characteristic by their first impression, even though you can't determine a person personality by just first glance. And their attitude towards you will likely unchanged unless they discover your other personality.

Come to think about it, I am usually a quiet guy when I came to a stranger place.(Believe it, I remained total silence in my tuition center for TWO YEARS without talking.) However somehow I become very talkative in my first day in BOSTON. I wonder if I be quiet as usual during that day, I think you guys that reading this blog could not even recognize me now. However I acted weird in my first day and now u guys act towards me as though I am weird. Yep, guess this is what I call first impression...weird first impression HUH

First impression is not a good thing. A company will hire Brad Pitt as head engineers instead of Albert Einstein. People are not working with your impression but with your skill dude. (unless you are a model). A guy acted confidently in interview doesn't mean he is confident. A guy that talk from sky to earth doesn't mean that the guy is knowledgeable.

If people judged someone by first impression guess I would be unemployed even though I finished my graduation in US. ( I am born with "bad first impression" and unless I consider surgery, it will be hopeless for me...)

Back to the topic. I guess our K.J. mi failure is because of other thing such as

insufficient tools
Incomplete planing
Inappropriate ingredient
insufficient help
etc etc

JUZ ADMIT THAT THE CHEF SUCKS, JK (by CJ7)

Guess you are right...

Sth in ur life-u just have to let go.......

Perhaps the ADFP DoTA community, or even the whole ADFP will be quite shocked when I say I have deleted dota in my computer. Walao, JK the dota-addict will delete the game? is this a prank from him? I would say yes. The greatest ADFP dota representative in ADFP had deleted the dota game for the sake of his f***king bad result......( dun show it to chau kee or kian hui, if not they will belasah me)

There is in fact, a little bit history why I played DoTA. To tell the truth, the game is not really that magnificent( eat back my own words ). During my secondary school life, i rarely socialize with my fren because I dun have a common topic with them ( I dun have the newest handphone, not good in football, sucks in courting girl (X.X), sucks in Counter...). I was quite negligible (except for my curly hair(X.X)) But somehow during form 4, the game "DoTA" cause a popular trend in my school, and the game is not really that hard to play ( no nid much finger work ). Therefore, I enrolled myself in the game(even though it means wasting my money on CC) to play tis game. Well, I indeed knew some fren thru dota so i continue playing the game...Perhaps Thanks to dota i got some common topics to discuss with my fren. Maybe I like the game becuz of this seeming negligible reason.

Well, you could imagine DoTA as a beautiful girl which I, duhhh, quite obsessed with her "beauty". ( as I would be addressing DOTa as "her" in my rest of blog, so dun think of sth stupid.) When my mind was free, I will think about her. I will do anything for her, even though it means stupid stuff (such as skipping my working hours to play DoTA) and perhaps knowingly or unknowingly, she had became part of me. Moreover, I will think of her even when I was watching TV ( for example, I can relate the evasiveness of the character in dodging attacks to the hero in dota which equipped with "butterfly"). It seems that she had became an intrinsic part in my life. (well i maybe exaggerating but to some extent, all those things are true.)

However, I sacrificed a lot because of her. Firstly, I cannot concentrate to my studies because of thinking her always. Her incandescent will always appear in my mind no matter how hard I tried to avoid thinking her. Besides that, I refrain myself from interacting with her ( but always failed and in the end my hand will be always on my laptop, playing dota.) Somehow I understand that i would never master her ( the game ) even though how many times I playing (practice makes perfect doesn't really work in DoTA) .But still, I continue playing with her, even though it means physical and mental constraint to me.

Well, perhaps I am quite aware with the adverse effect of playing DoTA but I just cannot let her go. It was until one day, which was the election day, that I realized I had to let go of her. It all began when my friend sends a SMS to me "lol, I am going to delete DOTA for the sake of my TOEFL." At first, I was quite shocked because he was also quite obsessed with DoTA himself. I wanted to be just like him, delete DoTA and thats all. However, I can't just forget her as she furnished much of my life with those seeming negligible experiences. My heart was in twenty two on whether I should delete her from my memory. Finally, I braced myself and highlighted the DoTA folders, press delete, and press Empty the recycle Bin as fast as possible before I regretted my own decision.

At that night of election day, I felt surprisingly free, like the time had suddenly move slowly. Suddenly I realized there are lots of thing other than her. I never realized that before this because I was so obsessed with her. That night, I enjoyed my night by doing calculus and listened to Jay Chou latest album. I had to admit I remembered her occasionally but well, it no longer bothered me anymore. I had my most fitful sleep ever during that day.

However, I will be lying if i said I had completely forgotten her. While some people "salute" me for my brave decision, some blamed on my act (because it meant less one "DoTA kaki"). I admitted my heart was quite stirred when I see her (thanks to my Dota Playing roommate). During that time, I really regretted my decision but I told myself to be determined. I believed I will get rid of this addiction one day. Well, disinfecting DoTA virus might take some time but i believe one day I could remove this virus out of my mind.

Well, thats all for my little DoTA talk. Well, maybe I will revert to playing DoTa one day or I will have her completely out of my mind. Life is unpredictable, isn't it?. However, the moment i was typing this post, my mind was set- NO MORE DoTA until I fixed that damn calculus. Feel free to leave a comment ( since some of them already know my blog). Please pray for my success of getting rid her ( I mean Dota) out of my mind. Thats all.......folks

(P.S. : Please don't get confused when looking this blog, I am not trying to infer sth else, well you know how GREAT ur imagination could be)

YIKES

Why all of sudden everyone noe my blog's url.........

Perhaps I better refrain myself from writing something "toooooottttttt"or i will have the greatest totttt reply from others...(ya, a toooooooottttttt orchestra)

Haiz if that so why should I have a blog in first place.....(nah blog can never be a diary, and thank god now only i noe)

For my ipoh friends...no more sensitive stuff and secret from me loh

(I am going back tis week )

Election.......

What election means to me? . While for the country election is an indication of "preserved democratic nation", an important time to see determine the fate of country, a time when Malaysian decide their own future etc etc (You can find the same thing in Pengajian Am in form 6 textbook), it doesn't really bother me much. First of all, I am still underage to vote, secondly I found out it is a nuisance for me to remember the politician names which is almost alike. Election, well just a spice of this monotonous day. For example, seeing a lot of colors such as blue, green, white etc etc can really cheer your heart up. And especially when Selangor is a boring city with a minimum sense of fashion, decorating it with colorful banner can really make a difference. I would like to touch about election a little bit (I AM NOT TALKING ABOUT POLITICS AS I AM STILL A STUDENT and I SUPPOSED to know NOTHING about politics.)

Election is quite a weird phenomena. Firstly, you will never able to predict when there is an election. Since last year people around my working place keep saying election coming etc etc and as far my memories can remember, I have seen lots of so called "politics analysis" saying that general election will be held in last year because of etc etc etc and I really thought election had already over (I dunno election is being delayed during that time) until i see the newspaper again this year (WHAT!!! ELECTION THIS YEAR???) and some more election is right after the chinese new year (and my mid term test also.)

Usually the number 3 and 8 doesn't not really pose a meaning. In Chinese, 38 refers to people that is busybody and nuisance. However, it has a new meaning now. Election has somehow make a justification to the number 38 because when we mention 38, people will remember election instead of the meaning" busybody and nuisance". In a sense, election has glorified the number 38. (come to think about it, the election day is decided on 8 march...Is this just an coincidence or it is purposely arranged at 8 March to indicate a meaning? ) Well, i hope u get what i mean...

Environmentalists should have commented on the election phenomena. Why? Just imagine how many trees are cut down to make banners for election and how many clean fields and garden were decorated by this banners. Some more, plastics banners are not recyclable and I wonder how are they going to settle the plastic banners (burn it and more carcinogenic fumes are produced). Not to mention those banners are not really a pleasant in eye. For example, the used to clean football field is full of those unknown banners. And according to my previous experience, not all banners are removed after election is over. Believe me, you can still see the colorless dirty banner with the world vote me 3 months after the election.

Besides that, banners are not really that pleasant in eye. Firstly, it might be attractive because it is colorful. However, after a few rains, the colorful banner will turn to nothing but a piece of crumpled plastic. And imagine how many crumpled plastics you see when you walked pass the park, the field, the bus stop etc etc. Besides that, i feel kind of bored after looking the same face, the same crescent moon, the same scale every time...I really recommended them to change their logo colors such as red, yellow, and orange. It will cheer the whole city up.

Like football fever, you can see election around your corner. It is still far away, but you can feel its presence around, just like the FIFA and EPL. You opened the TV news, and you will see lots of familiar yet unknown term such as (xx amount of seat in xx area with a majority of xx). It looks like you are having a statistic class...The same things happen to newspaper also. Instead of seeing murder,robbing and criminal issues, you will see lots of thing such as PM vision, XX candidate on XX district, strategies of a part etc etc(Like Sun Tzu art of war). Even the usual commercial ads were filled with the VOTE ME ads.......( Now I cannot keep track with DIGI latest package thanks to it.)

Even in schools, the atmosphere has really changed. For example, our principal discourage us not to conduct any activities or join any other outside school activities because of ...you know why. Even when I attended the Chap Goh Mei celebration, there are politicians that wished us a happy CNY ( and also happy voting me). It really ruined the celebration somehow.

This is the norms you can notice every election and it will repeat again 4 years or 5 years later. Well, it is ok with me but just.......NO election during CNY...........