A time of Reminscene. A time to review. A time to think. and NOT a time to celebrate

The final exam was finally over when I stepped out the main hall, wondering and thinking on London force and spdf fpdsd fpdspd fpsd.......................(just in case that there is biology student that don't have idea what I am talking, ( and hate to admit it,) it is something about chemistry)

However, the excitement or happiness of finishing exam were not there. I simply don't feel it. Part of it is maybe because I done badly in exam. (REALL BADD), maybe I was just too blur, maybe I was missing my friend...maybe...maybe

But I know I wasn't

I was just being aloof to anything happened around me. I'm just too tired. After all those assignments and test and when you are finally free, you will just feel..weird...

In the end of semester, instead of having a DoTA rampage (which I can't because laptop repaired), or rushing my research paper. (which I finished almost.) I had an urge to blog.

Blog about what?

Reminiscence, reviews. It is my theme today, Reminiscence... I believe that it was the most meaningful thing that everyone should do...

Quoted from someone "thinking backward so that you will know how to go forward." To finish the path that I had chosen.

Before this....

I had vowed on not to to post something private in my blog, as my URL has known. However I believe that people who always shouted my blog URL won't watch it now. Especially after they are shocked by the length of my blog...(and my unusual boring element of my blog)

So I think I can voice something private or my inner feeling in this blog, without being teased by someone else...

This semester was VERY hectic, without the LOL and JOY from my previous class. It turns out that spring semester is not that "spring" after all.

Well, I am inclined to believe that "spring" semester means whether you can sustain force like a spring...(hope you get my joke)

This semester though is busy, is particularly meaningful to me. Lots of thing had just happened in this semester...Whether it is good or not, I know that my life will definitely not be the same again...

THE WEIRDEST THING
BLOG- I don't know what blog is years ago, and I can't find the meaning in dictionary.

When the whole class was looking at Kate's blog, I don't care at all. Especially after she was kicked out from INTEC, i believed that blog is not good. Yet I blog...

Yet I started this blog thingy in my life. And I knew that my life wasn't the same again. At least when I browsed internet, I will click on this link to take a glance at my blog......(and also reading at pison and yuinyi blog also (+.*)

Blogging is not really that good, but it's not that bad either, eh

I believe that I wanted to express my feeling thru blogging and yet reality is cruel. I posted something about her and a whole commotion happened...( i think you know who is she, eh?)

So when I can't blog sth private, I will just crap. Now it seems that nobody will care what I write, so might as well I revert to my real purpose...

Lets revert back to the passage of time, shall we.

I'M IN HAWAII??? DUHHHHH
My alloted class was Honolulu, when I don't see any familiar faces at all. All unknown people except my roommate KUTENG. Everything seems to be so different. It is just so unfamiliar. (except the old Miss Asma)

I was having a great confusion that time, and I still remembered my first assignment of PEN 120, I typed
GROUP: BOSTON...(of cuz I realized it.)

But after all, my class was not really that bad, (though i don't really like high pitch soprano, people treating u invisible, lecturer keep saying u shucks, and also my blog projected on screen)

At least there is some movie to see. e.g. Battle of Govind @ Arshad-which I think better that Hafidz comparing himself with takeshi. Battle of the sexes (Ipoh Mari Sze Yin and Lim Whorton Eur Win), and of course, stubbornness of a kid (Jin Khang VS Asma), though i am always the losing team.

Not to mention I knew someone like Ate, Hafidz (in honolulu) and Ridzu( both are quite kind ), Eric, Wai Kuan (don't get deceived by his innocent look), Syairazi (the class rep), Sabrina (that always argue with Govind), Basyeera and Izlliani ( which I can't differentiate) , sarcastic KUTENG (which is also my roommate) and Last but DEFINITELY the least, Fu Han ( which had a singing tendency in calculus and a mystery interest to Miss Ipoh Mari).

(But one thing, I don't know the Ipoh Mari Sze Yin in my class. She came from Ipoh also, she is my KO_PLN mate, but i just don't know her. Jonanthan , what are u thinking actually. She is cool ( or should I say COLD FREEZING)

KO-PLANT
I joined Ko-Pln this semester. We are having good time tuuuuting each other among CJ, Kian Hui and Ben. Not to mention our cute little Foong Yi that become the script writer. (Though I insisted that her script is just too boring, we get the second.

CJ: Why not first? Duhhhhhh

But the Ko-Pln is really taking more time that I imagined, but at least i'm in the stage as the sword swinging guy. It's a good? Bad? experience? I don't know....

STUDIES
Engineering------- is not physic. That's the first horrible fact I knew. And it is only a science of saving cost but at same time producing much thing.

Calculus...What can I say? My grades are all WASHED by WASHER, sliced by SLICING, Marks are DISK (zero), and in the end I am just INTEGRATED, then DIFFRENTIATED. In the end....

lim)(JK approaching end of spring semester=O

Advanced Compo and Critical thinking- Yikes! Asma! The Siva........

Chemistry---Just another class for you to sleep if you sleep at 3 last night...

speech communication----Time to mumble again with different audience....

In the end, I slacked out. I tuuuuut in this semester.

MUSIC
Pison noticed that I had a tendency to listen to music because of her. DUhhhhh

Maybe Pison was right. I was not really into music before this semester. But thanks to Kian Hui, Kuteng and also the ACS class, I listened to Jay CHow, Guang Liang and other English song( also some Japanese anime OST. So it is not because of her my dear Pison. (though she might have an influence on me ...)

Maybe I will increase my music of preference someday, like Maxim piano collection

Why Tachimura Kiyuri?
Why I am using this name? I'll tell u Mr. Hafidz, since u asked me before( I bet u don't remember)

I liked the name Yuri, but Yuri is a name for girl. So I just add the word "ki" inside to make it sound more normal.

Why tachimura? Actually it was a silly mistake. I once remembered seeing Azizi 's email which sounds like ta sth kimura sth. I think this name was quite stylish, so i just use tachimura.

My name is not derieved from Japanese Star Takuya Kimura. OMG

HER
It seems that I was involved in this kind of messy relationship. Yikes, It do bother me sometime, but I try to keep things under control. (Well, I am still trying now.)

Come to think about it, maybe it is not a feeling of love. It might be just because she's beautiful that I just admired her. It might be just a feeling of admiration. It might be just because of rumor. The whole thing might be a mistake.

Maybe. But is that really true? Duhhhhhhh

ALONE
It seems that I was enjoying the process of being alone. getting alone is not really that bad after all. It is a time for me to revise my silliness and also discovering my true self.

Thats why I always go AUSMAT and eat alone. Even when I saw Hafidz and Yuin Yi (which ALWAYS stick together) and sit together, I always deep in thought.


THAT's all. I am writing research paper as I feel that my essay will exceed 800 words.

BUT if 800 words can sum up a whole memories in one semester, it will be not long at all. in fact it is quite short

So for my patient readers that still able to read this thing till the end, I saluted you and please keep this thing just between you and me.

Enngineering test

This time shear stress and design stress really bite me a lot in the test...

I failed my engine test for sure, with a question that come up in quiz before.......

Haiz..........

Thanks to that mechanical question, I was in a TOTAL hot soup...

"come to think about it, why am I taking MECHANICAL engineering..."

Juz wan to complaint during the test...

BYE BYE MY ENGINEERING CGPA

haiz
haiz

...........................................................calculus...............X.X

What Choh Jin Khang Means

You are very open. You communicate well, and you connect with other people easily. You are a naturally creative person. Ideas just flow from your mind. A true chameleon, you are many things at different points in your life. You are very adaptable. You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out. Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia. Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person. You are well rounded, with a complete perspective on life. You are solid and dependable. You are loyal, and people can count on you. At times, you can be a bit too serious. You tend to put too much pressure on yourself. You are fair, honest, and logical. You are a natural leader, and people respect you. You never give up, and you will succeed... even if it takes you a hundred tries. You are rational enough to see every part of a problem. You are great at giving other people advice. You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing. You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long. You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start. You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people. You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts. You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals. You are a seeker of knowledge, and you have learned many things in your life. You are also a keeper of knowledge - meaning you don't spill secrets or spread gossip. People sometimes think you're snobby or aloof, but you're just too deep in thought to pay attention to them. You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection. You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive. You have the classic "Type A" personality. You are deeply philosophical and thoughtful. You tend to analyze every aspect of your life. You are intuitive, brilliant, and quite introverted. You value your time alone. Often times, you are grumpy with other people. You don't appreciate them trying to interfere in your affairs.

What's Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

I'll comment abt this thing in my next post....Speechless

DoTA again...

After being accused of being infected by CJ emo virus, I guessed I had to refrain myself.

But, I still love crapping...crap crap crap and let ur brain stuffed with rubbish so that you won't study calculus...

Yep it is about DoTA...

I broke my promise of not playing DoTA because of a DoTA competition by JPKC. I trained for 2 days and being killed a lot. ( cuz i find my hand crippled while playing)

However, I discovered something.

For the first time, I started to find myself having a life of drug addict. Playing without caring of anything, calculus and engineering all forgot ald...Play DoTa regardless of having a quiz tomorrow and played until 3 am....

And to tell the truth, I was scared.

I can't believe I have this type of life for half a year, poking myself in this horrible addiction...

One thing, the dota Game was canceled after days of training because lack of planning,

SHIT! I broke my promise for NOTHING!

However, I was severly bitten by DOTA bug ( and also persuaded by my fren that inspired me to stop DotA. I go and issue a challenge to the ALM players...

We dominate them in the early game but lose because of their "fleeing strategy"

But I believe that they are scared by the match right now...

Guess it's time to me to practice abstinence again after today

Time to get your ass brain over the limit, JK

Basically I was on with my Happy Go Lucky until today... I realize that I need to start my ass brain

I wanted to blog about my Ko-Pln trip but I don't have the mood now. (esp after reading Joelyn and CJ blog)

Everyone wished to try their best for this semester and study until crazy...

But what am I doing

Rubbish.........

I screwed my engineering quiz and test already. And chemistry quiz, calculus quiz, CTU quiz, engineering quiz, research paper...

I shucks over my presentation for Oral Progress Report...

I rarely revise my calculus and My chemistry progress so far is until chapter 7 (having a hard time to understand also). Not to mention I did not understand engineering stuff...

What AM I doing? People struggled like hell and I trapped in my own dilemma of tete a tata

Perhaps I should not be here. Maybe...I should reject the JPA application...

"Time to get ur asshole brain move. Revise and Study now. Even though it cost u hell

CUz u choose to be here JK..." by Jin Khang

Perhaps I won't blog much after this...

The Game Theory...

I have seen a book which was quite interesting to me...It was called the game theory.

Plzzzzzz be aware that I am not talking about video games or computer games. This is a serious and boring post...(ZZZ)

What is called Game theory? To sum up, it is a law or a philosophy to help you to get the biggest payoff in a game. It attempts to mathematically capture human behavior in strategic situations, in which an individual's success in making choices depends on the choices of others.

ZZZ(All people should be sleeping now), btw.The game theory is a philosophy used in biology and economic and also computer science

ZZZZ(what it have to do with me, I am bio or engine student)...wait...

I would like to introduce a situation that is concerned to Game Theory...The Prisoners Dilemma

Two suspects, CJ and Hafidz, are arrested by the police because of stealing JK's laptop. The JPKC have insufficient evidence for a conviction, and, having separated both CJ and Hafidz, offer a deal for both of them.

If one agrees for the prosecution against the other and the other remains silent, the betrayer will pay nothing and the silent accomplice will be fined $500.

If both remain silent, both of them are fined to only $50 each

If each betrays the other, In other words, both of them agrees the prosecution against one another, each are fined $2oo.

Each people must make the choice of whether to betray the other or to remain silent.

However, neither Hafidz or Cj knows for sure what choice the other will make. So this dilemma poses the question: How should the prisoners act?

Assume that CJ and Hafidz did not want to pay much for stealing JK's laptop and they only care for themselves. Their choices are either silent or betray one another. Lets guess, what should CJ and Hafidz do?

The situation can be summarized as this...

	If Hafidz Stays Silent	If Hafidz Betrays
CJ Stays Silent	Each pay 50	CJ pay $500 Hafidz goes free
CJ Betrays	CJ is Free Hafidz pay RM500	Each Pay 200

Assume I am Hafidz, I will be thinking like this.....

If Cj choose to become silent, then I should betray because I will have no need to pay anything.

If Cj choose to betray me, then I should betray him also because I will pay lesser and If I choose to remain silent, I will pay more

Then no matter what CJ do, I should betray him...

Similarly CJ might think about the same thing too and in the end both betray each other and both pay $200 in the end.

However, there is a choice. If both of them choose to remain silent, in other words, cooperate, they might need to pay lesser, in this case both of them need to pay 50 only compared to 200.


However, Hafidz and CJ cannot communicate with each other( and they can't use handphone or telepathy) . If one of them choose to remain silent there might be a risk of others betraying you and you will ended paying more.

What will you if you are the unlucky CJ or Hafidz? Betray or silent?

Li Xuan. Hope you will recover soon...

I was waiting for the printer to ready and I peeked through Jia Mun's blog

Gasp...

Li Xuan is sick and she had been admitted to hospital because of dengue...(btw can someone tell me where she was admitted to so I will pay a visit to her also)

And I didn't have a clue at all until I read Jia Mun's blog...

And i was quite sad when I read through her blog. She was diagnosed dengue and the only thing she cared was her academic assignments

She had been nose bleed twice and she said it's ok

OMG

To Li Xuan, whether you are looking at this blog or not, please don't push yourself too hard. We, along with others friend will pray for your safety...

To all of you that read this blog, please pray for her

HOPE YOU WILL RECOVER SOON AND C UR SMILE AGAIN...

Crapping again...this time about Ko-Pln,,,,,no no no, ko-Plant

Independence day

End of liberation

a new life and spirits

What am I crapping?


yes...it is about KO-PLN( or I should address it as KO-PLANT). Finally, at 2 April, the independence day is declared. Our ADFP life, once conquered by the Ko-pln Fa-C, is already been chasen away by a stupid guy that act as a prince in "The Last Fantasy"

Actually, errmmmmmm.....ehhhhhhh, It is not that big deal actually because I didn't have much activities in Ko-pln. No such thing as essay writing, talks, or other fussy stuff in my KO-Pln meeting.

So, KO-Pln meeting is not really that bad because I do nothing in the meeting .The only bad part is I have to stay until EIGGGHHHHTTTT for rehearsal and the food in Darul ehsan is not that good( thank god at least it is still edible

I still like the good old DAWOOD,(even though the price is crazy...)out

Let's talk (crap actually) about Ko-Pln night...
raz
After the suffocating( and disappointed engineering test ), I rushed to the Dewan, rehearsal, bla bla bla...only to know that the show starts at eight...

That means in the 4 hours we are doing nothing

My stomach groaning, my throat parched, and I still have to fling that toy sword like crazy towards the queen.

I learn a good lesson in KO-PLN. A poet is better than an actor...why? all you need to do is crap instead of dancing( though I think mostly they are not crapping, except...)

Mana Farah, Mana XXXX

OMG they are calling my name.Dude! I attended my KO-PLN meeting faithfully(KONON)

I want to talk more but my battery is running low

My computer screen is hip hoping ( in other words shaking)

And I missed the baka bus...........................

So........

Wait for part 2 la