STPM

My friends are going to have STPM soon enough, bet they will be crammed by books by the time I go back and helluva all over.

People used to say STPM was one of the hardest test in the world, but like SPM and PMR, the passing rate and the percentage of student getting A are increasing.

Examples, 10 years ago, there will be less than 10000 students scoring a full A, but now?

At least 100times of the amount...Why?

Is the test going easier, or the students in Malaysia getting smarter

This is what I found out on internet( a joke stumbled by accident about my question above)

> > Are students getting smarter? Or are STPM questions getting easier?
> >
> > Let me put things in their proper perspective.
> >
> > During your grandfather's time, they would ask exam questions like:
> >
> > In what year did Parameswara founded the kingdom of Melaka?
> >
> > The correct answer was "1402", and they found that only 10% of the
> > students
> > managed to answer the question correctly. This didn't go down too well
> > with
> > the authorities, because the objective of the exams was to pass people.
> >
> > I mean, what's the point of having exams if people fail?
> >
> > So later, they found another way to ask the same question:
> >
> > Parameswara founded the kingdomof Melakain the year:
> > (a) 2001
> > (b) 2004
> > (c) 1986
> > (d) 1975
> > (e) 1402
> > Tick the correct answer.
> >
> > The results were better in that 20% of the students passed. But it was
> > still not good enough, so the authorities tried a different tact a few
> > years later.
> >
> > Parameswara founded the kingdom of Melaka in the year1402. True or
> > false?
> >
> > Well, half of the students guessed "True" and the other half guessed
> > "False". Fully 50% passed. The results were getting pretty acceptable by
> > now.
> >
> > Most other countries would be satisfied with a 50% passing rate, but not
> > us. We are a better country, because we are a boleh country.The
> > authorities
> > then cracked their heads and then came out with this one:
> >
> > Read the following sentence carefully.
> > "Parameswara, the cousin of Proton-Iswara, founded the kingdomof Melaka
> > in
> > the year 1402."
> > Underline the name of the person who founded Melaka.
> >
> > 60% underlined "Parameswara", 30% underlined "Proton-Iswara" and 10%
> > underlined "1402". Hooiyoh......60% managed to pass! So krever!
> >
> > But for some reason, the authorities were still not contented.
> > So last year, they came out with this gem:
> >
> > One day in the year 1402, Parameswara founded the kingdomof Melaka.
> > Then
> > he went home to have dinner. What did he eat?
> >
> > 13% handed in blank answers, 57% wrote "Maggi Mee", and 10% wrote
> > "Kentucky
> > Fried Chicken", and 20% wrote "Tree bark".
> > The official answer was "Food" of course!
> > After the marking was over, it was found that 87% of the students had
> > passed.
> > 87%............now that's pretty impressive!
> >
> > So it's true. The students are indeed getting smarter.
> >
> >

(I didn't write this thing...)

Btw, good luck for all my STPM friends. Sorry for not able to study with you guys, but... good luck

I would be wishing all of you luck from far,

Regards
Jekyll

Multiple personality

How do you regard existence? Do you regard a person as a sole existence? Living beings as an existence, or the whole universe as an existence on itself.

It is naive to think that there's an existence in you only. For every people, there is always an another he or she that hide in the darkness, that you'll never know, that you wished not to know.

Yet they existed, and it existed within you.

Welcome...to the realm of multiple personality

Regards
Hyde...

^.^ and =.=

To all my blog readers (mostly just a few) such as Cj, Liz, and etc
(Though all of them must be poking in their bio test)

My test is OVER!!! and it also shows that

STRESS TIME for Bio students

Suffer now, wakakaka, like I used to suffer two days ago

But I flunked calculus
flunked..
flunked..
flunked..


(The blogger has gone haywire and may not response for some time...)

Good luck for all of you (though I doubt you'll recieve it) and get another 4 pointers for the subject!

Dun be like me that flunked calculus..

flunked..
flunked..
flunked..

(Haywire and explosion)

Juz to crap

Today, I've eaten something that shouldn't be.

It's sweet, but the consequences is serious.

It crumbled my resolution easily, after a resolution that I had fortified for months

But sorry that I can't resist the sweetness

And at the same time

forgetting the bitterness that I had sustained before

sigh...

(Juz a post of grumble. I wonder whether it make sense to you)

Can I survive before the spring arrives?

"When winter comes, it indicates that spring would come soon,"

But can I survive before the spring arrives, or I will be dead frozen before I can see the blooming flower of spring...

Empirical report , CTU assignment, dossier, final exams are coming here, and before even the wars commerce, I had no more energy to face those horrible predicament.

Would I be the same person again, trapped in an evil circle of regretting--- regret-forget-play-then regret-forget-play--

The circles continue.

I could have give a damn shit of those final exams, leave those assignments for others, and in the end opt all the subjects that I have failed miserably...

I could have do that...everyone could have do that...But I know, I would be completely insane if I had done this... Maybe, I'm crazy.

There's always a voice beside me that tell me to give those stuff a damn shit, and there's always another voice that tell me to face all those predicament. There's a voice that tell me spring is ahead, and another voice that tell me "Freak, there's a big avalanche in front of you." There's a voice that tell me that I had comrades to help, and there's always another voice that tell me "You're alone, and success is no where by clinging on someone else."

Oh god (if there is one), I must be hallucinating lately.

But however it might be, the countdown of the storm is approaching as I wasted my time here, blogging. Surely, these few days later is going to be another one of many avalanches in my life.
But whatever it is,

I shall stride through this avalanche alone with a trusty weapon with me, and my strength is not going to be from a mighty god, nor friends and family, but the desperate of survival in this highly competitive world...

And may I able to still see the blooming of sakura after this...

What's waiting me on the end of road?

2.ooa.m., friday morning

Apparently I'm was stuck in Chin Jian's room because I forget to bring my key. Suddenly, there's an urge for me to blog, more precise, to pour out all the things that hidden with me....

The beginning of the end
Today was heck of a day, knowing that CTU test's coming on this Saturday, undergo Physic test, and get myself mystified in calculus class.

I'm getting to hate calculus. My whole spine shivers on the mention of calculus. My heart shrunk on the mention of calculus test. I shudder on the mention of Zuraidah's class. I didn't study for my cal 1, I sucked. I'm learned my lesson and I studied like hell for my 2nd test, feeling confident.

In the end, I get an ever poorer marks than my first test. The moment the result came up, the dice is cast- I'll never able to pass my calculus even with a simple C.

Ironically. I've been drilling in physic for more than weeks, dealing those brain squeezing question but happen to neglect one of those hard questions. In the end, that question appeared on exam among all those hard question that I poked out

Is this some kind of joke?

The end of the beginning
*flashback*

Years ago, when I am still a student of form 5 that had just received my SPM result. I was trapped in a crossroad- matriculation, form 6 or college.

While my friends was thinking for their own path, I had made my own choice -form 6. I still remembered that I made a pact with few friends of mine, that we will take physic together at form 6, go into the same U and emerged as an engineer.

Friends and families of mine considered my act as stupid, but I'm proud to make this choice, even though of the fact that STPM is one of the hardest exam you will ever encountered.

Perhaps it was my immaturity back then, I throw all those college offers that offered scholarship for good students, tossed away all those comments from helpful teachers, and fled away before my mother would nag "why don't u try to get some scholarship...bla bla bla"As the matter of fact
, I already bought some form 6 reference book even before my SPM result came up.

I still remember that I had a cold war with my mother because of the fact that I refused to apply for JPA (due to reason "I'm not giving a damn shit of going overseas") and I finally gave up and applied after one week.

The day of JPA interview was a whole failure. My whole body was sweating because of foregetting to serox my IC, and I rushed another 0.5km to the nearest shop to get it done, not to mention my motorcycle actually punctured in the way. And of course I sucked in the interview because of not preparing a single thing. In the end, I had to apologize with the inteviewee for my poor command of english.

And when the interviewee consoled us that "you shouldn't feel sad if u r not chosen.", I'm just happy that the mess is over.

Finally, when the list of JPA sponsor student came up, I did not even check. I just know that I'm chosen after my friend take my ic number and checked for it.

Sometimes, fate always play with you, you didn't get what u asked, but u get what u didn't asked for......

The moment I stepped on my uncle's car full of stuffs, I know... life's going to be a hallelujah change from now on...


*****------This post should be posted last week but owed to some difficulties, it came up late-----*****


The end of the end

Another semester is going to pass by, with me clueless as times goes by. I have been wondering on the questions

"What would my life been if I'm not in INTEC? What happened to me if I have taken the road that had been predestined for me"

Perhaps I won't be getting selsema because of lack of sleep.
Perhaps I won't be undergo such an enotional turmoil right now.
Perhaps I won't worry on when my ass is going to be kicked by JPA
Perhaps calculus is the least thing i would care right now.

Final exams are approaching, dossiers are no way to get done, CTU assignments is burning my ass ( and I know that I'm going to do it alone ) , seems like everything is a mess now

What's waiting me in the end of this road...

Juz wait and see

Animesick

Disease name:Animesick
Also knows as: Otaku coming to be disease
Symptoms: Not able to distinguish between reality and fantasy, a high tendency of imagining things, and a bad grade in CGPA
Cure: 1.) Take ur laptop, aim the furthest u can, and throw it....
2.) Throw ur laptop, or throw urself as far as you can

=.=
I promised myself not to watch any animes (particularly anime about romance) before the end of exam. And...unfortunately

Chau Kee borrowed a big stack of anime out of nowhere from Beng San, and I took a peek, and oh Gosh

Shakugan No Shana Second season (flame hair red eye hunter)

I was aware of the fact that I need to sleep early, I had discussion at 8. I got test next week, The time is twelve NOW. SLEEP...The last thing u should do is watching anime....and

The next minute, I grab the CD and watch in the bed...

And my mind still making up a resolution. OK, just this episode and you're going to sleep

But the leftover mystery from episode 1 still bugs me. so...watch episode 2....

And the streak goes until laptop close because of no power.

Phew, I wonder whether I would be sleeping if the laptop is not closed. Seriously, Japan's anime has its own way to hook its victim...

And thanks to them I'm on my way in evolving to an idiot OTAKU, but can't because of the fact that I'm broke.

Actually I did resembles an Otaku somehow =.=
-Unimagianble look
-zero girlfriend experience
-an outcast
-a nerd
-and lastly, not able to communicate but mumbles all the way.

The fact hurts, the character inside the story always have numerous girls after him despite how common the guy might be, and it's like being teased when I watch it...

It hurts, and yet I still keep myself glued on the laptop screen. Something must be wrong with me....

Nahhh, There's an emperical to do , and Physic test later. Get back to reality....

X.X

Promise? nah...

Yea, Jay Chow song's finally out, and I illegally download all those songs, guess i got sth to listen for my upcoming C++ tomorrow...

While waiting for few songs to be downloaded, might as well i write so tiny little thingy here.

Since my emoness break out, I see virtually no comment on my blog post. Well, that's a bad and good sign, at least I can assume the viewer 're getting less, so maybe I'll slip some private little thing to let up some steam...

Funny though, today someone asked me to do a silly promise, with a ice cream as a reward...=.=

As usual, I was alone grabbing a chow in AUSMAT after the CTU test, saddening for myself.

I must say, Eliza is a damn good psychologist. She makes us think that she won't come out with the samecalifornians question to us, and in the end, she use THE SAME QUESTION FOR ESSAY. The OMG part is, only I missed it...Not to mention she provided "special notes" just to mistrack fools like us, just when we though Egypt and Sumerian is a most, something else popped up. She's a damn good psychologist, at least thats what I think......

Come to think about it, I actually enjoyed civilization and CTUs, (excluding the Islamic part.) Dun think me wrong, I am ok with Islamic religion, and religion is good. But when Eliza mentioned sth about Islam, she will go mumble the same thing for more than half hour, and missed the class........

Back to topic, and I met a friend of mine in AUSMAT that had just finished Eliza's test. So, we sit together and ate.

We, as usual, ate silently without caring for each other, ocassionally exchanging some information. ..

My stomach has been acting weirdly, and my friend noticed, and the reaction is...burst to laughter(=.= cannotjudge book by its cover). And the conversation is okuntil I was told that I'm rebellious...

Huh? Does he had a better choice of word?

I asked, and he replied "Nah, that is rebellious..."

Huh, you can say I'm stubborn, but not rebellious. And in the end he raked out all those unpleasant histories to support the claim, including Miss Asma case (I wonder how he knows...)

Finally I was defeated, and he offered to make a promise that's going to drive me nuts...
"No arguing with people until one week, and an em... ice ream is urs..."

HUH, no tongue lashing for a week? But since I don't really see him much. I agreed, thinking that I didn't talk with him much, so I will have a free ice-cream, maybe hagen Dazz or baskit Robbins...

And somehow he knows what am I thinking, and the one week period was extended...and after the promise, he snorted "No baskit robbins"

Wtf......

Well, at least he 'll treat me for an ice cream so that I won't be "rebellious" (stubborn actually). He's for my own good after all, but he had no idea how hopeless I am in personality. After all, he is too pampered for his own good, trapping in his own imagination world. Nevertheless, I'm lucky to have such a "kepoh" friend after all

Though folly it may be, at least it make my day a tiny little bit better and even though he will forget (for sure), I should thank him... for making my day little bit nicer today...

But I 'll still argue (off course without his presence), but before arguing, maybe I should remember that promise to remind myself not to be that stubborn...

And he seems to forget that there are nice Ice cream such as Hagen Dazz. OMG, I always waited for that ten bucks ice cream, hehehe...

A MSN chat

Didn't feel like updating my blog, but after reading SOMEONE ELSE BLOG, I think I ought to spice the whole things up

It all starts at wednesday...

MSN(edited version, cuz memory did not serve me well)

kiyuri: who's the girl in ur MSN pic
chinjian: My girlfriend
kiyuri: Ehh, It doesn't look like angela chang
chinjian: Yeah, it is
(Btw, the msn pic is same with the pic in his blog)
................................................................................................
After some time...

kiyuri: you should go kuantan
chinjian:why?
kiyuri:Someone in Kuantan can cure ur emoness
chinjian: U mean I should find Michael...Micahel's in Pahang
kiyuri: swt....Are u gay?
chinjian: Yes.Dun worry, I won't take Michael out from stephanie

After some time....

kiyuri: Angela is in Pahang
chinjian:huh, I haven't heard of that
kiyuri: Ya, angela will be having concert in Kuantan...
chinjian: I don't think so
kiyuri: Why?
chinjian: If angela is having a concert, it must be in KULIM
kiyuri: @#$%^^$

After some time

kiyuri: seriously, she's in Pahang. This is secret information. Her no is 012-XXX XXXX(privacy)
chinjian: Huh? Why angela got a malaysia number?
kiyuri: She's staying in Pahang. If u call this no, u can even ask her to sing in front of u

After some time (this explains why michael is involved)

kiyuri: There's an angel in Kuantan that can cure your emoness.
chinjian: You mean I should find Airina, she's in Kuantan too...
kiyuri(go haywire): I mean you should go find Michael...
chinjian: Why?
kiyuri: Cuz Michael's an angel....
chinjian: Ya wo, the history book says something like this...
kiyuri: Btw, you should find a angel, not an angel....
chinjian: why? is there any difference?
kiyuri: Yes, there are differences..
chinjian: Grammar mistake?
kiyuri: No, it's a angel...angel + a, hehehehe
chinjian: Dun get it

(final part)
kiyuri: If u r not going to Kuantan , I'm going there to find angela...
chinjian: Lol
kiyuri: Stop JK la (JK here is an abbreviation of Joking)
chinjian: Ok...
kiyuri: You know what I mean actually?
kiyuri: I MEAN, STOP JK from going to find Angela.
chinjian: swt


If u r quite blur on why I post this thing, go CJ blog to find out. This should able to solve ur mystery...hehehe