Wednesday, September 24, 2008

Hmmm.......

Grrrr....., the downloading of Guang Liang's song take such a long time......

But his new song was so nice, so I rather wait...I've attempted several times to download his song, but it is either downloading speed was slow, or the wretched rm20 does not work.

So, I might as well blog sth, but nth in particular


-Pendrive
My nth pendrive was screwed because of experimenting the law of Newton (again, that centripetal force thing) and the pendrive just flew out to nowhere. By the time I find the coarpse, it is too late.

Tomorrow, when my friend asked about the pendrive, I blurted out everything and joked again as usual, but somehow get used to it.

Lesson: Do not play with ur pendrive(NAH, it should be dun buy a 20 buck pendrive with unknown brand)

Dun worry, later my n+1 pendrive will screw up again soon.

-C++
Wondered why the programming language was named c++? Cuz C is the highest grade that you can achieve in this subject. In calculus, you can rephrase like this.

lim C++ approaching C = C in ur CGPA,

Today Ms. Said take our third quiz,(and for the nth time) bla bla bla again about our C++, and take a look on the c++ result, it's gruesome......

12.5 out of 20, some more 6 marks gone because of a very minor mistake, what else can I say.

Before this I used to enjoy C++ during the summer session but somehow when C++ is in our syllabus, I don't really enjoy sth.

Interest should be remained as interest. If it turned to sth else, the feeling is different. Reminds me of relationship between people.

Stanford gal
Yep sharky finally updated her blog, and she's asking why is she choosing electrical engineering for her major. Anything but passion.

It lets me wonder why i choose mech.engineering as my route? I don't really know but I'll rather let the nature takes it own course. Even though I turned out not to like the subject, I don't really have a choice either.

The dream of Nobel seems further...with my choice as a mech.engineer

Suddenly missed Chia Chyuan, Chun how the teaser and also Fu Han , the soprano singer and others.

How are they doing ?

P.S.- would she reply my mail? =.= dun think she has the time


The aftermath of storm
Lately I had undergo a big emotional streak and I'm so stressed that I posted in my blog, accusing almost the entire earth. The comments are somehow a little bit harsh to read, but they make sense in some extent.

But I also noticed several changes in my friend. Some god guy keep calling me god, some bossy guy keep calling me boss and all of sudden, my pocket is 20 bucks richer.

Sth is wrong with people. I guessed I shouldn't post any sensitive thing or issues in blog, I just wanna let go some steam ( and it did), but I ended up changing the atmosphere...

Maybe if I undergo another streak, I should juz consult and blurted everything in my laptop...

Holiday
Raya holiday has almost reached the corner, indicating the end of the current assignment storm, but another wave is coming after this- empirical, C++, CTU, cal quiz, physic...

As usual, I'm not enthusiastic of going home (unless pocket dry or hand broken). I would likely face that idiot box and playing the ps2 again...

But unknowingly and suddenly I'll fly after 9 months(without accident), and I haven't communicated with any of my previous friends...

Maybe I should find their contact address and pay a visit with the bike (bicycle if possible)

After reading some blog from overseas student that are having homesick, I doubt not that I'll have the same thing.

Maybe for the first time, I may had understand fully what this phrase is...

Negaraku tanah tumoahnya darahku...


Yeah finally finnish downloading, but somehow discovered other nice songs, so I'm on a download streak again.

P.S. (Jay chow album almost out, download ! download!)

Sunday, September 21, 2008

Discharging emo radiation

Warnings to the ACTP ians, I am going to explode soon, if you guys still don't want to leave this detonating bomb, it 's at ur won risk. I am so PISSED OFF RIGHT NOW, I 'm in the deep state of emo...no, I feel like suffocating ald...

First of all, I have to congratulate some of my friends for actually making this piece of wood like me running through an emo streak like this. I thought I can still endure things until December but unfortunately I can't, I HAD ENOUGH. EVEN JK THE CLOWN HAS HIS OWN LIMITS.

Tests, quizzes, academic hearing had already killing me. Days are harsh when I knew that I'm going to screw another test today. Some more I had a very "nice" date with the officers of INTEC, being treated as a top criminal for a crime of not wearing ties and nametags. And lastly my pocket is RM100 deeper thanks to the love letters they gave. Not to mention the 10bucks I owed Sharon, the bus ticket, classmates birthday RM10, and also a loss of RM12 because some freak just say" I didn't wanna to. You can ask Sam, Boon Hui for..."

CUT IT OUT FREAK. If you don't want to pay, fine. I've learned my lessons.

So if I am clumsy or what? So if I am careless or whatsoever you might think. Why are you guys bother a single bit about it! I didn't lost your stuff, as you guys are not even dare to borrow me stuff or whatsoever. Please, I had my life tough enough because of my own carelessness and I did not need a reminder from you, unless you think that it's fun to sprinkle some salt on the wound.

Esp for one guys, I admire your courage for trying to detonate me, even when my head was written "PISSED OFF" on it, you can still smiling as if nothing has happened and bla..bla whatsoever. PLEASE! I had enough of arguing non-nonsensical stuff. If you still wanted to continue debate, GO TO BATTLE OF MINDS. Why picked a fight on me?

And also to the most selfish guys in the world, you have no idea how pissed off I am. The fact that I can still go selamba when I see the selfish face of yours proves that I'm freaking patient towards your miscellaneous. But if you see this (I think you won't see this), I am happily to tell you that YOU REACHED MY LIMIT. Who are I referred to? Go think yourself.

And finally I announced that I will left this DAP (DoTA Action Party) which I would rather rephrased as (Dumb-dota Action Party). For the first time I found myself not enjoying the game when I played. I get stressed instead when I played with all of you. It is just a game, why did u bother lecturing me for decades just because of losing a fight against AI players. WHY CAN'T U JUST LET ME ENJOYED THE GAME and KEEP QUIET!!!

Thanks to you, I had no interest in DOTA or whatsoever...It is just a game, I just can't get it why I should concentrate on a game but not my deteriorating studies.

And finally to my friends, the moment I posted this thing means that I 'm in a high stress and emo right now. Kindly let me chill down for some bit, ok? I still regard ACTPs as my friend, it is just that I'm out of my mind thanks to some peoples.

Finally, if you think I should apologize on my post just comment me. But, I really meant what I wrote.

Thursday, September 4, 2008

Misc Part 2

(Before reading this post, please read Misc part 1)

2 September 2008

The key of mine is nowhere to be found, and I got class tomorrow at ten. Judging by Chau Kee's cautious attitude, he will surely locked the door before he left, and the incident of me trapped in my own room will happen again.

However, I already predicted that it will happen, so I left Azizi a note, asking him to leave his key in the desk before going to school.

However, things are not meant to be...

3rd September 2008

I woke up at 8.30 lazily from the bed, and as usual chau kee locked the door. Never mind, I will take Azizi's key....Huhh?

OMG WHERE IS AZIZI'S KEY???

Well, maybe Azizi left it somewhere in his table. If I look carefully for a few times...

5 minutes later, after searching around azizi's table in microscopic view, I had to declare...

That AZIZI did not left his key as promised.

Yikes, looks like the only option is to search for my own lost key, and judging by the experience of my last searching, I doubt that I 'll found my key.

Maybe...maybe third floor is not that high, come to think about it......

I completely gave up on attempts of going school, even though I should submit my lab report (which somehow ended up same group with Chiyo) If I screwed up, I wouldn't dare to imagine it.

I lied on the bed, looking at ceiling as all hope has lost, and still hoping that Azizi will come and unlock the door (but it's only 9.30 during that time.)

I poked at my own wallet to see how much money I had and ping... a silvery metal sound was heard...

It 'S THE KEY THAT I LOST. No wonder I can't find the key all over my room when it is just inside my wallet.Without hesitation, I rushed to the last bus before 10 and feel grateful for being so lucky (Lucky?)

Later when I encountered Azizi, I asked him
"Why didn't u leave me the key"

Azizi did not answer my question, instead he asked..
"How come you're still here?"

I answered that I found my key, and Azizi replied me in a way that left me speechless.

"You see, my failure of giving you the key leads to your success of finding your key.

Maybe he was right. If he had gave me the key in first place, I won't bother looking at my key and perhaps wondering where's my key when the key is just inside my wallet.

Watever...


Misc...

I wrote down this piece of blog because of the feeling of frustration and humor.

In my opinion, the world most frustrating invention is the lock and key. Why? Simple enough, because I always lost it.

This tiny shiny metal thingy, no larger than my finger, can cause a hella of ruckus if you lost it. It can even affect a whole spectacular show...

What am I talking? My dear, before closing this blog, please listen to my story.

28August 2008, Friday
-the day of the drama has finally arrived, with my survival at risk. If I screwed out the show as a stage manager, SanJie (Drama PM) is going to slice me, Chiyo (foong yi) is going to curse my 18th generation ancestor, and Hatsumomo (Pui Yin) is going to cut me instead of the apple.

Bearing this in mind, I must get everything settled in a orderly manner. After making sure all tools are there, I "gladly" stepped out a small step to door, which is a big key step for my survival in the rest of my life.

The door is locked...

Haiz, chau kee, always locking the door before going out. So cautiou of him. Never mind, might as well take my key on my table...key?

OMG WHERE'S THE KEY??? I thought I put on the table yesterday...yesterday? On table?.. Hmm wait a minute...where and when did I put it?

After 5 minutes of looking around the table, I had to declare...MY KEY IS LOST.

To find the key, I launched an extensive operation of finding that tiny key, from bed to table and even to my dirty clothes(which I didn't wash for weeks...)

I had been thinking of other ideas (jumping from 3rd floor, which is a sure death), or picking the lock with a wire(unfortunately I don't know how), but none of them are realistic to begin with...

Just as all hope is lost, as I thought that I will be murdered because of ruining the drama (juz imagine, Hatsumomo (Pui Yin) cut the apple, without even having an apple for her to cut...), ...when I actually saw Shinigami(the Death God) waving his hand at me...

Izzat unlocked the door and came inside my room.

Phew, the life savior is here. For the first time, I think Izzat is super cool.

Without hesitation, I rushed out from my room with a whole luggage of props behind me.

The key is still nowhere to be found. (FYI, I ald lost a key before. The key I lost is actually the second key I get from Cemara office. ).

But the story still haven't end...