bitter fruit of responsibility

3 semester ago, I have enjoyed slacking off, drifting to my DoTA land, spreeing on the Animes...... and rushed for the dreadful assignment in the last minute.

Now I don't think I can find a gap to stuff some craps in blog.The irony part is, I can only spare some time blogging during Cal class(which is supposingly the STRESSFUL subject). And I think Miss Zuraidah (My "Kael" lecturer ) was sitting in front of me when I was crapping lots of stuff. (Shit, she's looking at me, better close my laptop...)
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Talking about my "Kael"lecturer, I think I once again landed in hot soup...thanks to my disrespectful behavior to lecturer again... Come to think about it, I a long black trail behind me among lecturer. ( and mostly Ms Asma......but I am working under her for InPRo) and seriously I am started to(tiny little bit) regret on what I had done in her class for the past two sem.

Actually, I didn't sleep in her class, nor do I skipped Miss Zuraidah's class. All I do is just reading chapter 8.3 when she taught chapter 7.8... And she discovered. I didn't get scolded though but she keep........

-ticking on my dx error ( I am too lazy to write dx for intergration)
-looking(staring) at my EVERY QUESTION to see i get any error and IF
-I get a mistake (the silliest mistake) she will point it up (fast and FURIOUS) at my paper

Well, at least because of her, my Cal won't be that sucks.......


I know that it is rude to using a laptop during class ( but I finished every question before I blogged) but I just can't find anytime to blog. I juz can't let my "rubbish dump" (because it is full of crap) to be deserted there, without people smelling at it...

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In this spring of my 18, I had finally tasted a lot of first time. For the first time, I spent my most nights in Starbuck having meeting instead of trapping myself in room and playing laptop. For the first time, I spent RM20 credit in two days (not with girl fren of cuz). For the first time, I started to feel that sleeping is a luxury and

FOR the first time, I KNOW WHAT IT TAKES TO BE RESPONSIBLE.

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I remembered once my friend said :

"I wouldn't promise people easily, but once I promised, I will uphold my word," and sorry to say that I am the person otherwise.

Sharon has been asking me a T-shirt design since May and I ended up finished in July. As a result, the juniors cannot have a new batch of T-shirt in the camp because the T-shirt company could not make it. I could have blamed everything my right injured hand. But even when the reason could decieve others, it could never decieve me...

For the first time, I had finally realized that I had been a rubbish all along......

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The space tunnel has one extra week to go, and my group has just decided on blueprint and materials. It is still a unknown whether I can assemble a replica within one week more.

I had to get this done within the space tunnel deadline. If I am going to fail, I am not the only one will suffer, my juniors that had been supporting me also will.

Someone, grant me the strength to run all this thing through. I can no longerdrag peoples to dirty mud i used to be .

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InPro selection is finally done after some slight twist of event ( like sudden change of schedule). I will be attendig the InPRO for chess soon at 5.30 as a team manager, but not before I ended this piece of crap.

I was in fact, very disappointed with the juniors this year. 14 girls wrote their name, had been informed that selection will be done when they are free,wasted money SMSing them, and 2 people came only in the end. I was too frustated during that time and apparently I released my anger on Ee Jane (junior), one the pitiful girl that come for the selection. (And I'm so sorry about this...)

For guys, 8 peoples come when there are 24 people wrote their name. While some got class, some peoples just apparently forget about it or just fled. There is still a selection to choose for people (

Maybe you can said that I'm naive, but I had the right to angry. After all, I had been carrying two large baggage consist of 11 chess sets (which is damn heavy) and walking under the rain with that. I had been visiting HEP 4 times just to meet the person in charge, and after all this hardwork this is THE RESPONSE I GET. Could I be more angry?

At least the juniors in Space tunnel still know what responsibility is, and i'm happy with that.
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A vid presentation must be done, if not chau kee and kian hui will not able to get certs. I can't just stand looking chau kee doing the hardwork and get nothing because of me slacking around.

It' time for me to learn how to think for people. (The, a damn fool jk.)

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I should end this blog with a epilogue by now. I think I had progressed a little bit, from a people that does not know how shucks he himself is until to people that realized how shucks he is.

Everytime, there is vowes,promise, regretful word, contemption, but in the end never truly resolved. I always take a excuse of not having girlfriend because of look, but actually it is just an excuse for my shucks behavior.

I wonder ever any friends, not girlfriend only, can tolerate such a irresponsible person.

At least I had known something, and I hope I will progress further, even though it feels like walking in a mud.

P.S. "feel like walking a dying path from a person I hate."

Regards :JK

The pig has to work again...

I don't really have the mood to find some time to update and read someone else blog...Yet thanks to some coincidence, or perhaps a little twist, I am typing some crap again on this blog...

Here's how the story goes...

A lazy pig slept at 2am morning yesterday and had to wake up at 7. However, it seems that there's a unknown gravitational force that keep dragging the pig from moving from bed. At the same time, the pig is suffering a severe cold (thanks to being macho by walking thru the rain without any umbrella or rain coat. )

After dragging himself to class, the "sweet" lecturer left us a very nice memo...

10.00@ Block D psychic lab.

It doesn't take a Sherlock Holmes to decode the message...isn't it?

And therefore the little bit irritated (and sleepy) pig is making a grunt at his own blog...

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There is really lots of work and work and work for the newborn pig from summer...


Space tunnel
Apparently I had been dragged by Master B (should call him beng san, since he's the project leader I should have some "respect" to him.) to participate the space tunnel thing by ATUSA. And after working with him for quite sometime, I had no doubt that...

STH NEW AND BIZARRE WILL COME.....IN 'MASTER B' SPACE TUNNEL (master B?)

It will be fun working with others.For example... there is always Hafidz and Elizabeth to "correct" someone else "grammar" mistake(I wonder, both of them should be linguist instead of bio technician, they are just too...fast in these stuff.) and obviously I am one of their victims of poor grammar...

And maybe sometimes I can see the duet show (yuin yi and Hafidz) which is 100% hilarious( for them and sometimes for me 100% confused )

Well, maybe I can work with some "kawaii" juniors like what Beng san has been looking forward to. But somehow I don't think I can get any of them, after listening to what Master B said...

Ok ok, I want all the kawaii juniors under me...Just kidding

But I don't think he is joking.

Anyway, it 's not like I am interested to them (I had to lie, if not Beng San might had sacked me). Again just kidding

Well, I really looking forward to work with other juniors and seniors.

DoTA competition

I had waited my neck long enough for a DoTA competition between players. And finally I was able to join one. But...perhaps this competition is too big for me to join...

AUP inter college DoTA challenge...

FYI, the college is not the Cemara college or Akasia college ( this is a mistake made by Chau Kee). However, the college refers to INTI college, Taylor College, KTAR and etc etc...and guess what, AUP is AMERICAN UNIVERSITY PROGRAM. In other words...

We are competing with other ADFP programs in other college!!! and our team members are

-Chau Kee the DOtaking
-Kian Hui a.k.a elrex
-J.K. a.k.a the pig
-Wei Keong a.k.a Happytime
-Chi Jian a.k.a CJ7

Wish our luck for our battle to protect the DoTA reputation in INTEC and ADFP......(am i exeggerating too much...)

T-shirt design...

-Sharon a.k.a Cai Yan, I know the juniors are coming.
-I know I had been dragging the work behind thanks to summer.
-I know I had been entrusted to design and it's my work but...

DO YOU THINK THE NEURON FOR ART STILL EXIST IN MY BRAIN...

Ok...OK..I had come with some designs, but I think I'm stuck...Advertisement time

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Any potential artist and designers who see this blog (like yuin yi), please help this terrified pig on T-shirt. And perhaps I will repay by wishing you luck on the next temple session.

(And also a treat in anyplace in Cemara (except secret recipe))


INPRO CHESS GAMES...

Seriously, I need some girl chessplayers in INPRO chess, as I am really scarce with female participants for this game. So far, there's only one female senior that write her name down for the INPRO chess.

Pperhaps I should come out with a sexist statement.

GIRLS DO NOT PLAY CHESS LIKE MAN DO...

Girls, to prove that I'm wrong, come and join the chess tournament and elimination to show that you have guts and skills which is on par with the boys...(and also to fill up the number of girl chessplayers in INPRO games)

And I don't have a female assistant to help me to persuade the girls to join.X.X


I think I do enough grumbling. I think it's now time to catch some zzzz in psychic class later