A time of Reminscene. A time to review. A time to think. and NOT a time to celebrate

The final exam was finally over when I stepped out the main hall, wondering and thinking on London force and spdf fpdsd fpdspd fpsd.......................(just in case that there is biology student that don't have idea what I am talking, ( and hate to admit it,) it is something about chemistry)

However, the excitement or happiness of finishing exam were not there. I simply don't feel it. Part of it is maybe because I done badly in exam. (REALL BADD), maybe I was just too blur, maybe I was missing my friend...maybe...maybe

But I know I wasn't

I was just being aloof to anything happened around me. I'm just too tired. After all those assignments and test and when you are finally free, you will just feel..weird...

In the end of semester, instead of having a DoTA rampage (which I can't because laptop repaired), or rushing my research paper. (which I finished almost.) I had an urge to blog.

Blog about what?

Reminiscence, reviews. It is my theme today, Reminiscence... I believe that it was the most meaningful thing that everyone should do...

Quoted from someone "thinking backward so that you will know how to go forward." To finish the path that I had chosen.

Before this....

I had vowed on not to to post something private in my blog, as my URL has known. However I believe that people who always shouted my blog URL won't watch it now. Especially after they are shocked by the length of my blog...(and my unusual boring element of my blog)

So I think I can voice something private or my inner feeling in this blog, without being teased by someone else...

This semester was VERY hectic, without the LOL and JOY from my previous class. It turns out that spring semester is not that "spring" after all.

Well, I am inclined to believe that "spring" semester means whether you can sustain force like a spring...(hope you get my joke)

This semester though is busy, is particularly meaningful to me. Lots of thing had just happened in this semester...Whether it is good or not, I know that my life will definitely not be the same again...

THE WEIRDEST THING
BLOG- I don't know what blog is years ago, and I can't find the meaning in dictionary.

When the whole class was looking at Kate's blog, I don't care at all. Especially after she was kicked out from INTEC, i believed that blog is not good. Yet I blog...

Yet I started this blog thingy in my life. And I knew that my life wasn't the same again. At least when I browsed internet, I will click on this link to take a glance at my blog......(and also reading at pison and yuinyi blog also (+.*)

Blogging is not really that good, but it's not that bad either, eh

I believe that I wanted to express my feeling thru blogging and yet reality is cruel. I posted something about her and a whole commotion happened...( i think you know who is she, eh?)

So when I can't blog sth private, I will just crap. Now it seems that nobody will care what I write, so might as well I revert to my real purpose...

Lets revert back to the passage of time, shall we.

I'M IN HAWAII??? DUHHHHH
My alloted class was Honolulu, when I don't see any familiar faces at all. All unknown people except my roommate KUTENG. Everything seems to be so different. It is just so unfamiliar. (except the old Miss Asma)

I was having a great confusion that time, and I still remembered my first assignment of PEN 120, I typed
GROUP: BOSTON...(of cuz I realized it.)

But after all, my class was not really that bad, (though i don't really like high pitch soprano, people treating u invisible, lecturer keep saying u shucks, and also my blog projected on screen)

At least there is some movie to see. e.g. Battle of Govind @ Arshad-which I think better that Hafidz comparing himself with takeshi. Battle of the sexes (Ipoh Mari Sze Yin and Lim Whorton Eur Win), and of course, stubbornness of a kid (Jin Khang VS Asma), though i am always the losing team.

Not to mention I knew someone like Ate, Hafidz (in honolulu) and Ridzu( both are quite kind ), Eric, Wai Kuan (don't get deceived by his innocent look), Syairazi (the class rep), Sabrina (that always argue with Govind), Basyeera and Izlliani ( which I can't differentiate) , sarcastic KUTENG (which is also my roommate) and Last but DEFINITELY the least, Fu Han ( which had a singing tendency in calculus and a mystery interest to Miss Ipoh Mari).

(But one thing, I don't know the Ipoh Mari Sze Yin in my class. She came from Ipoh also, she is my KO_PLN mate, but i just don't know her. Jonanthan , what are u thinking actually. She is cool ( or should I say COLD FREEZING)

KO-PLANT
I joined Ko-Pln this semester. We are having good time tuuuuting each other among CJ, Kian Hui and Ben. Not to mention our cute little Foong Yi that become the script writer. (Though I insisted that her script is just too boring, we get the second.

CJ: Why not first? Duhhhhhh

But the Ko-Pln is really taking more time that I imagined, but at least i'm in the stage as the sword swinging guy. It's a good? Bad? experience? I don't know....

STUDIES
Engineering------- is not physic. That's the first horrible fact I knew. And it is only a science of saving cost but at same time producing much thing.

Calculus...What can I say? My grades are all WASHED by WASHER, sliced by SLICING, Marks are DISK (zero), and in the end I am just INTEGRATED, then DIFFRENTIATED. In the end....

lim)(JK approaching end of spring semester=O

Advanced Compo and Critical thinking- Yikes! Asma! The Siva........

Chemistry---Just another class for you to sleep if you sleep at 3 last night...

speech communication----Time to mumble again with different audience....

In the end, I slacked out. I tuuuuut in this semester.

MUSIC
Pison noticed that I had a tendency to listen to music because of her. DUhhhhh

Maybe Pison was right. I was not really into music before this semester. But thanks to Kian Hui, Kuteng and also the ACS class, I listened to Jay CHow, Guang Liang and other English song( also some Japanese anime OST. So it is not because of her my dear Pison. (though she might have an influence on me ...)

Maybe I will increase my music of preference someday, like Maxim piano collection

Why Tachimura Kiyuri?
Why I am using this name? I'll tell u Mr. Hafidz, since u asked me before( I bet u don't remember)

I liked the name Yuri, but Yuri is a name for girl. So I just add the word "ki" inside to make it sound more normal.

Why tachimura? Actually it was a silly mistake. I once remembered seeing Azizi 's email which sounds like ta sth kimura sth. I think this name was quite stylish, so i just use tachimura.

My name is not derieved from Japanese Star Takuya Kimura. OMG

HER
It seems that I was involved in this kind of messy relationship. Yikes, It do bother me sometime, but I try to keep things under control. (Well, I am still trying now.)

Come to think about it, maybe it is not a feeling of love. It might be just because she's beautiful that I just admired her. It might be just a feeling of admiration. It might be just because of rumor. The whole thing might be a mistake.

Maybe. But is that really true? Duhhhhhhh

ALONE
It seems that I was enjoying the process of being alone. getting alone is not really that bad after all. It is a time for me to revise my silliness and also discovering my true self.

Thats why I always go AUSMAT and eat alone. Even when I saw Hafidz and Yuin Yi (which ALWAYS stick together) and sit together, I always deep in thought.


THAT's all. I am writing research paper as I feel that my essay will exceed 800 words.

BUT if 800 words can sum up a whole memories in one semester, it will be not long at all. in fact it is quite short

So for my patient readers that still able to read this thing till the end, I saluted you and please keep this thing just between you and me.