Growth - the fifth

*The countdown clock is still clicking. *

4 more months left, and I will be flying to Minnesota (T.T , my 3rd choice university, but nevertheless, it was not a bad uni. )

And exactly 2 years ago, nobody will be expecting a Kampung Boy like me to step away to other place other than Ipoh. And frankly, I was quite reluctant to leave the peace little Ipoh (T.T Ipoh’s no longer harmony now, though…), because I will be leaving my PS2 behind, and breaking my oath with my form 5 friends that we will stick together through thick and thin.

How am I going to stay alone? What if JPA kicked me during this 2 years? What if the students there are all big meanie… What if… What if…

And I stepped into my cousin’s car with all those what if… in my mind.

And frankly I like and really appreciated the two years of being here, though there are more hardships to face, more emotional problem popping out of nowhere, more clothes to wash, more unlucky things happened (knocked my head, spoilt my laptop, injured my right hand, and injured my right ankle…there’s always something every semester). And I’m glad that I didn’t fly in the first year, because I would be missing lots of valuable lessons in life if I did.

Nevertheless, those experiences were cool in one way, and by facing those problems alone for the first time, I’m glad that I had benefitted from those. I still remember the first day I came here. I was so worried because my JPA application was not complete that it bugged me for whole week. Now? I might be wondering that why that Miss Yuinyi (or sometimes liz, or CJ ) would had emo-ed for petty issues, almost forgetting that I actually behaved like them before.

I learned a lot in INTEC, I learned to play basket after Wei young taught me (NOTE: DUN JUDGE THE BOOK BY ITS COVER, OR IN THIS CASE, HEIGHT). I learned the arts of DoTA thanks to Chau Kee and Sam. I learned to karaoke thanks to Kian Hui. I played futsal thanks to Chin Jian. I learned to be crazy and gossip thanks to Kia Tzun and the Gang. I learned to be a less meanie thanks to some people. I learned to socialize with other races thanks to my ex roommates and current roommates (Adib , Kuteng (girder), Nouri (che-ne-ne, I prefer calling you burung nuri though), and Azizi )etc. I learned about computer registry, RAM, thanks to Hayeri and Michael. And I learned to emo because of Liz and Yuinyi. Lolz

And I started to know the meaning of what love is because of you, my special someone.
I know you might not be reading this, but I really owe you thanks a lot. Thanks for reminding me how many laptops and handphone I loss (T.T). Thanks for being friend despite what happened, for making me a little bit more matured. Thanks for making me realize that my life wasn’t all that horrible. Thanks for cheering me up with a 2-buck ice cream despite me not keeping my promise. You really have changed me, and though I can’t really tell what it is, I know that my life’s not going to be same if I had not met you.

And if by any chance you see this, I would like to say a big THANK YOU to you, and…if after years later both of us are still single, I would try my luck again, (if by any chance you are owned, then I’ll be sincerely pray for your relationship and find a gal better than you =p.)

But regrettably, some old habits were still with me despite these two years. I still lost my things; I still like to tease people, to the extent of enraging people sometimes; I still like to complain (I tried not to) and etc. etc.

And in this last 4 months, I am glad to say that I didn’t hand in a white sheet. It was full of color, full of happiness, and sorrow, full of wisdom, foolishness and immaturity. Full of fun and sad, enlightening and depressing experiences.

And I’ll not going to toss this last 4 months into nothing. There are already plans planned by the Florida gangs. Lecturer picnic tomorrow, class cinema session, Florida trips, MMS…..guess what, I all in ( though it means my pocket gonna be low low low low……)

Whether I am happy or emo-ing, angry or whatsoever, I won’t forget how this two years had shaped me and finally…

Thanks for admitting me to INTEC and thanks for coloring my life in this two years, and specially thank you for appearing in my life.

P.S. ( Almost forget Thanks for Yuin Yi for inspire me to blog, cuz I blogged after I’m so interested reading ur blog.)