2.ooa.m., friday morning
Apparently I'm was stuck in Chin Jian's room because I forget to bring my key. Suddenly, there's an urge for me to blog, more precise, to pour out all the things that hidden with me....
The beginning of the end
Today was heck of a day, knowing that CTU test's coming on this Saturday, undergo Physic test, and get myself mystified in calculus class.
I'm getting to hate calculus. My whole spine shivers on the mention of calculus. My heart shrunk on the mention of calculus test. I shudder on the mention of Zuraidah's class. I didn't study for my cal 1, I sucked. I'm learned my lesson and I studied like hell for my 2nd test, feeling confident.
In the end, I get an ever poorer marks than my first test. The moment the result came up, the dice is cast- I'll never able to pass my calculus even with a simple C.
Ironically. I've been drilling in physic for more than weeks, dealing those brain squeezing question but happen to neglect one of those hard questions. In the end, that question appeared on exam among all those hard question that I poked out
Is this some kind of joke?
The end of the beginning
*flashback*
Years ago, when I am still a student of form 5 that had just received my SPM result. I was trapped in a crossroad- matriculation, form 6 or college.
While my friends was thinking for their own path, I had made my own choice -form 6. I still remembered that I made a pact with few friends of mine, that we will take physic together at form 6, go into the same U and emerged as an engineer.
Friends and families of mine considered my act as stupid, but I'm proud to make this choice, even though of the fact that STPM is one of the hardest exam you will ever encountered.
Perhaps it was my immaturity back then, I throw all those college offers that offered scholarship for good students, tossed away all those comments from helpful teachers, and fled away before my mother would nag "why don't u try to get some scholarship...bla bla bla"As the matter of fact
, I already bought some form 6 reference book even before my SPM result came up.
I still remember that I had a cold war with my mother because of the fact that I refused to apply for JPA (due to reason "I'm not giving a damn shit of going overseas") and I finally gave up and applied after one week.
The day of JPA interview was a whole failure. My whole body was sweating because of foregetting to serox my IC, and I rushed another 0.5km to the nearest shop to get it done, not to mention my motorcycle actually punctured in the way. And of course I sucked in the interview because of not preparing a single thing. In the end, I had to apologize with the inteviewee for my poor command of english.
And when the interviewee consoled us that "you shouldn't feel sad if u r not chosen.", I'm just happy that the mess is over.
Finally, when the list of JPA sponsor student came up, I did not even check. I just know that I'm chosen after my friend take my ic number and checked for it.
Sometimes, fate always play with you, you didn't get what u asked, but u get what u didn't asked for......
The moment I stepped on my uncle's car full of stuffs, I know... life's going to be a hallelujah change from now on...
*****------This post should be posted last week but owed to some difficulties, it came up late-----*****
The end of the end
Another semester is going to pass by, with me clueless as times goes by. I have been wondering on the questions
"What would my life been if I'm not in INTEC? What happened to me if I have taken the road that had been predestined for me"
Perhaps I won't be getting selsema because of lack of sleep.
Perhaps I won't be undergo such an enotional turmoil right now.
Perhaps I won't worry on when my ass is going to be kicked by JPA
Perhaps calculus is the least thing i would care right now.
Final exams are approaching, dossiers are no way to get done, CTU assignments is burning my ass ( and I know that I'm going to do it alone ) , seems like everything is a mess now
What's waiting me in the end of this road...
Juz wait and see
Friday, October 17, 2008
Saturday, October 11, 2008
Animesick
Disease name:Animesick
Also knows as: Otaku coming to be disease
Symptoms: Not able to distinguish between reality and fantasy, a high tendency of imagining things, and a bad grade in CGPA
Cure: 1.) Take ur laptop, aim the furthest u can, and throw it....
2.) Throw ur laptop, or throw urself as far as you can
=.=
I promised myself not to watch any animes (particularly anime about romance) before the end of exam. And...unfortunately
Chau Kee borrowed a big stack of anime out of nowhere from Beng San, and I took a peek, and oh Gosh
Shakugan No Shana Second season (flame hair red eye hunter)
I was aware of the fact that I need to sleep early, I had discussion at 8. I got test next week, The time is twelve NOW. SLEEP...The last thing u should do is watching anime....and
The next minute, I grab the CD and watch in the bed...
And my mind still making up a resolution. OK, just this episode and you're going to sleep
But the leftover mystery from episode 1 still bugs me. so...watch episode 2....
And the streak goes until laptop close because of no power.
Phew, I wonder whether I would be sleeping if the laptop is not closed. Seriously, Japan's anime has its own way to hook its victim...
And thanks to them I'm on my way in evolving to an idiot OTAKU, but can't because of the fact that I'm broke.
Actually I did resembles an Otaku somehow =.=
-Unimagianble look
-zero girlfriend experience
-an outcast
-a nerd
-and lastly, not able to communicate but mumbles all the way.
The fact hurts, the character inside the story always have numerous girls after him despite how common the guy might be, and it's like being teased when I watch it...
It hurts, and yet I still keep myself glued on the laptop screen. Something must be wrong with me....
Nahhh, There's an emperical to do , and Physic test later. Get back to reality....
X.X
Also knows as: Otaku coming to be disease
Symptoms: Not able to distinguish between reality and fantasy, a high tendency of imagining things, and a bad grade in CGPA
Cure: 1.) Take ur laptop, aim the furthest u can, and throw it....
2.) Throw ur laptop, or throw urself as far as you can
=.=
I promised myself not to watch any animes (particularly anime about romance) before the end of exam. And...unfortunately
Chau Kee borrowed a big stack of anime out of nowhere from Beng San, and I took a peek, and oh Gosh
Shakugan No Shana Second season (flame hair red eye hunter)
I was aware of the fact that I need to sleep early, I had discussion at 8. I got test next week, The time is twelve NOW. SLEEP...The last thing u should do is watching anime....and
The next minute, I grab the CD and watch in the bed...
And my mind still making up a resolution. OK, just this episode and you're going to sleep
But the leftover mystery from episode 1 still bugs me. so...watch episode 2....
And the streak goes until laptop close because of no power.
Phew, I wonder whether I would be sleeping if the laptop is not closed. Seriously, Japan's anime has its own way to hook its victim...
And thanks to them I'm on my way in evolving to an idiot OTAKU, but can't because of the fact that I'm broke.
Actually I did resembles an Otaku somehow =.=
-Unimagianble look
-zero girlfriend experience
-an outcast
-a nerd
-and lastly, not able to communicate but mumbles all the way.
The fact hurts, the character inside the story always have numerous girls after him despite how common the guy might be, and it's like being teased when I watch it...
It hurts, and yet I still keep myself glued on the laptop screen. Something must be wrong with me....
Nahhh, There's an emperical to do , and Physic test later. Get back to reality....
X.X
Thursday, October 9, 2008
Promise? nah...
Yea, Jay Chow song's finally out, and I illegally download all those songs, guess i got sth to listen for my upcoming C++ tomorrow...
While waiting for few songs to be downloaded, might as well i write so tiny little thingy here.
Since my emoness break out, I see virtually no comment on my blog post. Well, that's a bad and good sign, at least I can assume the viewer 're getting less, so maybe I'll slip some private little thing to let up some steam...
Funny though, today someone asked me to do a silly promise, with a ice cream as a reward...=.=
As usual, I was alone grabbing a chow in AUSMAT after the CTU test, saddening for myself.
I must say, Eliza is a damn good psychologist. She makes us think that she won't come out with the samecalifornians question to us, and in the end, she use THE SAME QUESTION FOR ESSAY. The OMG part is, only I missed it...Not to mention she provided "special notes" just to mistrack fools like us, just when we though Egypt and Sumerian is a most, something else popped up. She's a damn good psychologist, at least thats what I think......
Come to think about it, I actually enjoyed civilization and CTUs, (excluding the Islamic part.) Dun think me wrong, I am ok with Islamic religion, and religion is good. But when Eliza mentioned sth about Islam, she will go mumble the same thing for more than half hour, and missed the class........
Back to topic, and I met a friend of mine in AUSMAT that had just finished Eliza's test. So, we sit together and ate.
We, as usual, ate silently without caring for each other, ocassionally exchanging some information. ..
My stomach has been acting weirdly, and my friend noticed, and the reaction is...burst to laughter(=.= cannotjudge book by its cover). And the conversation is okuntil I was told that I'm rebellious...
Huh? Does he had a better choice of word?
I asked, and he replied "Nah, that is rebellious..."
Huh, you can say I'm stubborn, but not rebellious. And in the end he raked out all those unpleasant histories to support the claim, including Miss Asma case (I wonder how he knows...)
Finally I was defeated, and he offered to make a promise that's going to drive me nuts...
"No arguing with people until one week, and an em... ice ream is urs..."
HUH, no tongue lashing for a week? But since I don't really see him much. I agreed, thinking that I didn't talk with him much, so I will have a free ice-cream, maybe hagen Dazz or baskit Robbins...
And somehow he knows what am I thinking, and the one week period was extended...and after the promise, he snorted "No baskit robbins"
Wtf......
Well, at least he 'll treat me for an ice cream so that I won't be "rebellious" (stubborn actually). He's for my own good after all, but he had no idea how hopeless I am in personality. After all, he is too pampered for his own good, trapping in his own imagination world. Nevertheless, I'm lucky to have such a "kepoh" friend after all
Though folly it may be, at least it make my day a tiny little bit better and even though he will forget (for sure), I should thank him... for making my day little bit nicer today...
But I 'll still argue (off course without his presence), but before arguing, maybe I should remember that promise to remind myself not to be that stubborn...
And he seems to forget that there are nice Ice cream such as Hagen Dazz. OMG, I always waited for that ten bucks ice cream, hehehe...
While waiting for few songs to be downloaded, might as well i write so tiny little thingy here.
Since my emoness break out, I see virtually no comment on my blog post. Well, that's a bad and good sign, at least I can assume the viewer 're getting less, so maybe I'll slip some private little thing to let up some steam...
Funny though, today someone asked me to do a silly promise, with a ice cream as a reward...=.=
As usual, I was alone grabbing a chow in AUSMAT after the CTU test, saddening for myself.
I must say, Eliza is a damn good psychologist. She makes us think that she won't come out with the samecalifornians question to us, and in the end, she use THE SAME QUESTION FOR ESSAY. The OMG part is, only I missed it...Not to mention she provided "special notes" just to mistrack fools like us, just when we though Egypt and Sumerian is a most, something else popped up. She's a damn good psychologist, at least thats what I think......
Come to think about it, I actually enjoyed civilization and CTUs, (excluding the Islamic part.) Dun think me wrong, I am ok with Islamic religion, and religion is good. But when Eliza mentioned sth about Islam, she will go mumble the same thing for more than half hour, and missed the class........
Back to topic, and I met a friend of mine in AUSMAT that had just finished Eliza's test. So, we sit together and ate.
We, as usual, ate silently without caring for each other, ocassionally exchanging some information. ..
My stomach has been acting weirdly, and my friend noticed, and the reaction is...burst to laughter(=.= cannotjudge book by its cover). And the conversation is okuntil I was told that I'm rebellious...
Huh? Does he had a better choice of word?
I asked, and he replied "Nah, that is rebellious..."
Huh, you can say I'm stubborn, but not rebellious. And in the end he raked out all those unpleasant histories to support the claim, including Miss Asma case (I wonder how he knows...)
Finally I was defeated, and he offered to make a promise that's going to drive me nuts...
"No arguing with people until one week, and an em... ice ream is urs..."
HUH, no tongue lashing for a week? But since I don't really see him much. I agreed, thinking that I didn't talk with him much, so I will have a free ice-cream, maybe hagen Dazz or baskit Robbins...
And somehow he knows what am I thinking, and the one week period was extended...and after the promise, he snorted "No baskit robbins"
Wtf......
Well, at least he 'll treat me for an ice cream so that I won't be "rebellious" (stubborn actually). He's for my own good after all, but he had no idea how hopeless I am in personality. After all, he is too pampered for his own good, trapping in his own imagination world. Nevertheless, I'm lucky to have such a "kepoh" friend after all
Though folly it may be, at least it make my day a tiny little bit better and even though he will forget (for sure), I should thank him... for making my day little bit nicer today...
But I 'll still argue (off course without his presence), but before arguing, maybe I should remember that promise to remind myself not to be that stubborn...
And he seems to forget that there are nice Ice cream such as Hagen Dazz. OMG, I always waited for that ten bucks ice cream, hehehe...
Monday, October 6, 2008
A MSN chat
Didn't feel like updating my blog, but after reading SOMEONE ELSE BLOG, I think I ought to spice the whole things up
It all starts at wednesday...
MSN(edited version, cuz memory did not serve me well)
kiyuri: who's the girl in ur MSN pic
chinjian: My girlfriend
kiyuri: Ehh, It doesn't look like angela chang
chinjian: Yeah, it is
(Btw, the msn pic is same with the pic in his blog)
................................................................................................
After some time...
kiyuri: you should go kuantan
chinjian:why?
kiyuri:Someone in Kuantan can cure ur emoness
chinjian: U mean I should find Michael...Micahel's in Pahang
kiyuri: swt....Are u gay?
chinjian: Yes.Dun worry, I won't take Michael out from stephanie
After some time....
kiyuri: Angela is in Pahang
chinjian:huh, I haven't heard of that
kiyuri: Ya, angela will be having concert in Kuantan...
chinjian: I don't think so
kiyuri: Why?
chinjian: If angela is having a concert, it must be in KULIM
kiyuri: @#$%^^$
After some time
kiyuri: seriously, she's in Pahang. This is secret information. Her no is 012-XXX XXXX(privacy)
chinjian: Huh? Why angela got a malaysia number?
kiyuri: She's staying in Pahang. If u call this no, u can even ask her to sing in front of u
After some time (this explains why michael is involved)
kiyuri: There's an angel in Kuantan that can cure your emoness.
chinjian: You mean I should find Airina, she's in Kuantan too...
kiyuri(go haywire): I mean you should go find Michael...
chinjian: Why?
kiyuri: Cuz Michael's an angel....
chinjian: Ya wo, the history book says something like this...
kiyuri: Btw, you should find a angel, not an angel....
chinjian: why? is there any difference?
kiyuri: Yes, there are differences..
chinjian: Grammar mistake?
kiyuri: No, it's a angel...angel + a, hehehehe
chinjian: Dun get it
(final part)
kiyuri: If u r not going to Kuantan , I'm going there to find angela...
chinjian: Lol
kiyuri: Stop JK la (JK here is an abbreviation of Joking)
chinjian: Ok...
kiyuri: You know what I mean actually?
kiyuri: I MEAN, STOP JK from going to find Angela.
chinjian: swt
If u r quite blur on why I post this thing, go CJ blog to find out. This should able to solve ur mystery...hehehe
It all starts at wednesday...
MSN(edited version, cuz memory did not serve me well)
kiyuri: who's the girl in ur MSN pic
chinjian: My girlfriend
kiyuri: Ehh, It doesn't look like angela chang
chinjian: Yeah, it is
(Btw, the msn pic is same with the pic in his blog)
................................................................................................
After some time...
kiyuri: you should go kuantan
chinjian:why?
kiyuri:Someone in Kuantan can cure ur emoness
chinjian: U mean I should find Michael...Micahel's in Pahang
kiyuri: swt....Are u gay?
chinjian: Yes.Dun worry, I won't take Michael out from stephanie
After some time....
kiyuri: Angela is in Pahang
chinjian:huh, I haven't heard of that
kiyuri: Ya, angela will be having concert in Kuantan...
chinjian: I don't think so
kiyuri: Why?
chinjian: If angela is having a concert, it must be in KULIM
kiyuri: @#$%^^$
After some time
kiyuri: seriously, she's in Pahang. This is secret information. Her no is 012-XXX XXXX(privacy)
chinjian: Huh? Why angela got a malaysia number?
kiyuri: She's staying in Pahang. If u call this no, u can even ask her to sing in front of u
After some time (this explains why michael is involved)
kiyuri: There's an angel in Kuantan that can cure your emoness.
chinjian: You mean I should find Airina, she's in Kuantan too...
kiyuri(go haywire): I mean you should go find Michael...
chinjian: Why?
kiyuri: Cuz Michael's an angel....
chinjian: Ya wo, the history book says something like this...
kiyuri: Btw, you should find a angel, not an angel....
chinjian: why? is there any difference?
kiyuri: Yes, there are differences..
chinjian: Grammar mistake?
kiyuri: No, it's a angel...angel + a, hehehehe
chinjian: Dun get it
(final part)
kiyuri: If u r not going to Kuantan , I'm going there to find angela...
chinjian: Lol
kiyuri: Stop JK la (JK here is an abbreviation of Joking)
chinjian: Ok...
kiyuri: You know what I mean actually?
kiyuri: I MEAN, STOP JK from going to find Angela.
chinjian: swt
If u r quite blur on why I post this thing, go CJ blog to find out. This should able to solve ur mystery...hehehe
Wednesday, September 24, 2008
Hmmm.......
Grrrr....., the downloading of Guang Liang's song take such a long time......
But his new song was so nice, so I rather wait...I've attempted several times to download his song, but it is either downloading speed was slow, or the wretched rm20 does not work.
So, I might as well blog sth, but nth in particular
-Pendrive
My nth pendrive was screwed because of experimenting the law of Newton (again, that centripetal force thing) and the pendrive just flew out to nowhere. By the time I find the coarpse, it is too late.
Tomorrow, when my friend asked about the pendrive, I blurted out everything and joked again as usual, but somehow get used to it.
Lesson: Do not play with ur pendrive(NAH, it should be dun buy a 20 buck pendrive with unknown brand)
Dun worry, later my n+1 pendrive will screw up again soon.
-C++
Wondered why the programming language was named c++? Cuz C is the highest grade that you can achieve in this subject. In calculus, you can rephrase like this.
lim C++ approaching C = C in ur CGPA,
Today Ms. Said take our third quiz,(and for the nth time) bla bla bla again about our C++, and take a look on the c++ result, it's gruesome......
12.5 out of 20, some more 6 marks gone because of a very minor mistake, what else can I say.
Before this I used to enjoy C++ during the summer session but somehow when C++ is in our syllabus, I don't really enjoy sth.
Interest should be remained as interest. If it turned to sth else, the feeling is different. Reminds me of relationship between people.
Stanford gal
Yep sharky finally updated her blog, and she's asking why is she choosing electrical engineering for her major. Anything but passion.
It lets me wonder why i choose mech.engineering as my route? I don't really know but I'll rather let the nature takes it own course. Even though I turned out not to like the subject, I don't really have a choice either.
The dream of Nobel seems further...with my choice as a mech.engineer
Suddenly missed Chia Chyuan, Chun how the teaser and also Fu Han , the soprano singer and others.
How are they doing ?
P.S.- would she reply my mail? =.= dun think she has the time
The aftermath of storm
Lately I had undergo a big emotional streak and I'm so stressed that I posted in my blog, accusing almost the entire earth. The comments are somehow a little bit harsh to read, but they make sense in some extent.
But I also noticed several changes in my friend. Some god guy keep calling me god, some bossy guy keep calling me boss and all of sudden, my pocket is 20 bucks richer.
Sth is wrong with people. I guessed I shouldn't post any sensitive thing or issues in blog, I just wanna let go some steam ( and it did), but I ended up changing the atmosphere...
Maybe if I undergo another streak, I should juz consult and blurted everything in my laptop...
Holiday
Raya holiday has almost reached the corner, indicating the end of the current assignment storm, but another wave is coming after this- empirical, C++, CTU, cal quiz, physic...
As usual, I'm not enthusiastic of going home (unless pocket dry or hand broken). I would likely face that idiot box and playing the ps2 again...
But unknowingly and suddenly I'll fly after 9 months(without accident), and I haven't communicated with any of my previous friends...
Maybe I should find their contact address and pay a visit with the bike (bicycle if possible)
After reading some blog from overseas student that are having homesick, I doubt not that I'll have the same thing.
Maybe for the first time, I may had understand fully what this phrase is...
Negaraku tanah tumoahnya darahku...
Yeah finally finnish downloading, but somehow discovered other nice songs, so I'm on a download streak again.
P.S. (Jay chow album almost out, download ! download!)
But his new song was so nice, so I rather wait...I've attempted several times to download his song, but it is either downloading speed was slow, or the wretched rm20 does not work.
So, I might as well blog sth, but nth in particular
-Pendrive
My nth pendrive was screwed because of experimenting the law of Newton (again, that centripetal force thing) and the pendrive just flew out to nowhere. By the time I find the coarpse, it is too late.
Tomorrow, when my friend asked about the pendrive, I blurted out everything and joked again as usual, but somehow get used to it.
Lesson: Do not play with ur pendrive(NAH, it should be dun buy a 20 buck pendrive with unknown brand)
Dun worry, later my n+1 pendrive will screw up again soon.
-C++
Wondered why the programming language was named c++? Cuz C is the highest grade that you can achieve in this subject. In calculus, you can rephrase like this.
lim C++ approaching C = C in ur CGPA,
Today Ms. Said take our third quiz,(and for the nth time) bla bla bla again about our C++, and take a look on the c++ result, it's gruesome......
12.5 out of 20, some more 6 marks gone because of a very minor mistake, what else can I say.
Before this I used to enjoy C++ during the summer session but somehow when C++ is in our syllabus, I don't really enjoy sth.
Interest should be remained as interest. If it turned to sth else, the feeling is different. Reminds me of relationship between people.
Stanford gal
Yep sharky finally updated her blog, and she's asking why is she choosing electrical engineering for her major. Anything but passion.
It lets me wonder why i choose mech.engineering as my route? I don't really know but I'll rather let the nature takes it own course. Even though I turned out not to like the subject, I don't really have a choice either.
The dream of Nobel seems further...with my choice as a mech.engineer
Suddenly missed Chia Chyuan, Chun how the teaser and also Fu Han , the soprano singer and others.
How are they doing ?
P.S.- would she reply my mail? =.= dun think she has the time
The aftermath of storm
Lately I had undergo a big emotional streak and I'm so stressed that I posted in my blog, accusing almost the entire earth. The comments are somehow a little bit harsh to read, but they make sense in some extent.
But I also noticed several changes in my friend. Some god guy keep calling me god, some bossy guy keep calling me boss and all of sudden, my pocket is 20 bucks richer.
Sth is wrong with people. I guessed I shouldn't post any sensitive thing or issues in blog, I just wanna let go some steam ( and it did), but I ended up changing the atmosphere...
Maybe if I undergo another streak, I should juz consult and blurted everything in my laptop...
Holiday
Raya holiday has almost reached the corner, indicating the end of the current assignment storm, but another wave is coming after this- empirical, C++, CTU, cal quiz, physic...
As usual, I'm not enthusiastic of going home (unless pocket dry or hand broken). I would likely face that idiot box and playing the ps2 again...
But unknowingly and suddenly I'll fly after 9 months(without accident), and I haven't communicated with any of my previous friends...
Maybe I should find their contact address and pay a visit with the bike (bicycle if possible)
After reading some blog from overseas student that are having homesick, I doubt not that I'll have the same thing.
Maybe for the first time, I may had understand fully what this phrase is...
Negaraku tanah tumoahnya darahku...
Yeah finally finnish downloading, but somehow discovered other nice songs, so I'm on a download streak again.
P.S. (Jay chow album almost out, download ! download!)
Sunday, September 21, 2008
Discharging emo radiation
Warnings to the ACTP ians, I am going to explode soon, if you guys still don't want to leave this detonating bomb, it 's at ur won risk. I am so PISSED OFF RIGHT NOW, I 'm in the deep state of emo...no, I feel like suffocating ald...
First of all, I have to congratulate some of my friends for actually making this piece of wood like me running through an emo streak like this. I thought I can still endure things until December but unfortunately I can't, I HAD ENOUGH. EVEN JK THE CLOWN HAS HIS OWN LIMITS.
Tests, quizzes, academic hearing had already killing me. Days are harsh when I knew that I'm going to screw another test today. Some more I had a very "nice" date with the officers of INTEC, being treated as a top criminal for a crime of not wearing ties and nametags. And lastly my pocket is RM100 deeper thanks to the love letters they gave. Not to mention the 10bucks I owed Sharon, the bus ticket, classmates birthday RM10, and also a loss of RM12 because some freak just say" I didn't wanna to. You can ask Sam, Boon Hui for..."
CUT IT OUT FREAK. If you don't want to pay, fine. I've learned my lessons.
So if I am clumsy or what? So if I am careless or whatsoever you might think. Why are you guys bother a single bit about it! I didn't lost your stuff, as you guys are not even dare to borrow me stuff or whatsoever. Please, I had my life tough enough because of my own carelessness and I did not need a reminder from you, unless you think that it's fun to sprinkle some salt on the wound.
Esp for one guys, I admire your courage for trying to detonate me, even when my head was written "PISSED OFF" on it, you can still smiling as if nothing has happened and bla..bla whatsoever. PLEASE! I had enough of arguing non-nonsensical stuff. If you still wanted to continue debate, GO TO BATTLE OF MINDS. Why picked a fight on me?
And also to the most selfish guys in the world, you have no idea how pissed off I am. The fact that I can still go selamba when I see the selfish face of yours proves that I'm freaking patient towards your miscellaneous. But if you see this (I think you won't see this), I am happily to tell you that YOU REACHED MY LIMIT. Who are I referred to? Go think yourself.
And finally I announced that I will left this DAP (DoTA Action Party) which I would rather rephrased as (Dumb-dota Action Party). For the first time I found myself not enjoying the game when I played. I get stressed instead when I played with all of you. It is just a game, why did u bother lecturing me for decades just because of losing a fight against AI players. WHY CAN'T U JUST LET ME ENJOYED THE GAME and KEEP QUIET!!!
Thanks to you, I had no interest in DOTA or whatsoever...It is just a game, I just can't get it why I should concentrate on a game but not my deteriorating studies.
And finally to my friends, the moment I posted this thing means that I 'm in a high stress and emo right now. Kindly let me chill down for some bit, ok? I still regard ACTPs as my friend, it is just that I'm out of my mind thanks to some peoples.
Finally, if you think I should apologize on my post just comment me. But, I really meant what I wrote.
First of all, I have to congratulate some of my friends for actually making this piece of wood like me running through an emo streak like this. I thought I can still endure things until December but unfortunately I can't, I HAD ENOUGH. EVEN JK THE CLOWN HAS HIS OWN LIMITS.
Tests, quizzes, academic hearing had already killing me. Days are harsh when I knew that I'm going to screw another test today. Some more I had a very "nice" date with the officers of INTEC, being treated as a top criminal for a crime of not wearing ties and nametags. And lastly my pocket is RM100 deeper thanks to the love letters they gave. Not to mention the 10bucks I owed Sharon, the bus ticket, classmates birthday RM10, and also a loss of RM12 because some freak just say" I didn't wanna to. You can ask Sam, Boon Hui for..."
CUT IT OUT FREAK. If you don't want to pay, fine. I've learned my lessons.
So if I am clumsy or what? So if I am careless or whatsoever you might think. Why are you guys bother a single bit about it! I didn't lost your stuff, as you guys are not even dare to borrow me stuff or whatsoever. Please, I had my life tough enough because of my own carelessness and I did not need a reminder from you, unless you think that it's fun to sprinkle some salt on the wound.
Esp for one guys, I admire your courage for trying to detonate me, even when my head was written "PISSED OFF" on it, you can still smiling as if nothing has happened and bla..bla whatsoever. PLEASE! I had enough of arguing non-nonsensical stuff. If you still wanted to continue debate, GO TO BATTLE OF MINDS. Why picked a fight on me?
And also to the most selfish guys in the world, you have no idea how pissed off I am. The fact that I can still go selamba when I see the selfish face of yours proves that I'm freaking patient towards your miscellaneous. But if you see this (I think you won't see this), I am happily to tell you that YOU REACHED MY LIMIT. Who are I referred to? Go think yourself.
And finally I announced that I will left this DAP (DoTA Action Party) which I would rather rephrased as (Dumb-dota Action Party). For the first time I found myself not enjoying the game when I played. I get stressed instead when I played with all of you. It is just a game, why did u bother lecturing me for decades just because of losing a fight against AI players. WHY CAN'T U JUST LET ME ENJOYED THE GAME and KEEP QUIET!!!
Thanks to you, I had no interest in DOTA or whatsoever...It is just a game, I just can't get it why I should concentrate on a game but not my deteriorating studies.
And finally to my friends, the moment I posted this thing means that I 'm in a high stress and emo right now. Kindly let me chill down for some bit, ok? I still regard ACTPs as my friend, it is just that I'm out of my mind thanks to some peoples.
Finally, if you think I should apologize on my post just comment me. But, I really meant what I wrote.
Thursday, September 4, 2008
Misc Part 2
(Before reading this post, please read Misc part 1)
2 September 2008
The key of mine is nowhere to be found, and I got class tomorrow at ten. Judging by Chau Kee's cautious attitude, he will surely locked the door before he left, and the incident of me trapped in my own room will happen again.
However, I already predicted that it will happen, so I left Azizi a note, asking him to leave his key in the desk before going to school.
However, things are not meant to be...
3rd September 2008
I woke up at 8.30 lazily from the bed, and as usual chau kee locked the door. Never mind, I will take Azizi's key....Huhh?
OMG WHERE IS AZIZI'S KEY???
Well, maybe Azizi left it somewhere in his table. If I look carefully for a few times...
5 minutes later, after searching around azizi's table in microscopic view, I had to declare...
That AZIZI did not left his key as promised.
Yikes, looks like the only option is to search for my own lost key, and judging by the experience of my last searching, I doubt that I 'll found my key.
Maybe...maybe third floor is not that high, come to think about it......
I completely gave up on attempts of going school, even though I should submit my lab report (which somehow ended up same group with Chiyo) If I screwed up, I wouldn't dare to imagine it.
I lied on the bed, looking at ceiling as all hope has lost, and still hoping that Azizi will come and unlock the door (but it's only 9.30 during that time.)
I poked at my own wallet to see how much money I had and ping... a silvery metal sound was heard...
It 'S THE KEY THAT I LOST. No wonder I can't find the key all over my room when it is just inside my wallet.Without hesitation, I rushed to the last bus before 10 and feel grateful for being so lucky (Lucky?)
Later when I encountered Azizi, I asked him
"Why didn't u leave me the key"
Azizi did not answer my question, instead he asked..
"How come you're still here?"
I answered that I found my key, and Azizi replied me in a way that left me speechless.
"You see, my failure of giving you the key leads to your success of finding your key.
Maybe he was right. If he had gave me the key in first place, I won't bother looking at my key and perhaps wondering where's my key when the key is just inside my wallet.
Watever...
2 September 2008
The key of mine is nowhere to be found, and I got class tomorrow at ten. Judging by Chau Kee's cautious attitude, he will surely locked the door before he left, and the incident of me trapped in my own room will happen again.
However, I already predicted that it will happen, so I left Azizi a note, asking him to leave his key in the desk before going to school.
However, things are not meant to be...
3rd September 2008
I woke up at 8.30 lazily from the bed, and as usual chau kee locked the door. Never mind, I will take Azizi's key....Huhh?
OMG WHERE IS AZIZI'S KEY???
Well, maybe Azizi left it somewhere in his table. If I look carefully for a few times...
5 minutes later, after searching around azizi's table in microscopic view, I had to declare...
That AZIZI did not left his key as promised.
Yikes, looks like the only option is to search for my own lost key, and judging by the experience of my last searching, I doubt that I 'll found my key.
Maybe...maybe third floor is not that high, come to think about it......
I completely gave up on attempts of going school, even though I should submit my lab report (which somehow ended up same group with Chiyo) If I screwed up, I wouldn't dare to imagine it.
I lied on the bed, looking at ceiling as all hope has lost, and still hoping that Azizi will come and unlock the door (but it's only 9.30 during that time.)
I poked at my own wallet to see how much money I had and ping... a silvery metal sound was heard...
It 'S THE KEY THAT I LOST. No wonder I can't find the key all over my room when it is just inside my wallet.Without hesitation, I rushed to the last bus before 10 and feel grateful for being so lucky (Lucky?)
Later when I encountered Azizi, I asked him
"Why didn't u leave me the key"
Azizi did not answer my question, instead he asked..
"How come you're still here?"
I answered that I found my key, and Azizi replied me in a way that left me speechless.
"You see, my failure of giving you the key leads to your success of finding your key.
Maybe he was right. If he had gave me the key in first place, I won't bother looking at my key and perhaps wondering where's my key when the key is just inside my wallet.
Watever...
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