Thursday, November 6, 2008

Tagged? Watever

Am I tagged? Lol, juz do it.

Rules & Regulations:- do not copy answers- the tag questions must be 100% the same- tag people before doing tag I tag:

1.CJ
2.Yuin Yi
3.Beng San
4.Liz
5.Wei Young
6.Chau Kee
7.Hafidz
8.FY
9.Kian Hui



How do you know 1 (CJ)?
The same classmate in first semester. I must say it's a (fateful, unlucky, best ???) encounter ever...

What would you do if you never meet 2 (Yuin Yi)?
Less one friend and less one girl that would laugh at my carelessness, LOL.

What would you do if 3 (Beng San) and 4 (Liz) dated you?

3: Sth must be wrong, beng san filed an anti-social motion, unless he turned gay...(LOL)
4: Hmm..., maybe debate all the way or speechless all the way (depends which personality I am)

Would 5 (Wei Young) and 6(Chau Kee) make a good couple?
They supposed to be enemies, if you had followed us to Sungei Wang, u shud know...

Do you think 7 (Hafidz) is attractive?
Never Ever=.=

Tell me something about 9 (Kian Hui).
A skeleton that needs more fat instead of calculus, a fren that would never care of you but his own profit and a noob that pretends top be pro (=p)

What's 1 (CJ) favourite past time?
Emo lo, wat else?

What language does 2 (Yuin Yi) speak?
English, Malay, Mandarin, Cantonese... (Hokkien got or not?)

Who is 3 (Beng San) going out with?
No idea, he praticed anti-social policy lately...

How old is 4 (Liz)?
19 kua...(seriously?)

When was the last time you talked to 5 (Wei Young)?
The Day before I left INTEC...(but wei young would rather talk to someone else like...(CENSORED))

Who is 6 (Chau Kee) favourite singer?
Dunno, Jay chou maybe...

Would you date 7 (Hafidz)?
Never ever =.= (why the same response?)

Is 8 (FY) single?
That's what I know. But I and ** are working to make her unavailable (Dun misunderstood, I'm not in the game anymore)

What is 9 (Kian Hui) last name?
Yeoh

Would you consider in a relationship with 1 (CJ)?
Ok, I might still single, but I'll never be gay (=.=)

Which school does 2 (Yuin Yi) go to?
INTEC.. before was hmm..., maybe some school in Melaka (paiseh, three sem classmate ald also dunno)

What do you like about 3 (Beng San)?
Willingness to stand out and be the leader, has the courage to receive blame when a team falls into trouble (seriously, if you've be less casanovic this sem, you could be better...)

Thursday, October 30, 2008

STPM

My friends are going to have STPM soon enough, bet they will be crammed by books by the time I go back and helluva all over.

People used to say STPM was one of the hardest test in the world, but like SPM and PMR, the passing rate and the percentage of student getting A are increasing.

Examples, 10 years ago, there will be less than 10000 students scoring a full A, but now?

At least 100times of the amount...Why?

Is the test going easier, or the students in Malaysia getting smarter

This is what I found out on internet( a joke stumbled by accident about my question above)

> > Are students getting smarter? Or are STPM questions getting easier?
> >
> > Let me put things in their proper perspective.
> >
> > During your grandfather's time, they would ask exam questions like:
> >
> > In what year did Parameswara founded the kingdom of Melaka?
> >
> > The correct answer was "1402", and they found that only 10% of the
> > students
> > managed to answer the question correctly. This didn't go down too well
> > with
> > the authorities, because the objective of the exams was to pass people.
> >
> > I mean, what's the point of having exams if people fail?
> >
> > So later, they found another way to ask the same question:
> >
> > Parameswara founded the kingdomof Melakain the year:
> > (a) 2001
> > (b) 2004
> > (c) 1986
> > (d) 1975
> > (e) 1402
> > Tick the correct answer.
> >
> > The results were better in that 20% of the students passed. But it was
> > still not good enough, so the authorities tried a different tact a few
> > years later.
> >
> > Parameswara founded the kingdom of Melaka in the year1402. True or
> > false?
> >
> > Well, half of the students guessed "True" and the other half guessed
> > "False". Fully 50% passed. The results were getting pretty acceptable by
> > now.
> >
> > Most other countries would be satisfied with a 50% passing rate, but not
> > us. We are a better country, because we are a boleh country.The
> > authorities
> > then cracked their heads and then came out with this one:
> >
> > Read the following sentence carefully.
> > "Parameswara, the cousin of Proton-Iswara, founded the kingdomof Melaka
> > in
> > the year 1402."
> > Underline the name of the person who founded Melaka.
> >
> > 60% underlined "Parameswara", 30% underlined "Proton-Iswara" and 10%
> > underlined "1402". Hooiyoh......60% managed to pass! So krever!
> >
> > But for some reason, the authorities were still not contented.
> > So last year, they came out with this gem:
> >
> > One day in the year 1402, Parameswara founded the kingdomof Melaka.
> > Then
> > he went home to have dinner. What did he eat?
> >
> > 13% handed in blank answers, 57% wrote "Maggi Mee", and 10% wrote
> > "Kentucky
> > Fried Chicken", and 20% wrote "Tree bark".
> > The official answer was "Food" of course!
> > After the marking was over, it was found that 87% of the students had
> > passed.
> > 87%............now that's pretty impressive!
> >
> > So it's true. The students are indeed getting smarter.
> >
> >

(I didn't write this thing...)

Btw, good luck for all my STPM friends. Sorry for not able to study with you guys, but... good luck

I would be wishing all of you luck from far,

Regards
Jekyll

Multiple personality

How do you regard existence? Do you regard a person as a sole existence? Living beings as an existence, or the whole universe as an existence on itself.

It is naive to think that there's an existence in you only. For every people, there is always an another he or she that hide in the darkness, that you'll never know, that you wished not to know.

Yet they existed, and it existed within you.

Welcome...to the realm of multiple personality

Regards
Hyde...

Wednesday, October 29, 2008

^.^ and =.=

To all my blog readers (mostly just a few) such as Cj, Liz, and etc
(Though all of them must be poking in their bio test)

My test is OVER!!! and it also shows that

STRESS TIME for Bio students

Suffer now, wakakaka, like I used to suffer two days ago

But I flunked calculus
flunked..
flunked..
flunked..


(The blogger has gone haywire and may not response for some time...)

Good luck for all of you (though I doubt you'll recieve it) and get another 4 pointers for the subject!

Dun be like me that flunked calculus..

flunked..
flunked..
flunked..

(Haywire and explosion)

Friday, October 24, 2008

Juz to crap

Today, I've eaten something that shouldn't be.

It's sweet, but the consequences is serious.

It crumbled my resolution easily, after a resolution that I had fortified for months

But sorry that I can't resist the sweetness

And at the same time

forgetting the bitterness that I had sustained before

sigh...

(Juz a post of grumble. I wonder whether it make sense to you)

Thursday, October 23, 2008

Can I survive before the spring arrives?

"When winter comes, it indicates that spring would come soon,"

But can I survive before the spring arrives, or I will be dead frozen before I can see the blooming flower of spring...

Empirical report , CTU assignment, dossier, final exams are coming here, and before even the wars commerce, I had no more energy to face those horrible predicament.

Would I be the same person again, trapped in an evil circle of regretting--- regret-forget-play-then regret-forget-play--

The circles continue.

I could have give a damn shit of those final exams, leave those assignments for others, and in the end opt all the subjects that I have failed miserably...

I could have do that...everyone could have do that...But I know, I would be completely insane if I had done this... Maybe, I'm crazy.

There's always a voice beside me that tell me to give those stuff a damn shit, and there's always another voice that tell me to face all those predicament. There's a voice that tell me spring is ahead, and another voice that tell me "Freak, there's a big avalanche in front of you." There's a voice that tell me that I had comrades to help, and there's always another voice that tell me "You're alone, and success is no where by clinging on someone else."

Oh god (if there is one), I must be hallucinating lately.

But however it might be, the countdown of the storm is approaching as I wasted my time here, blogging. Surely, these few days later is going to be another one of many avalanches in my life.
But whatever it is,

I shall stride through this avalanche alone with a trusty weapon with me, and my strength is not going to be from a mighty god, nor friends and family, but the desperate of survival in this highly competitive world...

And may I able to still see the blooming of sakura after this...

Friday, October 17, 2008

What's waiting me on the end of road?

2.ooa.m., friday morning

Apparently I'm was stuck in Chin Jian's room because I forget to bring my key. Suddenly, there's an urge for me to blog, more precise, to pour out all the things that hidden with me....

The beginning of the end
Today was heck of a day, knowing that CTU test's coming on this Saturday, undergo Physic test, and get myself mystified in calculus class.

I'm getting to hate calculus. My whole spine shivers on the mention of calculus. My heart shrunk on the mention of calculus test. I shudder on the mention of Zuraidah's class. I didn't study for my cal 1, I sucked. I'm learned my lesson and I studied like hell for my 2nd test, feeling confident.

In the end, I get an ever poorer marks than my first test. The moment the result came up, the dice is cast- I'll never able to pass my calculus even with a simple C.

Ironically. I've been drilling in physic for more than weeks, dealing those brain squeezing question but happen to neglect one of those hard questions. In the end, that question appeared on exam among all those hard question that I poked out

Is this some kind of joke?

The end of the beginning
*flashback*

Years ago, when I am still a student of form 5 that had just received my SPM result. I was trapped in a crossroad- matriculation, form 6 or college.

While my friends was thinking for their own path, I had made my own choice -form 6. I still remembered that I made a pact with few friends of mine, that we will take physic together at form 6, go into the same U and emerged as an engineer.

Friends and families of mine considered my act as stupid, but I'm proud to make this choice, even though of the fact that STPM is one of the hardest exam you will ever encountered.

Perhaps it was my immaturity back then, I throw all those college offers that offered scholarship for good students, tossed away all those comments from helpful teachers, and fled away before my mother would nag "why don't u try to get some scholarship...bla bla bla"
As the matter of fact
, I already bought some form 6 reference book even before my SPM result came up.

I still remember that I had a cold war with my mother because of the fact that I refused to apply for JPA (due to reason "I'm not giving a damn shit of going overseas") and I finally gave up and applied after one week.

The day of JPA interview was a whole failure. My whole body was sweating because of foregetting to serox my IC, and I rushed another 0.5km to the nearest shop to get it done, not to mention my motorcycle actually punctured in the way. And of course I sucked in the interview because of not preparing a single thing. In the end, I had to apologize with the inteviewee for my poor command of english.

And when the interviewee consoled us that "you shouldn't feel sad if u r not chosen.", I'm just happy that the mess is over.

Finally, when the list of JPA sponsor student came up, I did not even check. I just know that I'm chosen after my friend take my ic number and checked for it.

Sometimes, fate always play with you, you didn't get what u asked, but u get what u didn't asked for......

The moment I stepped on my uncle's car full of stuffs, I know... life's going to be a hallelujah change from now on...


*****------This post should be posted last week but owed to some difficulties, it came up late-----*****


The end of the end

Another semester is going to pass by, with me clueless as times goes by. I have been wondering on the questions

"What would my life been if I'm not in INTEC? What happened to me if I have taken the road that had been predestined for me"

Perhaps I won't be getting selsema because of lack of sleep.
Perhaps I won't be undergo such an enotional turmoil right now.
Perhaps I won't worry on when my ass is going to be kicked by JPA
Perhaps calculus is the least thing i would care right now.

Final exams are approaching, dossiers are no way to get done, CTU assignments is burning my ass ( and I know that I'm going to do it alone ) , seems like everything is a mess now

What's waiting me in the end of this road...

Juz wait and see