Change

Personality of my friends I used to know, they changed drastically. And in the tides of change, I found myself undergo metamorphosis from a cocoon of “me” I used to know.

A person that is indifferent in everything, a person that is insensitive in everything, a person that never steps out to take a step ahead, a person who never know the weight of responsibility, and a person who locked himself in a caged mind. These are the “a person” I used to labeled myself, these are “a person” I used to be weeks ago. Yet, I changed.

Why did I change?

Who knows? A whim? A lesson of experience? Or just someone?

Regardless on what it is, I lad I’ve changed. Maybe it is not obvious among my friends. But I know , and glad that I’m changed.

I may not be a good leader, but I know to proud when I accomplished my task and grieve for my own failure.

I may not be a sensitive guy, but I know that I shouldn’t complaint in front of people that are having difficulties.

I maybe still a nerd, but I started to enjoy step dances no matter how sucks I am.

I maybe still unconfident, but I know that it’s not going to help me either.

I might not be running towards a dream life of mine, but I am crawling towards it.

I am glad that people around me influenced me and taught me how life should be, how I should change, how should I changed my mindset about people. Thank you for showing me how big a world is, and how small and how tiny an individual is in a society

I hope that I will be reminded with this change I had.

And will changing the flaw I had now, my own resolution of study. I wished when I finished it, it will be a vow and pledge for me to study harder.

And remained the value I had- The ability to be independent- the ability to strive alone in the path of life when all people in the world seemed to dessert me, the ability to have more grasp in my own life without the mercy of luck, and also the ability to do a last struggle before hope seemed to end.

I hope I can, and please remind me if I strayed too far from my own path.

Arigato Gozayimas

What's tag?

Actually have no idea what tag is...but if not mistaken it should be sth like an own "Q @ A" session. Might as well give it a try, Hafidz, hehehehe...


1) What is the most important thing in your life?
-A goal of life

2) What is the last thing that you bought with your own money?
-A new branded jeans and shirt (sry for being such a nerdy nerd =.=)

3) Where do you wish to get married?
-Emmm, never thought of this before, cuz I will never get married X.X
but if there's a chance (probably 0.01), I still prefer Ipoh, My own hometown. ^.^

4) How old do you think you will be permanently owned by your lover?
-No idea, I think mostly a sec....

5) Are you in love?
-That's the question I'm asking myself right nw....

6) Where was the lsat restaurant you had dinner?
-My mom's restaurant, after doing an all day hard work washing dishes and etc etc (reminds me of my "enjoyable" and "free" holiday.

7) Name the latest book that you bought.
-The last lecture by Randy Pausch, the book that changed me quite a lot...(thanks for Liz suggestion for the book ^.^)

8) What is your full name?
-Emmm, kiyuri tachimura? =p hehe, I won't tell my full name, juz call me J.K. (Not K.J.)

9) Do you prefer your mother or your father?
-Obviously mother. I would rather jump from KLCC than glance at my f*****. (Dun ask me why, you have been warned)

10) Name a person that you really wish to meet in real life for the first time.
-Nobody in particular, maybe Lee Chong Wei....

11) Christina or Britney?
-can I answer Avril?

12) Do you do your own laundry?
-A regular patron for CALM( Cemara Automatic Laundry Machine)

13) The most exciting place you want to go?
-(Emmm, maybe a sophisicated CC? (Duh). Will prepare a thesis for a list of places I wanted to go, it is just too much, starting from Perak.........

14) Hug or kisses?
-Can I have both?

15) 8 things I am passionate about
-How to hack into UiTM com. system and vanquish their websense (my TOP priority)

-Programming (I am downloading a Java e book as I wrote)

-Animes (currently addicted to Fate Stay night, but I am a versatile anime lover, Shonen, Shoujo, hent**(juz kidding))

-FOOD (anything that is tasty, )

-Gossip (I am figuring up who's the lucky one for Hafidz...)

-DoTA (come to dota-action-party.synthasite.com for more information)

-Sleep (seriously I need this...)

-Emm, a girlfriend maybe (LOL)

16) 8 things I say too often
-S***
-F***
-Swt
-Hen Pro le
-Zha Dao
-haizzzz
-Ok lo
-Thanks

17) 8 songs I could listen to over and over again.
-Because of You-Kelly Clarkson
-When u believe -Mariah carey
-With You- Chris Brown
-I'm a flirt- R.Kelly and T. Pain
-Suketi Da Ne (FFX theme song)
-Numb-linkin Park
-How's Crazy-Yui
-LIFE-Yui
(and etc....)

18) 8 things I learned last year.
-How to blog (i did not learn this though...)
-How to control own temper (thanks to the temple session)
-How to bully and humiliate your DoTA opponent (thanks to those people that humiliated me much when I played)
-How to kick futsal
-How to go inside INTEC without a SID
-How to do a "kayu" stepdance
-How to sleep in class without being known by lecturer
-How to care abt other thoughts and feeling (still learning *.*)

19.) People to tag
-Well, I am not really in the blog community, so I do not know much...(I still figuring what's tag actually) maybe wei young's blog?

Nth in particular

Got sth to say, but don't really know what I wanted to say...Haiz, juz blog on few interesting topics...

-Perak

Yep, the humble little hometown when the humble me is born. Years ago, if you ask me what is special in Perak, I will reply...

Emmm..."Maybe Tauge..."

Perak compared to KL , Penang and Johor, is not that urban enough but compared to Kelantan and Terrengganu, is nth that strict in rules...It is not historical enough compared to Melaka, not big enough compared to Pahang and not small enough compared to Perlis. (Even the leaning tower in Teluk Intan is not that lean compared to Pisa Tower)

Nth special in perak. No exceptionally high crime rate, No Grand shopping complex and Lastly, nt much commotion in Perak...

Such a little peacy town...(AT LEAST THAT WAT"S I THINK YEARS AGO.)

Looking back now, maybe Perak got some "New Attraction"

- Kit Siang. Obviously. This guy apparently become famous esp in Parliment, and frens of mine may say

"Yo U Ipoh Timur Lim Kit Siang ke??..."

-Kah Chuan. Judging by the political situation nowadays, you can always see him talking in newspaper

Others include "New" minister of Perak. 6 people caught because of corruption (I dun wan elaborate more on this...)

where is the Perak I used to know?

Olympic 2008

The olympic this year is done in China, making it slightly interesting to see. Though I missed almost all of the opening ceremony, I have few thing to comment

Songs= The songs are obviously nice, nth to comment

the opening ceremony= The opening ceremony is grandept with..

-If the song sung by the little girl is not a voiceover from another girl.

-If the kids from 58 ethnics in China really comes from 58 ethnics, but not from somewhere else

-If the ceremony can be slightly "not fake"

Btw, I will c the closing ceremony tomorrow and hope no such things will happen...We would not know if they faked it, but pls be slightly truthful.

Chong Wei

First of all, congratz for Lee Chong Wei for getting the Silver Medal for Malaysia. However, the unknown curse of Badminton in M'sia is still not broken.

-When Malaysia happen to defeat Indonesia, it will be defeated by China or vice versa...and it still applies well in Olympics.

Well, u really cannot blame Lee Chong Wei though he sucks in the final game against Lin Dan...Well, you can't really blame him for losing. 2.4billions of malaysia is hoping on him to win. Najib say he must win, Anwar say "Lee is my idol." and etc etc.

Somemore he is battling Lin Dan in China, when 13billions of people shouting "Lin Dan Jia You", I wonder if he can survive. After all he is stressed out by peoples of both COUNTRY...

Well, he had received 300 thousands from Najib and also 3000 per month. Lots of product will be asking him for Ads also. So whether he won or not, he will surely became damn rich...

And somehow Lee chong wei will be engaged in ANOTHER WAR soon. It all begins in military plane of penang when someone....

Liu Xiang

In case there are olympic idiot that does not know him, he is the star runner of China. Apparently he is not lucky enough compared to Chong Wei, when he suffered from leg swelling before the match and had to quit. This time he is even stressed compared to Chong wer, cuz he broke the hope of 13billions people in China, and u can imagine hw stressed out he is when his coach cried...

Why bother to win so much gold and glorify your country when the aim for olympic is "sportmanship no. 1, winning no. 2." People started to forget the meaning of Olympic. Olympic games is a chance to let the whole world compete with each other and enhance unity within human race. It is not a time for country to show off by winning more medals...Pls. when you look at the winner, remembers the other players that failed to win but stil uphold the spirit of Olympic till the end.

There is one US sportsman that say sth like this (i forget his name)

" I wanted to win, but I won't die for a gold."

Unfortunately, Liu Xiang, 13bilions of people fail to realize that...

Another book

-Well, this time I read a comic that happened to give me a big slap on what's happening...

In the comic, there is one guy wearing a nerdy spec spoke sth like this...

"Perhaps girl in Japan, no, in whole world, fail to realize that they should judge guys by how handsome he is, but how pure and how much content in his heart, like me,"

As I began to laugh at his naivity, suddenly I realized that I am the same dumbo as he is......

Come to think abt it, a guy with "pure heart" won't saying out with sth like this.

Fatal Frame

A game challenge for the people who thinks that they are skillful photographers and brave enough to play, I played and since I dun have both of them, I freaked out (but still addicted)

Imagined urself in a dark night, when u r helpless, with lots of "unknown things" around u asking for ur life, and ur only way to counter is taking a pic of them...

Try imagine taking pic on a window and sth else come out...

Yep sth like this

Can u play game like this alone in midnight?...
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That's all.

The book

Actually I am wondering whether I should post something like this, considering that there are so many people that like to misinterpret things. Whatever, since my blog is quite dormant for this month, might as well they don’t notice it.

Book title : Liz CXXX JXX MXX

Cover : Slightly bookish, with a hint of “Approach at ur own risk.”

Origin : Somewhere in Teluk Intan

Background info: A book of the SATE collection, with a huge involvement in ALMOST any organization u can find in INTEC, CATS, IE, TOASTMASTER, and etc.

First time reading: Feeling intimidated of its hard to understand vocabulary

Comment : Just finished reading the first chapter and find out the book is not really that hard to read.

Synopsis : Talks about a girl with a heavy sense of duty and responsible, with the desire to excel 3.9 CGPA out of 4. She loves to complaint, tease, and come out with a flurry of impeccable speech and enjoy looking at ur puzzled look as you try to figure out what she’s saying. Has an “academic” sense of humor and an interest of gossip. Though appeared as a durian with lots of thorn, she can be quite nice once you know how to discover the fruit among the thorns. Also note that she is a Japan Culture lover, but with “NICE” Japanese grasp, and she is now recruiting for Syaoran (even though she’s not sakura) and also Kyoukya (even though she’s not the girl in Qoran high school). Enjoy this epic of “hilarious” and “romance” at the high school of INTEC.

Quotes : Watashiwa ……(hootoni baka de su ne)

URL : www.sakurasyaoranforever.blogspot.com

Rating : Haven’t finished reading the book, so it is advisable to rate it.

Subscription : (Should be) available. Ask the book vendor for more information

Book Price : Check it out at the latest bookstore

Besides that, I would like to write about a book that I had been reading for years. However, it seems that I can never understand the content of the book no matter how I read the book.

Book : YXXX CXXX JXXX the shadow

Cover : May give you a “nerd” sense, but recently, he’s no acting like one

Origin : Somewhere in Kulim

Background info: A lord of calculus, and also suspected real leader for many activities held in INTEC. Mostly well known as the Shadow Leader of Master B

First Time reading: Unable to recall (according to psychologist my brain has erased the memory to protect me from shock that might killed me.)

Comment : Unsure of which chapter I’m reading now, cuz the content of each chapter always changed…

Content : Deals about a guy of double personality which can be weirder than Jekyll and Hyde. Each of his personality can be split into another personality, making it unpredictable. He can be claiming on “NO DOTA FOREVER” and still played DoTA.(and otherwise could happen also). He can be dormant for one whole semester and suddenly engaged into LOTS of activity. Attitude changing uncertain, and if I’m going to write every personality of his, It will cause me another ten pages.

Quotes : complaints @ complaints @ complaints

URL : www.cjyang.blogspot.com and others that I haven’t discovered

Rating : Calculating…… (personality1 + personality 2 + ……)

Subscription : Available. Contact book vendor for more service

Book Price : Very expensive……(what do u expect, u r buying a conpendium of BOOKS in one book)


(FYI, this piece of info should be updated 1week ago , and information of each book is again updated.)

Never Judge a book by its cover

This is a simple revelation I found out after buying a book, “The last lecture.” I eventually bought this book after going on a karaoke streak with friends. After a rip-off thanks to karaoke streak, I only got about 60 bucks in my pocket, and despite of the fact that the dinner will again cost me a heck, I still feel that I should buy a book.

And I left the guys walking around Sunway, and rushed to Mph Bookstore. Two books eventually caught my attentions- The last lecture by Randy and the world is flat by (I forget ald…)

Both of the book seems strikingly interesting to me, and since the Last lecture is cheaper than the other book ( 34.90 and 53.90 ).I might as well bought the cheaper one but wait, there’s a catch…

The last lecture is way much thinner compared to “the world is flat”, not to mention the page of the book is even smaller than half of A4 paper. And according to my browsing speed I will be finishing the book in one day! 34.90 In one day, Nah, No thanks…

And then I try to SMS Elizabeth (the book worm), asking whether she got any of the books. However her reply is nowhere to be seen, and time is ticking out…I made a bet, and risking that I will be regretting for my decision, I bought the book “The last lecture.” and realized that I am a freaking idiot after reading the book. The book is REALLY WORTH the price.

If I am going to judge the book based on how thick it is and how the price is, I will definitely miss the book. However, if I turned out to buy another book (which is supposed to be more economical), I would have missed such a nice book. The last lecture is about a dying lecturer that is writing his own lecture to his student and also his still-young children. The way the author wrote the book doesn’t shows that he is a dying person. The way on how Randy wrote the book really gives me a overturn in my brain on how life should be.

For Mr. Randy, whether you’re still in this world or left, thank you for the advice in the book. I’m sorry for even considering whether ur advice is worth 34.90 or not. Thanks to you, my life may not be the same again.

I felt that I had made the right investment (as what Elizabeth said) and sooner after I bought a book, a friend of mine also fussed on which book to buy. He showed me one book and said, “This book is so thick and not that expensive either, maybe I should buy this book.”

For the first time, I truly understand how this sentence means. I told him.

“Wei Young, NEVER judge a book by its cover,”

Maybe it applies also when it comes to interaction between people. Recently, I had just found a book, though without an impressive cover, has a nice content inside it.
Will mention the “BOOK” in next post.

bitter fruit of responsibility

3 semester ago, I have enjoyed slacking off, drifting to my DoTA land, spreeing on the Animes...... and rushed for the dreadful assignment in the last minute.

Now I don't think I can find a gap to stuff some craps in blog.The irony part is, I can only spare some time blogging during Cal class(which is supposingly the STRESSFUL subject). And I think Miss Zuraidah (My "Kael" lecturer ) was sitting in front of me when I was crapping lots of stuff. (Shit, she's looking at me, better close my laptop...)
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Talking about my "Kael"lecturer, I think I once again landed in hot soup...thanks to my disrespectful behavior to lecturer again... Come to think about it, I a long black trail behind me among lecturer. ( and mostly Ms Asma......but I am working under her for InPRo) and seriously I am started to(tiny little bit) regret on what I had done in her class for the past two sem.

Actually, I didn't sleep in her class, nor do I skipped Miss Zuraidah's class. All I do is just reading chapter 8.3 when she taught chapter 7.8... And she discovered. I didn't get scolded though but she keep........

-ticking on my dx error ( I am too lazy to write dx for intergration)
-looking(staring) at my EVERY QUESTION to see i get any error and IF
-I get a mistake (the silliest mistake) she will point it up (fast and FURIOUS) at my paper

Well, at least because of her, my Cal won't be that sucks.......


I know that it is rude to using a laptop during class ( but I finished every question before I blogged) but I just can't find anytime to blog. I juz can't let my "rubbish dump" (because it is full of crap) to be deserted there, without people smelling at it...

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In this spring of my 18, I had finally tasted a lot of first time. For the first time, I spent my most nights in Starbuck having meeting instead of trapping myself in room and playing laptop. For the first time, I spent RM20 credit in two days (not with girl fren of cuz). For the first time, I started to feel that sleeping is a luxury and

FOR the first time, I KNOW WHAT IT TAKES TO BE RESPONSIBLE.

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I remembered once my friend said :

"I wouldn't promise people easily, but once I promised, I will uphold my word," and sorry to say that I am the person otherwise.

Sharon has been asking me a T-shirt design since May and I ended up finished in July. As a result, the juniors cannot have a new batch of T-shirt in the camp because the T-shirt company could not make it. I could have blamed everything my right injured hand. But even when the reason could decieve others, it could never decieve me...

For the first time, I had finally realized that I had been a rubbish all along......

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The space tunnel has one extra week to go, and my group has just decided on blueprint and materials. It is still a unknown whether I can assemble a replica within one week more.

I had to get this done within the space tunnel deadline. If I am going to fail, I am not the only one will suffer, my juniors that had been supporting me also will.

Someone, grant me the strength to run all this thing through. I can no longerdrag peoples to dirty mud i used to be .

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InPro selection is finally done after some slight twist of event ( like sudden change of schedule). I will be attendig the InPRO for chess soon at 5.30 as a team manager, but not before I ended this piece of crap.

I was in fact, very disappointed with the juniors this year. 14 girls wrote their name, had been informed that selection will be done when they are free,wasted money SMSing them, and 2 people came only in the end. I was too frustated during that time and apparently I released my anger on Ee Jane (junior), one the pitiful girl that come for the selection. (And I'm so sorry about this...)

For guys, 8 peoples come when there are 24 people wrote their name. While some got class, some peoples just apparently forget about it or just fled. There is still a selection to choose for people (

Maybe you can said that I'm naive, but I had the right to angry. After all, I had been carrying two large baggage consist of 11 chess sets (which is damn heavy) and walking under the rain with that. I had been visiting HEP 4 times just to meet the person in charge, and after all this hardwork this is THE RESPONSE I GET. Could I be more angry?

At least the juniors in Space tunnel still know what responsibility is, and i'm happy with that.
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A vid presentation must be done, if not chau kee and kian hui will not able to get certs. I can't just stand looking chau kee doing the hardwork and get nothing because of me slacking around.

It' time for me to learn how to think for people. (The, a damn fool jk.)

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I should end this blog with a epilogue by now. I think I had progressed a little bit, from a people that does not know how shucks he himself is until to people that realized how shucks he is.

Everytime, there is vowes,promise, regretful word, contemption, but in the end never truly resolved. I always take a excuse of not having girlfriend because of look, but actually it is just an excuse for my shucks behavior.

I wonder ever any friends, not girlfriend only, can tolerate such a irresponsible person.

At least I had known something, and I hope I will progress further, even though it feels like walking in a mud.

P.S. "feel like walking a dying path from a person I hate."

Regards :JK

The pig has to work again...

I don't really have the mood to find some time to update and read someone else blog...Yet thanks to some coincidence, or perhaps a little twist, I am typing some crap again on this blog...

Here's how the story goes...

A lazy pig slept at 2am morning yesterday and had to wake up at 7. However, it seems that there's a unknown gravitational force that keep dragging the pig from moving from bed. At the same time, the pig is suffering a severe cold (thanks to being macho by walking thru the rain without any umbrella or rain coat. )

After dragging himself to class, the "sweet" lecturer left us a very nice memo...

10.00@ Block D psychic lab.

It doesn't take a Sherlock Holmes to decode the message...isn't it?

And therefore the little bit irritated (and sleepy) pig is making a grunt at his own blog...

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There is really lots of work and work and work for the newborn pig from summer...


Space tunnel
Apparently I had been dragged by Master B (should call him beng san, since he's the project leader I should have some "respect" to him.) to participate the space tunnel thing by ATUSA. And after working with him for quite sometime, I had no doubt that...

STH NEW AND BIZARRE WILL COME.....IN 'MASTER B' SPACE TUNNEL (master B?)

It will be fun working with others.For example... there is always Hafidz and Elizabeth to "correct" someone else "grammar" mistake(I wonder, both of them should be linguist instead of bio technician, they are just too...fast in these stuff.) and obviously I am one of their victims of poor grammar...

And maybe sometimes I can see the duet show (yuin yi and Hafidz) which is 100% hilarious( for them and sometimes for me 100% confused )

Well, maybe I can work with some "kawaii" juniors like what Beng san has been looking forward to. But somehow I don't think I can get any of them, after listening to what Master B said...

Ok ok, I want all the kawaii juniors under me...Just kidding

But I don't think he is joking.

Anyway, it 's not like I am interested to them (I had to lie, if not Beng San might had sacked me). Again just kidding

Well, I really looking forward to work with other juniors and seniors.

DoTA competition

I had waited my neck long enough for a DoTA competition between players. And finally I was able to join one. But...perhaps this competition is too big for me to join...

AUP inter college DoTA challenge...

FYI, the college is not the Cemara college or Akasia college ( this is a mistake made by Chau Kee). However, the college refers to INTI college, Taylor College, KTAR and etc etc...and guess what, AUP is AMERICAN UNIVERSITY PROGRAM. In other words...

We are competing with other ADFP programs in other college!!! and our team members are

-Chau Kee the DOtaking
-Kian Hui a.k.a elrex
-J.K. a.k.a the pig
-Wei Keong a.k.a Happytime
-Chi Jian a.k.a CJ7

Wish our luck for our battle to protect the DoTA reputation in INTEC and ADFP......(am i exeggerating too much...)

T-shirt design...

-Sharon a.k.a Cai Yan, I know the juniors are coming.
-I know I had been dragging the work behind thanks to summer.
-I know I had been entrusted to design and it's my work but...

DO YOU THINK THE NEURON FOR ART STILL EXIST IN MY BRAIN...

Ok...OK..I had come with some designs, but I think I'm stuck...Advertisement time

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Any potential artist and designers who see this blog (like yuin yi), please help this terrified pig on T-shirt. And perhaps I will repay by wishing you luck on the next temple session.

(And also a treat in anyplace in Cemara (except secret recipe))


INPRO CHESS GAMES...

Seriously, I need some girl chessplayers in INPRO chess, as I am really scarce with female participants for this game. So far, there's only one female senior that write her name down for the INPRO chess.

Pperhaps I should come out with a sexist statement.

GIRLS DO NOT PLAY CHESS LIKE MAN DO...

Girls, to prove that I'm wrong, come and join the chess tournament and elimination to show that you have guts and skills which is on par with the boys...(and also to fill up the number of girl chessplayers in INPRO games)

And I don't have a female assistant to help me to persuade the girls to join.X.X


I think I do enough grumbling. I think it's now time to catch some zzzz in psychic class later