Change

Personality of my friends I used to know, they changed drastically. And in the tides of change, I found myself undergo metamorphosis from a cocoon of “me” I used to know.

A person that is indifferent in everything, a person that is insensitive in everything, a person that never steps out to take a step ahead, a person who never know the weight of responsibility, and a person who locked himself in a caged mind. These are the “a person” I used to labeled myself, these are “a person” I used to be weeks ago. Yet, I changed.

Why did I change?

Who knows? A whim? A lesson of experience? Or just someone?

Regardless on what it is, I lad I’ve changed. Maybe it is not obvious among my friends. But I know , and glad that I’m changed.

I may not be a good leader, but I know to proud when I accomplished my task and grieve for my own failure.

I may not be a sensitive guy, but I know that I shouldn’t complaint in front of people that are having difficulties.

I maybe still a nerd, but I started to enjoy step dances no matter how sucks I am.

I maybe still unconfident, but I know that it’s not going to help me either.

I might not be running towards a dream life of mine, but I am crawling towards it.

I am glad that people around me influenced me and taught me how life should be, how I should change, how should I changed my mindset about people. Thank you for showing me how big a world is, and how small and how tiny an individual is in a society

I hope that I will be reminded with this change I had.

And will changing the flaw I had now, my own resolution of study. I wished when I finished it, it will be a vow and pledge for me to study harder.

And remained the value I had- The ability to be independent- the ability to strive alone in the path of life when all people in the world seemed to dessert me, the ability to have more grasp in my own life without the mercy of luck, and also the ability to do a last struggle before hope seemed to end.

I hope I can, and please remind me if I strayed too far from my own path.

Arigato Gozayimas