Tell you a tale.
The JK you know actually is a teen comed from the eighties, and he travelled through time to the year of 2008.
Sounds weird?
Nah, if you approached the specimen called JK, you might wondered, " is he a time-traveller".
Of course, time travel is still absurd. Einstein merely invented the theory, and no scientists can apply his theory till now.
So?
My point is, JK was born on a wrong time, cuz he had a belief that the young generation didn't possess. Or, you could say, he's an outdated-ass or nerd.
Dun believe?
This is sth that I discovered from Mid- Valley.
1. I don't have a fashion sense compared to others. While others geared out with their decent costumes, I wore my broken versace T-shirt, cuz other T-shirts are dirty, and my slippers, hmm... is the same slipper I wore when I worked in restaurant.
Hyde: Btw, I am damn broke with 20 bucks left in my pocket. I was worried whether I could survive after a Kara-oke and a sushi session, ppl said, I'm in sort of love dilemma. And wherever I was near of a christmas gift, birds can be heard chit-chatted again.
( shall we continue ? )
2. I had a very bad fashion sense. My hair cannot be unattended, and I can never come out with the stylish hairstyle
3. I had a very very bad fashion sense.
(Why are U repeating the sth thing over again, jekyll asked)
I hated to loiter around the shopping outlet, seeing the different yet same clothing to me, enjoy touching something over hundred, and I knew that I can't buy it.
4. My slogan, teenager nowadays
Somehow, it became my favorite line nowadays.
5. Lamentation of teen nowadays
The tendency of me to wonder, why people can emo over small thing ( no offence ), why people just hate to walk an extra mile, why people just can't be rational more a little bit.
6. I am becoming a wet blanket
Well, miscommunication with 21 century people can lead me to that.
Well, that's all.
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Regards Jekyll
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For people that doesn't wish to get mad, or still want to continue befriend with me, pls kindly ignored the sentences below. This is wat hyde said, not the good jekyll
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(It is deleted by the blog author, knowing the consequences of his emo-wave discharge)
REGARDS.
HYDE
Saturday, December 13, 2008
An event to remember
People nowadays are labeled as cold-blooded and without courtesy, and sorry to say that I began to become one of them.
13/12/2008 time : 8.10
I and a tired bunch of friends just finnished from a shopping trip. While others had to stand all their way to shah alam in the KTM, I was glad for able to secure one seat to myself. Few minutes later, an elder Malay aunty stand beside me. She looked me with a pair of eye, like asking me to give a seat to her.
I had an urge to leave my seat. But I hesitated. Because, I suddenly remembered a petty event that happened to me months ago.
I and my friend secured a seat in the congested Rapid KL. My friend asked me to give the seat to the two old aunt in front of me. I agreed, but when I asked the old woman to sit on my place, it turns out that the old aunt was a young lady, and the next second, my friend laughed at my naiveness.
I remembered the event. and I refused to budge from my seat. She looked at me again, with the same pair of eye that looked me just now, and I am still hesitated.
Soon, a Malay girl scolded me for not giving the old aunt a seat. I apologized and stand out, but before that, I was replied "tak payah" because a guy already stand up before I do. And for the rest of the 30 minute KTM trip, I covered my face in emberassment, regretting my own action.
Lesson 1. Never hesitated to offer kindness and help to people, even though ur help was rejected , fooled or labeled unnecessary.
Lesson 2. Never played on people kindness, u might be doing a greater evil for creating a people that would wary twice before offering a helping hand.
Regards
A shameful Jekyll
13/12/2008 time : 8.10
I and a tired bunch of friends just finnished from a shopping trip. While others had to stand all their way to shah alam in the KTM, I was glad for able to secure one seat to myself. Few minutes later, an elder Malay aunty stand beside me. She looked me with a pair of eye, like asking me to give a seat to her.
I had an urge to leave my seat. But I hesitated. Because, I suddenly remembered a petty event that happened to me months ago.
I and my friend secured a seat in the congested Rapid KL. My friend asked me to give the seat to the two old aunt in front of me. I agreed, but when I asked the old woman to sit on my place, it turns out that the old aunt was a young lady, and the next second, my friend laughed at my naiveness.
I remembered the event. and I refused to budge from my seat. She looked at me again, with the same pair of eye that looked me just now, and I am still hesitated.
Soon, a Malay girl scolded me for not giving the old aunt a seat. I apologized and stand out, but before that, I was replied "tak payah" because a guy already stand up before I do. And for the rest of the 30 minute KTM trip, I covered my face in emberassment, regretting my own action.
Lesson 1. Never hesitated to offer kindness and help to people, even though ur help was rejected , fooled or labeled unnecessary.
Lesson 2. Never played on people kindness, u might be doing a greater evil for creating a people that would wary twice before offering a helping hand.
Regards
A shameful Jekyll
Tuesday, December 2, 2008
the nature of power
What is people’s true nature?
In this world, there are three things that can be classified as power- money, fame, and of course, pure violence. People bowed and relented to power, and the powerful ones continue to rule. And if you wondered why these 3 things, I say- it all thanks to evolution of people.
People, in nature, hate of being hit, scared of act of violence. They bow to those there are stronger to them, and strong rules the weak. These happens during those ancient times or Paleolithic or even older. This is what we call “survival the fittest.”
However, it is quick for people to realize that “the more the better”. No matter how strong you are, I doubt you will survive if ten persons take you on (unless you are superman, and superman doesn’t exist). Soon people realize that more amounts mean more protection, and of course more power. And that’s why they started to categorize themselves into communities, and even some of them build countries and civilization as we knew today.
However, people do not always agree to each other, and more people mean more disagreement. It is also a fact that most people need guidance (that, I presume is the reason of existence of religion) and also there are people, which their nature is to rule. Soon enough, leader existed to represent the community, or rather to rule people which nature is to be ruled. A leader, or a ruler needs support of a large people, and these is when fame comes to play. A leader is the one that leads people to prosperity, however throughout history; it seems that the thing leader do is to bring more people under his leadership, for it means more power of violence. And the “way” is no other than act of violence, and that’s why war existed.
Soon, power changes a new form, thanks to capitalism, when money is the important thing of survival. More money means a magical lamp that granted you wish-for a better luxurious life, or a better protection. So theoretically, people with more money can have more people work with him. And similarly, those people use money to gain more fame, and thus, gain more power of violence.
Perhaps these are what different people and animals. Animal rules by the law- survival fittest. The strong rules the weak, and that’s all and luckily in the animal kingdom, the weak is always more than the strong, so nothing has happened and changed much. However, when it comes to people, more factors seem to come in play.
The question comes, among these three things- money, fame, and power of violence, which one gains an edge? The answer seems to be obvious, but the true answer is no, as three of them all origin from the same root and factor- human fear of violence.
For example, if you are almost died without food and suddenly some people come out with some money to help you, in exchange that you will do what he says. I think you will agree within a sec. Another example, if you are asked by the PM to do something, I doubt you will dare to say no (unless it is an order to suicide). And also another example, king or Bill gates, if they are under custody of those Taliban terrorists, I doubt Bill Gates will say no when the terrorists asked for a billion for their monthly pocket money.
And if you ask me, what is the use of religion? Morality? and all those thing that were taught in Moral education since we are small. However, for me, moral is something that is followed by the ruled people (or the weak), and among the ruler (or the strong) care of things, moral is not really an important factor .If there is something called “bertolak ansur”, you won’t see politician racking their head, using whatever method to get a higher position. If there is something called “bertanggungjawab”, why the military government in Thailand still existed. If there is something called “aman damai”, why there is still war and terrorists act among leader? And if there is something called “kasih saying”, why wars existed since ancient times.
How to change, that, I don’t know.
And that concludes part of my views- the dark nature of human.
Regards
Hyde
In this world, there are three things that can be classified as power- money, fame, and of course, pure violence. People bowed and relented to power, and the powerful ones continue to rule. And if you wondered why these 3 things, I say- it all thanks to evolution of people.
People, in nature, hate of being hit, scared of act of violence. They bow to those there are stronger to them, and strong rules the weak. These happens during those ancient times or Paleolithic or even older. This is what we call “survival the fittest.”
However, it is quick for people to realize that “the more the better”. No matter how strong you are, I doubt you will survive if ten persons take you on (unless you are superman, and superman doesn’t exist). Soon people realize that more amounts mean more protection, and of course more power. And that’s why they started to categorize themselves into communities, and even some of them build countries and civilization as we knew today.
However, people do not always agree to each other, and more people mean more disagreement. It is also a fact that most people need guidance (that, I presume is the reason of existence of religion) and also there are people, which their nature is to rule. Soon enough, leader existed to represent the community, or rather to rule people which nature is to be ruled. A leader, or a ruler needs support of a large people, and these is when fame comes to play. A leader is the one that leads people to prosperity, however throughout history; it seems that the thing leader do is to bring more people under his leadership, for it means more power of violence. And the “way” is no other than act of violence, and that’s why war existed.
Soon, power changes a new form, thanks to capitalism, when money is the important thing of survival. More money means a magical lamp that granted you wish-for a better luxurious life, or a better protection. So theoretically, people with more money can have more people work with him. And similarly, those people use money to gain more fame, and thus, gain more power of violence.
Perhaps these are what different people and animals. Animal rules by the law- survival fittest. The strong rules the weak, and that’s all and luckily in the animal kingdom, the weak is always more than the strong, so nothing has happened and changed much. However, when it comes to people, more factors seem to come in play.
The question comes, among these three things- money, fame, and power of violence, which one gains an edge? The answer seems to be obvious, but the true answer is no, as three of them all origin from the same root and factor- human fear of violence.
For example, if you are almost died without food and suddenly some people come out with some money to help you, in exchange that you will do what he says. I think you will agree within a sec. Another example, if you are asked by the PM to do something, I doubt you will dare to say no (unless it is an order to suicide). And also another example, king or Bill gates, if they are under custody of those Taliban terrorists, I doubt Bill Gates will say no when the terrorists asked for a billion for their monthly pocket money.
And if you ask me, what is the use of religion? Morality? and all those thing that were taught in Moral education since we are small. However, for me, moral is something that is followed by the ruled people (or the weak), and among the ruler (or the strong) care of things, moral is not really an important factor .If there is something called “bertolak ansur”, you won’t see politician racking their head, using whatever method to get a higher position. If there is something called “bertanggungjawab”, why the military government in Thailand still existed. If there is something called “aman damai”, why there is still war and terrorists act among leader? And if there is something called “kasih saying”, why wars existed since ancient times.
How to change, that, I don’t know.
And that concludes part of my views- the dark nature of human.
Regards
Hyde
lies and excuse
What is happening to this world?
To sum up, the world I see now can be summarized into these few things.
Economy crisis, merciless massacre, nonsensical dogma, and lastly some immature comments that seems to make Malaysia a perfect place to gossip, (AND to laugh at).
Those events portray the true nature, the dark side and the weakness of us as a human being.
LIES AND EXCUSE. They are the best thing in this world. It conceals your weakness and justifies your wrongdoings. And the pithiest are the people started to believe, and rather, choose to believe excuse as their thinking.
The excuse can be many- religion, races, countries, anything. Aim does not justify mean. However, in these cases-from Mumbai, Taliban, or the old 911, it seems that “EXCUSE does not justify mean,” suits the situation better. To those 911 terrorists, what can you accomplish to your god by ruining the economy of this world, to those Mumbai Muslim terrorists, are you helping those Muslimim in India by having a massacre in Mumbai. To Israelist , why you say you’re fighting for religion (be it Judaism or Christian) by killing Palestinian when there is such thing as “THOU SHALL NOT KILL”.
Those holy aims are just excuses, and those terrorists are the ones that are pitiful enough to believe those lies as their true calling. For those people that vowed for “fighting for religion, races, community, and etc, please see whether you are doing 1% of what you fight. Killing people is not the way to restore peace. Insulting people is not the way to restore unity, and quarreling is definitely not a way to change the country to a better place, if you ask me. For those hypocrites in this world that vowed to fight for their own excuse, you are just a coward that has no courage to face the truth.
And you might ask, if all those things like religion and race are just a excuse, what’s their point of doing all those?
Answer, there are always a few people that like to cause destruction in this world, enjoying at people’s pain, and also some people just hate to lose, in everything. And when those destructive nature people are devilishly clever, they distribute their lies around, “inspiring people” to their own destructive nature, and together they bring destruction, under religion or races.
To me, they are just a bunch of people that trapped in their own delusion, lies is their way of survive, and excuses as their energy to continue in their wrongdoings.
Perhaps, the villains in Hollywood movie such as the clown in Dark Knight are slightly better than those terrorist in real world. Why? Because they knew they kill because they want to kill.
They are evil, but at least, they are not hypocrite.
Regards
Hyde
P.S.Jekyll is on a deep sleep after days of loitering, now hyde will be taking over for a while
To sum up, the world I see now can be summarized into these few things.
Economy crisis, merciless massacre, nonsensical dogma, and lastly some immature comments that seems to make Malaysia a perfect place to gossip, (AND to laugh at).
Those events portray the true nature, the dark side and the weakness of us as a human being.
LIES AND EXCUSE. They are the best thing in this world. It conceals your weakness and justifies your wrongdoings. And the pithiest are the people started to believe, and rather, choose to believe excuse as their thinking.
The excuse can be many- religion, races, countries, anything. Aim does not justify mean. However, in these cases-from Mumbai, Taliban, or the old 911, it seems that “EXCUSE does not justify mean,” suits the situation better. To those 911 terrorists, what can you accomplish to your god by ruining the economy of this world, to those Mumbai Muslim terrorists, are you helping those Muslimim in India by having a massacre in Mumbai. To Israelist , why you say you’re fighting for religion (be it Judaism or Christian) by killing Palestinian when there is such thing as “THOU SHALL NOT KILL”.
Those holy aims are just excuses, and those terrorists are the ones that are pitiful enough to believe those lies as their true calling. For those people that vowed for “fighting for religion, races, community, and etc, please see whether you are doing 1% of what you fight. Killing people is not the way to restore peace. Insulting people is not the way to restore unity, and quarreling is definitely not a way to change the country to a better place, if you ask me. For those hypocrites in this world that vowed to fight for their own excuse, you are just a coward that has no courage to face the truth.
And you might ask, if all those things like religion and race are just a excuse, what’s their point of doing all those?
Answer, there are always a few people that like to cause destruction in this world, enjoying at people’s pain, and also some people just hate to lose, in everything. And when those destructive nature people are devilishly clever, they distribute their lies around, “inspiring people” to their own destructive nature, and together they bring destruction, under religion or races.
To me, they are just a bunch of people that trapped in their own delusion, lies is their way of survive, and excuses as their energy to continue in their wrongdoings.
Perhaps, the villains in Hollywood movie such as the clown in Dark Knight are slightly better than those terrorist in real world. Why? Because they knew they kill because they want to kill.
They are evil, but at least, they are not hypocrite.
Regards
Hyde
P.S.Jekyll is on a deep sleep after days of loitering, now hyde will be taking over for a while
Thursday, November 27, 2008
A crazy dream
Lately, I had been fermenting on a more frequent basis in my home, and all I do is none other than game...sleep...eat...and sleep. The excess amount of free time has made me thinking a lot, but thinking is the last thing that I should do. Who knows I maybe land on another inferiority-complex streak, or thinking about gibberish that may never be achieved in life.
And yesterday I landed on another thinking streak again, and I just found out the best (yet craziest way) to spend this holiday.
That's it - Cycling along the WHOLE malaysia. A knapsack, a tent and a bike will do will be my trusty tool. I will drive across kedah, then take a turn to terengganu, down to johor, drop by to melaka and back to ipoh. Hundred bucks will be enough for my food. As for accomodation, sleeping in a tent will be more than enough.
BUt will my parent agree with it, will my bike able to withstand me cycling for over a week, will I survive from those thug and thieves that has been ruling around the dark area around malaysia and lastly, do I had enough time and $ to begin with.
It's just a fantasy. But who knows, i might give it a try before I fly to US
regards
Hyde
And yesterday I landed on another thinking streak again, and I just found out the best (yet craziest way) to spend this holiday.
That's it - Cycling along the WHOLE malaysia. A knapsack, a tent and a bike will do will be my trusty tool. I will drive across kedah, then take a turn to terengganu, down to johor, drop by to melaka and back to ipoh. Hundred bucks will be enough for my food. As for accomodation, sleeping in a tent will be more than enough.
BUt will my parent agree with it, will my bike able to withstand me cycling for over a week, will I survive from those thug and thieves that has been ruling around the dark area around malaysia and lastly, do I had enough time and $ to begin with.
It's just a fantasy. But who knows, i might give it a try before I fly to US
regards
Hyde
Sunday, November 23, 2008
A cocoon's dream
Frankly, I hate long holiday, not just because it makes me fermenting in home, but also making me feeling aimless in these few ten days.
However, thanks to these "fermenting period" that I am able to think about myself, my views and perspective to people, and to this world.
And I realized-how selfish I can be sometimes, how ignorant I can be MOST of the times, how hypocrite can I sometimes and how coward I can be sometimes.
Life can be a cocoon. The cacoon was formed by it to protect against disaster it faced, and since then, it has been staying inside the cocoon.
It is comfortable to lie inside the cocoon, life could be easier if I stayed inside this cocoon, everything that comes to me, this coccon will always be the shield for everything.
But if that so, it would always remained as a cocoon forever. It dreamed of becoming a butterfly before, but the cocoon shield won't be there for him anymore...
Despite how fragile the cocoon might be, it is stupid enough to think that the cocoon can shield out evryhting. Perhaps, it knows that the cocoon can be easily destroyed by a single gust of wind, and perhaps there are many perhaps...but in the end, the wings are still lied inside the cocoon, waiting to be rotten as times goes by
And the butterfly would always remained as the cocoon's dream
Regards
Jekyll..
However, thanks to these "fermenting period" that I am able to think about myself, my views and perspective to people, and to this world.
And I realized-how selfish I can be sometimes, how ignorant I can be MOST of the times, how hypocrite can I sometimes and how coward I can be sometimes.
Life can be a cocoon. The cacoon was formed by it to protect against disaster it faced, and since then, it has been staying inside the cocoon.
It is comfortable to lie inside the cocoon, life could be easier if I stayed inside this cocoon, everything that comes to me, this coccon will always be the shield for everything.
But if that so, it would always remained as a cocoon forever. It dreamed of becoming a butterfly before, but the cocoon shield won't be there for him anymore...
Despite how fragile the cocoon might be, it is stupid enough to think that the cocoon can shield out evryhting. Perhaps, it knows that the cocoon can be easily destroyed by a single gust of wind, and perhaps there are many perhaps...but in the end, the wings are still lied inside the cocoon, waiting to be rotten as times goes by
And the butterfly would always remained as the cocoon's dream
Regards
Jekyll..
Sunday, November 16, 2008
Sick...
It is said that there's a weird concept "idiot people never get sick". However, it seems that it's not true at all, for a big idiot like me has undergone the worst days ever...selsema, fever, and lastly, diarrehea??
Thank god I'm recovered, (must be the natural immunue system for idiot has started working ), but seriously, it's a horrible few days I have...
And somehow, it's a weird experience to begin with...
Few days ago...
I was having a serious selsema, therefore I am still awake even after 3 p.m..I can only fall asleep after repeating times of yawning (and blurred vision). However, Selsema has been a good justification for me to stay overnight (to play games...).
This situation has gone over for few days, and soon I realized that I have fever after realizing my whole body started to shiver (thanks to the Cyber Cafe air-con... ).
I decided to go back to my home to rest, only to find out the sky started to rain...
I slept for the next few hours and woked up at 12 midnight, and thank god, fever has subsided. However, my stomach was completely empty ( or to say, I have a habit of eating supper), I ravaged through my fridge to find some food.
I find a chinese pau, and it smells...weird. I convinced myself that it's just my own imagination, must be I'm being over-sensitive or sth...
Finally the pau was ready, I ate it, and tomorrow, I have to pay several visit to toilet while working, with my stomach crying for pain....
Thank god I'm recovered, (must be the natural immunue system for idiot has started working ), but seriously, it's a horrible few days I have...
And somehow, it's a weird experience to begin with...
Few days ago...
I was having a serious selsema, therefore I am still awake even after 3 p.m..I can only fall asleep after repeating times of yawning (and blurred vision). However, Selsema has been a good justification for me to stay overnight (to play games...).
This situation has gone over for few days, and soon I realized that I have fever after realizing my whole body started to shiver (thanks to the Cyber Cafe air-con... ).
I decided to go back to my home to rest, only to find out the sky started to rain...
I slept for the next few hours and woked up at 12 midnight, and thank god, fever has subsided. However, my stomach was completely empty ( or to say, I have a habit of eating supper), I ravaged through my fridge to find some food.
I find a chinese pau, and it smells...weird. I convinced myself that it's just my own imagination, must be I'm being over-sensitive or sth...
Finally the pau was ready, I ate it, and tomorrow, I have to pay several visit to toilet while working, with my stomach crying for pain....
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