A sip of the bitter coffee

I had lots of things to say, yet somehow, I found myself clueless on the computer screen...

And I had to realize that, once I typed something emotional, chances are high that lots of people. unimaginable of me, will read this blog post, and looked @.@ when next time they see me walking alone in cemara...

Hmm, I just said that, I had some emotional downturns lately, and, you could say, I emo-ed, after sipped a bitter coffee of my personality.

I have just realized, I don't have the courage to stand what I believe, what I love, as the matter of fact, I was in the state of self- blaming for the past.

I am not brave in certain matter, and thus, I prefer solitude over everything else

Well, I need time to chill, perhaps, embarking on a journey of finding who I really am, but well, meantime, I can still smile when people greeted me, and right now, I was studying cal 3, thinking about assignments at the same time.

Emotions are emotions, works are works, no matter how sad you are, you still get to work. I am amazed how I can do this on a emotional downturns

Dun worry, guys, I just need a break, and sip this bitter coffee until I grew used to it. Call me for tennis game, (but not badminton, I lost my SID), or futsal, or DoTA (after my cal3 test and assignment done) if you wanted, like the old days. I can still laugh, and enjoyed the game.

Solitude, and emotions are mine...

And so do, the bitter coffee...

Maybe one day, I would like the aroma of the coffee, but right now, it is just bitter...

Gulp*

(at least I dun have to worry Uni...)