Luck

Am I lucky, am I not?

I might sound ignorant if I've said I'm unlucky, cuz it takes more than just luck to get admitted to JPA and get admission into an US uni

(btw, I had prayed hard to get into juz one uni, and always mumbled, "I rather had hard luck as long as I get into a uni, and though the uni for admission is only Minnesota twin cities, I am more than grateful enough to accept it, well, chau kee, u didn't know how desperate it is when u study two years and get into no uni, u juz dunno...)

But am I a lucky person?

losing his SID last week, losing kia tzun's pendrive in my own room,...always late at the day of wednesday (which happens to be today), and to make it worse, i'd been late in n. Ruzela's class.

*hearing grumble from pn. ruzela for not bringing lcd projector*...

And the grumble continues, Studied 12 questions out of 13 questions for quiz, and the 13th question will always appear in quiz instead of the 12th questions. And even for now, i am damn starved cuz i left my wallet somewhere in cj 's room..., not to mention, sth hairy is happening on my laptop, and

tonnes of thing to do, cal test, literature term paper, physic quiz, and my "beloved" (it happens that the novel is entitled "beloved", but it is definitely NOT my beloved novel") novel is still far from finnish- (one chapter of novel- 200++pages @.@)

To conclude, am I lucky or not, I am not lucky, but all my unluckiness seems to result from my own clumsiness, so in the end, is it really luck that matters?

Nah, I'll rather blame it on luck, cuz I dun have the courage to do a haul-over to my current personality. Life had been unkind to me in some way, but still, I am alive and kicking (not kicking, but crapping). The fact that i can still accompany CJ to shop ( and why me??) proves that I am still ok from those unlucky events that happens around me.

And seriosuly, I am tempted wanted to whack people that emo for some "IMPORTANTREASONS". Not as if you "f*** ur quiz", u lost stuffs so frequent that u had get used to it, or u fucked up ur uni application and etc...etc...

Some people juz dunno to be grateful, is it?

Maybe I am one...

(Btw, congratz for CJ and hope that he'll be grateful. I had done some ads to him, ya know, and I'm the last one to know.) Maybe I am just like to gossip too much, but too, I know my limits. )