A new look

Just changed the title, the page of my blog...

It look a little bit new for me, and well, it is somehow not user-friendly, and well, maybe i need some time to adjust to it.

But well, some of you night ask me, why twilight?

If the answer is, because you're Edward ( I'm nt Edward Cullen ZOMG, stop this practical cold joke), or because you a fan of Twilight (Twilight Zone TV series, YES, but Twilight by Stephenie Meyer, nope).

Then, why Twilight?

Title: Twilight

The first time I met the word "twilight" is during my form 3 years, when a tv channel broadcasted a 70ties (or older?) series named thee twilight zone (i think it's a revised series). During that time, I was no fans to any English TV series, but the intro of the series stunned me and I ended watching the first few series of the movie (and scared to my ass, even now == ).

A scene of twilight is hard to see, and i think, in my 19years old, I only witnessed the scene of twilight less than 5 times. One of the best scene I had enjoyed most is in the Sepang BTN camp. I felt lucky that time for not sleeping for another 30 mins during that time, and also ditching those friends that scared of discipline action that might follow if climbing the tower without permission.

It feels really great, when the wind blows, the yellow radiant shined the whole sky, and for one moment, the sky and the beach was shimmering goldish. And those soothing wind, those glimmers, washed my fatigue during that time, and perhaps my only regret is not having a camera during that time.

A twilight scene is always a distant one, as the composition (sound like chem) of light and dark had to be balanced. If the sky's too bright and you'll never able to notice the radiant, and if the sky's too dark ,u won't have a chance to see any light at all. It need the exact twitch of light and darkness to make it beautiful, and thus making it distance.

Twilight is always beautiful, it's the border of day and night, light and dark.

Like a twilight,, our life needs a mixture of light and darkness within us. Life's gonna too boring if we keep being an obedient kid all the time, and well, life's gonna be way hard if you run amok. Well, life needs not only wisdom, calmness, but also some amount of silliness and rush to spice it out. Viewing from this perspective, isn't our life like a twilight.

Not to mention, a twilight indicates a sunrise and sunset, the start and the end of a day. Just when we thought we had met the sunset in our lives, who knows, the twilight we saw in our life actually indicates a sunrise, a new chance to kick alive. It's only up to us to see how the twilight itself.

Now, I guess I'm seen a twilight in my life, and I'm pretty sure this is the sunrise of my life, and emo through it, life kicking through it, I shall run through it, and even I shall fail to see the sun, at least I had seen a beautiful twilight before.

* what a positive post * = =

P.S. I am a little bit piss off when I googled for twilight pictures in google image, and turned out the first 17 PAGES of the result is all the scene in movie "twilight"...A really hard earned picture, ya know...