* Really didn’t update my blog for quite some time * (and this post was outdated either)

Right now, I am struggling for the bunches of integration. Before this it was d d d (dy/dx), now it was f f f (f)…and sooner, I will deal a lot of F things again (yep, Fucking vector Field and Fucking magnetic Field) revisit my old haunt. Not to mention Mr.K “beloved” beloved and Physic test. (And I can sense my incoming failure on business test…).

And two quiz incoming tomorrow =.=

And what am I doing now? Reading beloved? Nope! Calculus? Nope!. Dota-ing? Nope either. I’m blogging now, partly becuz of the dreaded coffee I drank, and more importantly, I think I had a new revelation whacking my head, so “important” that I decided to blog about it…
(Note, I was writing this piece at 1.50a.m. on my new laptop, when I should be sleeping …)
America Indulgence Week

Seriously…

I can’t believe I’m participating almost every activities in the indulgence week. American got Talent, Halloween, Parade, Luav Party, shouting with the Florida students, shrieking (that’s pui yin and Sanddy) and boo-ing at the same time. (Except for the dodgeball, nobody’s asking me = =
Seriously…

I can’t believe I missed out all those things last year, including the parade. I acted uninterested on the parade last year (that’s honolulu class), forgetting to prepare the things that I should prepare, and ended up carrying the banner. I believed I had at least muttered some “Tuuting rated” curse word during that time. “Fudge you, such a waste of time”

*wince* I think I’m a jerk last year,(maybe even now) . esp. for being a wet blanket. Maybe I thought it’s cool to stay at my room dota-ing and complaining every single details to the microscopic level…

Seriously seriously…

I can’t believe that I would be part of the parade, ordering people what to do, discussing and even role-played one of the characters (though it’s only sticking a big card on my mouth, cuz that’s how the character looks like = =). Also I can’t believe I would shout with my friends when there’s a performance and boo-ing the dreadful judge for giving a big X for Muhaimin.
And many many more things that I could haven’t done, many things that I regarded as stupid before…

Well, for some people, shouting is an act of immature, going for those events are a waste of time, a waste of money. Maybe the Luav party is not really a good one, maybe INTEC singers really shucks, maybe climbing the tank was stupid, and etc etc…

I’m sure about one thing, either they haven’t go for those things, or they went, but complained throughout the whole event like a pile of s***. I am one of those “sporting” peoples last year, and I’m now ashamed for being that last time. The lesson I learned is…

If you learned to enjoy more, and complain less, there might be some fun within you that you can’t see because of wearing a spectacle of complain. Well, maybe America got Talent was lame, as what someone said, but I’ll never realize Jamal was such a good singer (and Nouri’s damn bitchy) if I haven’t go for the party. I would never realize other little fun things in my life had I chose to remain “rational” all the time.

So what if there’s a quiz. If there’s a quiz tomorrow, just study two days before. Whatever it is, I am not going to let DoTA and dreadful calculus to be the only thing in my college life, cuz I’ll be regretting years later.

Don’t let rational get your head most of the times. I am not that crazy, as compared to some of my Florida friends that rented a 45buck suit just for the Halloween show and painting the whole face blue just for the parade. Whatever is it, thanks for teaching me to be “irrational” sometimes. Count me in if there’s other activities that I can join…

*wince* as long as it didn’t cost that much money…