hehehe =p

Just an experiment, I "EDITED" one of my older post name, changed a title, and write a new content out of it.

Huh? Why don't you just write a new post.

The reason is, I don't want people to see this post, to react on my dynamite, and throwed back a much powerful dynamite at me instead (like what Isli do on Pali). But somehow, urge to crap is hardly resistable. So, I disguise this new post under an old post, and unless, people are observant enough to actually looked every of the post,and scrolled to the bottom most...(But it would never happened, because all blog reader are lazy, they only looked for new post, not edited post.

It is a good method to shout or crap without people noticing.

Let's talk about one thing- a behavior of myself, which I observed, is different than 99% of most people. Let's call it JK-ism (or hyper abnormal crazy psychology).

1. I "SWT" at people that carry umbrella even though there's a small rain, or some scorched sunlight, or people that screamed hell over just for a cockroach. Those are people that categorized as the "strawberry". People that shouted for a bee, or a cockroach, just dun realize that how the cockroach feared you, as you can always finnish them of with one big step.

And also for people that feared rain or sunlight like thunderstorm or something, I am proudly to say, i have cycled or walked under the hot sun of 1p.m., or carried stuff during the heaviest rain i could imagined. While others will get cold for one rain, I would have still OK after standing a rain more than half hour. Reason, my body sudah biasa. Funny way to say, I get immuned already...

2. I imposed a behavioral limiter on myself, a limiter that reacts to bring me back to normal when I was too happy. History shows that I tend to do something stupid, or looked stupid when I was in a state of ectasy, and quite obvious, something bad will follow because of this.

So, next time, when I was in a great state of happiness, there is always a hormone that makes me back to normal, and all laughter seems to disappear. Two reasons why it happened, firstly, I know who uncontrollable I am, and secondly, I know good things doesn;t happedn, and we have to prepare for more ordeals.

3. I like to force myself to limit, when I wanted to. Example, forcing myself to run ten rounds even though I would have dead at the fifth round. Forcing myself to swallow certain subject, even though it means I would be sleeping the next few minutes.

I don't know why, but it is said that people improves only at the times when he almost driven mad. Whether it is true or not, it is a good principle to do, now? I am only died after running eight rounds instead of five rounds.

4. I am a true hypocrite. I swore that I would be back at 4p.m., but someone still had class until five, so I find some reasons to stay until five, and convince myself that it must be done. Even though the "must be done" is nothing but reading a few books or go internet.

That's old case. The newer one... A bunch of people chatting. I was very very sleepy and swore that I would be back to my room and sleep. Suddenly, I just notice someone, and I find the worse reason I had to mingle in the group, pretending that there's a business to do, even though I just wanted to glance a few extra eyes on...

EeeKK! However, a limiter has be done to limit this thing from happening, cause I really felt sick of me not able to grab a hold on myself.

5. That extends to my next case. I like to be alone, not because I wanted peace, but because I think people should work indepedently and not relying on people. This sometimes apply, and somehow it is cool with me...

6. I hate certain kind of people, because they never know the meaning of hardwork and suffering, and for me, the best person that can successful is suffered from hell to heaven, and thus able to understand them. Some are always arrogant. Always complaining on the expensive taxi fares, reluctant to take their own fork and spoon, and rather waited people to serve them, without budging the move. Simple enough, u try to be them instead, Try to be the waiter instead of the customer, try to be the taxi driver instead of the passenger, you'll know how they feel.

That's why, I always take my own fork and spoon in Al Awwal.

7. I hate talks, especially idealistic talks, from better government, to world peace. Instead of talking " we must love each other, hold no grudges", " we must fight against corruption," "we eanted world peace." OMG, they only know what to do, but not " HOW TO DO". Seriously, even I know that, starting from " Kami mesti membina pelajar wawasan yang berwibawa..."

So, don't make me laugh by saying " We must ban all business related to US, must chase their ambassador away, must stop co-operating with US, must stop any business-relationship with US, or stop export or whatsoever." To this forum writer that suggested this, I would tell you, you would worsen the economic recession, and perhaps, Malaysia would have much poorer because of insufficient external modals. So, think before you drink the Coke of urs.....

8. That brings me to the next point. Shut up if you know nothing. I had been a victim of these, for meddling in people conversation, and ended up confused. Don't follow because people say so, don't bluff as if you know the whole story or event. Wisdoms only comes after you know the whole situation, and still hold your opinion. I would call you wisdom for doing this, or else, you are just........

9. Another thing comes to mind, I hate the term " sensitive topics". To some leaders, if you are not contented with some speeches, don't use your "ulti" on them, and then, explained that ur ulti is for the sake of greater benefit. If you are not contented with what people say, just close your ear and eye, and let him crap, and then sneered at him "childish"

Not scolding like three years old kid. And if you think that your ulti is for the sake of people's good, I would like to say, people got brains, and even better than you sometimes. If he's crapping, people will know, unless you think that he's not crapping when it talks about you.

10. Finally, I found that I like to contradict myself. I swear not to put anything emo, but I posted something like that. Also, I wished nobody found this post, but I would wonder, can someone actually find it.

Funny? Nah, you won't find this post. Dared me, huh. Every of my post is ass-hole-ly wordy, you would have trembled at sight of my "essays" instead of blog, so you can't find this.

blek =p