Lately, I am on a insane emo streak that would strike me surprisingly without I noticed. However, no one has so fat hurt from my emo wave discharge, as I had kept it under my control.
Among these days lately, the old events, from big to small, the events that I tried to forget, suddenly lingers around my mind, reminding me on how silly I used to be. In those memories, I suddenly view myself with a feeling contempt, and I've been thinking, if only I could haven't done this...
Well, I believe that I need some serious renovations on my behavior (and also physically), and academically. And during the renovation, I believe that I would somehow becoming more nerdy, more careful, less friendly, more emo or whatsoever you might have not imagined.
And also, it's time for me to say bye to this blog. Lately, I have been posting my feelings, emo, whatsoever into it, and it is becoming a very self-centered post. If it is meant to be a self-centered post, why don't write a diary. Someone has told me about this, and unfortunately, it only make senses to me now.
So, bye to this piece of blogpost. Who knows, I might write something after a long rest, but now?, I need a break, and of course, you guys need a break either. Seriously, I would miss my blogging day sooner or later.
And these are those things that happened lately.
Eastern sun program
=.^, huh? I am accepted into this program. Good thing is, I might learn more about Korean cultures and etc ( seriously, I would ask them how North Korea and South Korea engane on war of etc). The bad news is, maybe I had to be taught by them instead.
But whatever is it, I believe that everyone need guidances in a process of learning. My path of learning English is never easy. I ahd get used of people looked at me in a puzzled look whenever I spoke English with them, and even some chinese friends told me " Man, u better speak Chinese to me, cuz I can't understand a thing."
Therefore, I believe that guidances and help is needed in a stage of learning, and I am more than experienced enough for this. The differences is, I was never guided except by me tuition lecturer, and perhaps, a series of harry potter books
Calculus.
Ruzela is really a nice cal 3 lecturer. Well, you might see some ego in her teaching, or some blunders, but well, her teachings is the things that makes more sense compared to other lecturer.
Among the darkness, I see a ray of hope in cal 3
Business
Many had told me to give up on selling sandwich, or asked me to order from others, but in the end we sold all sandwich and gained a truimph of ten bucks profit.
Lesson:
Never decide your lose or victory easily ( a serious learned lesson)
Bye, Sayonara
10 comments:
it's normal to be emo.,... and i think all of us once go through a stage where we think back on what we have done, and wonder, what the hell was i doing?
chill buddy, don't be too hard on yourself... just try your best in everything, don't give up, and don't hate yourself...
gambatte ^^
Dont. ask. about. war.
it's sensitive. I doubt you can handle that.
be aware of your friends' emotions about this. They might get personally hurt.
You may never know. Just a piece of advice yea. :D
jeez..
no blogging till when?
lazy is it?
heh..
Seriously, maybe I had to apologize for writing this post, as hafidz has mentioned...
I was sorry not to understand the full situation of the war, at least, I'm not aware of these two facts after write this post
1. Throughout history, Israel relitiate very heavily on any single harm that has be done on them, and often when they counter-attack, they do it in a very aggressive way- regardless of citizens life that has been involved. And they always had justify their act by saying that it's a way of protection, but, isn't it too much?
2. The establishment of Israel at 1948 has also caused a huge amounts of palestinians exiled from their home country.
I could understand some of those acts that Israeli done, but, they have always got a better option- discussion and etc. No need to go all out, bombarding, and involve those
I am sorry for the previous post, and I had no meant of toying about this issues. Thanks for splashing a cold water on me, Hafidz.
And seriously I apologize once again for viewing this issue in an unmatured way.
lol,
both of you spoken in a way that had proved that you never truly had anything to protect.
for certain things i value... i will kill someone to protect it.
and i really hate breaking my precepts.
Reminds me on something
On a huffington (or hummington) whatsoever post about the war, an Israeli leave a comment similar like this.
" If someone pumped bottle rocket on my house everyday, I will do anything I will do to make it stop."
And another comment (unknown) sounds like this
"Is it really true that one Israeli finger nails worth more than one thousand Palestinian's life."
Lesson?
We are not them, we are not the Israeli that might felt threatened by next bottlerocket launch, nor we are the Palestinians that had suffered from food, or water shortage.
That's why we could said that Israeli must be put on blame for these, or Hamas deserved it, or whatsoever, because we are not the ones that involved in it.
Just wanted to say, before jump into the conclusion, view the situation from both sides view, and believe me, you would have a more grasp about the whole situation.
Liz, u got a point.
P.S.- I don't wish to continue on this discussion, call in an end, k?
lol
that's why. it's a battle wrought by circumstances (when ur done with uni app, read WoT JK, you'll get a very interesting view on war and why people fight) there really is no right or wrong in war- "all is fair in love and war"
lol. just that i cannot resist defending the one everyone loves to hate. since i somewhat can empathize on why they do what they did (again, JK, read WoT, it gives insight into the motivations of people XD)
discussion end? =)
Stop promoting for reading this book, unless you wanted to borrow the other 9 series to me.
I can't resist of buying the rest 9......
pali and isli is a story about banana ,isn't it?
ok. i stop promoting. haha.
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