Sth in ur life-u just have to let go.......

Perhaps the ADFP DoTA community, or even the whole ADFP will be quite shocked when I say I have deleted dota in my computer. Walao, JK the dota-addict will delete the game? is this a prank from him? I would say yes. The greatest ADFP dota representative in ADFP had deleted the dota game for the sake of his f***king bad result......( dun show it to chau kee or kian hui, if not they will belasah me)

There is in fact, a little bit history why I played DoTA. To tell the truth, the game is not really that magnificent( eat back my own words ). During my secondary school life, i rarely socialize with my fren because I dun have a common topic with them ( I dun have the newest handphone, not good in football, sucks in courting girl (X.X), sucks in Counter...). I was quite negligible (except for my curly hair(X.X)) But somehow during form 4, the game "DoTA" cause a popular trend in my school, and the game is not really that hard to play ( no nid much finger work ). Therefore, I enrolled myself in the game(even though it means wasting my money on CC) to play tis game. Well, I indeed knew some fren thru dota so i continue playing the game...Perhaps Thanks to dota i got some common topics to discuss with my fren. Maybe I like the game becuz of this seeming negligible reason.

Well, you could imagine DoTA as a beautiful girl which I, duhhh, quite obsessed with her "beauty". ( as I would be addressing DOTa as "her" in my rest of blog, so dun think of sth stupid.) When my mind was free, I will think about her. I will do anything for her, even though it means stupid stuff (such as skipping my working hours to play DoTA) and perhaps knowingly or unknowingly, she had became part of me. Moreover, I will think of her even when I was watching TV ( for example, I can relate the evasiveness of the character in dodging attacks to the hero in dota which equipped with "butterfly"). It seems that she had became an intrinsic part in my life. (well i maybe exaggerating but to some extent, all those things are true.)

However, I sacrificed a lot because of her. Firstly, I cannot concentrate to my studies because of thinking her always. Her incandescent will always appear in my mind no matter how hard I tried to avoid thinking her. Besides that, I refrain myself from interacting with her ( but always failed and in the end my hand will be always on my laptop, playing dota.) Somehow I understand that i would never master her ( the game ) even though how many times I playing (practice makes perfect doesn't really work in DoTA) .But still, I continue playing with her, even though it means physical and mental constraint to me.

Well, perhaps I am quite aware with the adverse effect of playing DoTA but I just cannot let her go. It was until one day, which was the election day, that I realized I had to let go of her. It all began when my friend sends a SMS to me "lol, I am going to delete DOTA for the sake of my TOEFL." At first, I was quite shocked because he was also quite obsessed with DoTA himself. I wanted to be just like him, delete DoTA and thats all. However, I can't just forget her as she furnished much of my life with those seeming negligible experiences. My heart was in twenty two on whether I should delete her from my memory. Finally, I braced myself and highlighted the DoTA folders, press delete, and press Empty the recycle Bin as fast as possible before I regretted my own decision.

At that night of election day, I felt surprisingly free, like the time had suddenly move slowly. Suddenly I realized there are lots of thing other than her. I never realized that before this because I was so obsessed with her. That night, I enjoyed my night by doing calculus and listened to Jay Chou latest album. I had to admit I remembered her occasionally but well, it no longer bothered me anymore. I had my most fitful sleep ever during that day.

However, I will be lying if i said I had completely forgotten her. While some people "salute" me for my brave decision, some blamed on my act (because it meant less one "DoTA kaki"). I admitted my heart was quite stirred when I see her (thanks to my Dota Playing roommate). During that time, I really regretted my decision but I told myself to be determined. I believed I will get rid of this addiction one day. Well, disinfecting DoTA virus might take some time but i believe one day I could remove this virus out of my mind.

Well, thats all for my little DoTA talk. Well, maybe I will revert to playing DoTa one day or I will have her completely out of my mind. Life is unpredictable, isn't it?. However, the moment i was typing this post, my mind was set- NO MORE DoTA until I fixed that damn calculus. Feel free to leave a comment ( since some of them already know my blog). Please pray for my success of getting rid her ( I mean Dota) out of my mind. Thats all.......folks

(P.S. : Please don't get confused when looking this blog, I am not trying to infer sth else, well you know how GREAT ur imagination could be)