Duhhh...blogging...

I get really pissed up today as I am writing this post...All because ( or maybe not )because of the blog of mine

As usual(?) I late to my Calculus class. I had a hard time on figuring how things works because I missed Miss Zulia's explanation. I was trying to figure out what Miss Zulia taught today when....

"Hey, E** W**, you know that's one new blog?, it is call t*******k******and one thing special about the post is....(XXXXXXXXXX)

STAY COOL!!! I told myself. I still need to concentrate on my "slicing", if not I will not able to understand the topic and sliced myself instead...let that soprano singer continues his prattle

"Ummm, I don't remember his URL already, let me check my handphone.

GOSH!!! that guy used a projector and project my blog on the screen AND he recorded the whole process on handphone.

No...stay cool, who cares. My blog is known anyway...Continue with slicing...

"Hey G******, let you see this particular post. Read it, G*****"

"I am a rational.............."

STOP IT, U WRECKED SOPRANO SINGER!!!!!! Stop giving my blog URL around!!! I am not Kate and I don't wish the whole ADFP to know my blog. It's only for my friends.....

" Why can't you just stop it? I missed my class today and I had a hard time figuring my calculus." I yelled at him...

Guess I just asked Miss Zulia about the course today...And that's all.


Not yet......


Should I delete, privatizes my blog or just continue writing?

The dilemma I met this morning, is that my own fault because of writing something private?

Actually, the real reason I write blog is to release my stress( and it did helpful), until it started to give me stress instead...I like writing and since I'm not good in talking, it's better for me to convey my feelings by writing. I thought blog is sort of like diary but I don't write diary because I prefer typing

And my blog is discovered...Well, it's not big deal actually, because (I admit) I enjoy reading Yuin Yi, CJ and Pison's comment ( and their blog too). Except I can't write something sensitive...but I admit, I enjoyed writing blog partly because of them (even though I keep saying the otherwise in front of them...)

However, things became worse because I write sth private, perhaps too private...I did not notice sth going on until I noticed some weird behavior of people around me...

Now, my whole classmate knows I have a blog and they even discuss what I post...(in front of me or under my nose.)People kept spreading the news I got blog and duhhh, even people that I don't really recognize knows I got a blog.

Perhaps , It's naive to think that blog is second diary

Perhaps, it's naive to even consider blog as a right place to express your fuss......

Perhaps, if this continues to happen, i will be another copykate.blogspot.com. one silly mistake in blog and bye bye to scholarship....

And I believe that my friend, she is quite distressed because of me publishing something private in blog. I still values friendship between us and I don't wish to lose it. (maybe she didn't care but I do)

I'm in the state of total confusion...I still want to see some sarcastic comment from CJ, some constructive comment from others but I don't want any people to speak in front of me "hey he posted something new in his blog, let me show you.

After reading someone blog, it should be that's all, right....

So I hope people who read this blog please don't spread it around. I don't want to be another Kate

And to the soprano singer plzzz stop it, it's childish and irritating.




Ahhh I 'm totally blurred. what am i writing??????