If memories did not fail me, or if there is nothing wrong with the flight time provided by JPA, I will be leaving at 23rd August.
20 more days to prepare, and sorry to say, my luggage is still empty, my housing is still unaccomplished, and when I know that I'm supposed to be busy, I am terribly free now. What a weird paradox.
What's my feeling? I don't quite understand it right now. I'm feeling unusually calm, no sign of emo, no sign of excited, no sign of worry...
Or perhaps, I might experienced these feelings of excites and worry until I actually go numb of it...
Well, perhaps I should do some little analysis about those feelings I'm experienced right now.
Worry - Housing @ Others
I think I should be worried most now. Yet, I am now like a * JK 1v1 DoTA with Samuel Law * = Tak tau Mati. There are many things I should worry about, from major things like housing to minor things as "how i gonna save 100 USD per month."
I was terribly unlucky in my housing. There are many times I had to turn off a nice deal * 330 per month, NO!!! *... because I can't pay a deposit. And my only straw of hope is a senior in Minnesota that I accidentally found in facebook. (Believe me, I actually browse her name over 2000++ Malaysian that fly to US.) But unfortunately, she's now having her holiday in Melaka. Therefore, aside from providing me informations, she can't help much about my housing.
Well, she do provide me an offer of 479 USD per month unfurnished...The good part is, I can pay the deposit once I'm there. The bad thing is...
It's unfurnished, but more importantly...
It's expensive, and...
It's VERY^ 100 expensive!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Well, I guess that was my last choice if I can't really find a place to live, not that I'm trained to sleep under the bridge.
So right now, I'm email as many housing offer as I can, and hoping, as I typed this blog, a notification " you have received a new email " (only to find out it's from fb = =)
Secondly, how I am going to adjust living alone there (with no friends staying with), and how am I gonna learn to stay alone ,cook alone, and etc.
And how am I gonna mixed around there, and had a nice memories, like I do during INTEC times.
There are just many things to worry, but well, I'm go through it, even though it might means blurred thru it."
7 comments:
cock around? what does that mean? XD
huh?
* been getting anonymous spamming = =*
wtf..it's funny how u use the * JK 1v1 DoTA with Samuel Law * = Tak tau Mati xD I am really not that pro lah..lolz
Is time for you to learn independence!!!
All the best!
gambatte~~
U know wat's the real meaning of the quote?
Means when I 1v1 with you,I'll nvr die, tht makes the reason "Tak tau Mati" =p
Lolz...
Btw, I am getting confused, I allowed anonymous comment to encourage the freedom of speech (LOLZ), but now I'm confused.
Is it the same anonymous or a different one?
But well, thanks for the wish, anonymous, whoever you r
the time u writing tis post , already show tat u are worry about the thing u mention, is just tat u didnt think about it, while the time past, u will eventually concentrate on them, i always like tat, example when exam is around the corner, u know is exam is coming but u still maybe dota 1v1 with Samuel( har tis from u ), but when the exam really near, then u will finally pick up the book to study....
P.S. Anonymous seem to be very familiar, duno which blog c it before, i remember the blog is about our country politic or education but the comment he left was few years back, now still very active i c...
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