Sunday, September 21, 2008

Discharging emo radiation

Warnings to the ACTP ians, I am going to explode soon, if you guys still don't want to leave this detonating bomb, it 's at ur won risk. I am so PISSED OFF RIGHT NOW, I 'm in the deep state of emo...no, I feel like suffocating ald...

First of all, I have to congratulate some of my friends for actually making this piece of wood like me running through an emo streak like this. I thought I can still endure things until December but unfortunately I can't, I HAD ENOUGH. EVEN JK THE CLOWN HAS HIS OWN LIMITS.

Tests, quizzes, academic hearing had already killing me. Days are harsh when I knew that I'm going to screw another test today. Some more I had a very "nice" date with the officers of INTEC, being treated as a top criminal for a crime of not wearing ties and nametags. And lastly my pocket is RM100 deeper thanks to the love letters they gave. Not to mention the 10bucks I owed Sharon, the bus ticket, classmates birthday RM10, and also a loss of RM12 because some freak just say" I didn't wanna to. You can ask Sam, Boon Hui for..."

CUT IT OUT FREAK. If you don't want to pay, fine. I've learned my lessons.

So if I am clumsy or what? So if I am careless or whatsoever you might think. Why are you guys bother a single bit about it! I didn't lost your stuff, as you guys are not even dare to borrow me stuff or whatsoever. Please, I had my life tough enough because of my own carelessness and I did not need a reminder from you, unless you think that it's fun to sprinkle some salt on the wound.

Esp for one guys, I admire your courage for trying to detonate me, even when my head was written "PISSED OFF" on it, you can still smiling as if nothing has happened and bla..bla whatsoever. PLEASE! I had enough of arguing non-nonsensical stuff. If you still wanted to continue debate, GO TO BATTLE OF MINDS. Why picked a fight on me?

And also to the most selfish guys in the world, you have no idea how pissed off I am. The fact that I can still go selamba when I see the selfish face of yours proves that I'm freaking patient towards your miscellaneous. But if you see this (I think you won't see this), I am happily to tell you that YOU REACHED MY LIMIT. Who are I referred to? Go think yourself.

And finally I announced that I will left this DAP (DoTA Action Party) which I would rather rephrased as (Dumb-dota Action Party). For the first time I found myself not enjoying the game when I played. I get stressed instead when I played with all of you. It is just a game, why did u bother lecturing me for decades just because of losing a fight against AI players. WHY CAN'T U JUST LET ME ENJOYED THE GAME and KEEP QUIET!!!

Thanks to you, I had no interest in DOTA or whatsoever...It is just a game, I just can't get it why I should concentrate on a game but not my deteriorating studies.

And finally to my friends, the moment I posted this thing means that I 'm in a high stress and emo right now. Kindly let me chill down for some bit, ok? I still regard ACTPs as my friend, it is just that I'm out of my mind thanks to some peoples.

Finally, if you think I should apologize on my post just comment me. But, I really meant what I wrote.

5 comments:

Pison The Great said...

Wow... Sounds very angry there. :|

Chill, U'r 19, and Dota should not impose such an emo prob to you. At first, I thought the real problem was the strings of quizzes and the haunting tests; I couldn't have been more wrong.

Grow up.

tachimurakiyuri said...

I didn't get stress because of DoTA for sure...

It is juz...

Haiz, ntg...

I would rather worry my studies more....

The Truth said...

i can only give you one advice on this:
"Do not think that you are only the human who has emotion."
i believe that whoever frens of yours that were "blacklisted" in this post, will surely have "emotional change" as well when they know of this. Beware of what u write as it may bring u to the depth of loneliness.
Oops, one more thing:
If you want to search for a fren that could be ur true fren, who will not piss u off forever; who will not tease u; who will always know what u think; who will listen to u in everything; who will be extremely kind to u; who will care for u in everything, etc, then u shud go looking for ur mum instead of a fren.

Liz said...

its ok to be emo, there are times where life seems harsh and ur really sick of it. that time, things you don't naturally get irritated with suddenly becomes the world's most hated things.

it's a phase, relax. =) things will improve geh. and if playing dota is that frustrating, stop. if studying becomes overwhelming, go take a break, play cs or football or whatever and don't feel guilty about it~ just take a break.

take care k? dun emo too much yea? that's my job. dun steal it from me =p

tachimurakiyuri said...

The truth

Thanks for giving me a big slap of my own foolishness. Thanks for the cold water u splashed to me, I'm now aware.

Finally, to my friends that I had offended, whether intentionally or unintentionally, Sorry and please forgive me for running out of control.

And btw, Mr of Mrs The truth, I clicked on your profile and I c nothing. Wh0ever u are, I 'm not going to figure out who u r, even though u might be person around me

Thanks for the advice, even tough it's harsh

To Liz

Thanks, i'm ok now